D. N. Angel Fan Fiction ❯ Gay Sanctum ❯ Where is the Fidelity that the Betrayer Swore? ( Chapter 12 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Gay Sanctum
A/N: Um, I think there will be one more chapter after this before it all ends. So for now, enjoy. And I apologize for taking so long. I didn't know what I wanted to do for a long time. Oh, and be prepared for grammatical errors and typos, because I don't have a beta as of right now and there's only so much I can catch.
Chapter 12:
“Where is the Fidelity that the Betrayer Swore?”
“Have I seen Dark? No I have not…,” The older boy who was dorming in the room across from Dark's responded. “But he should be back in a few hours, why?”
“I wanted to tell him something.”
“Such as…?”
“Like I'm going to tell you,” said Daisuke as she crossed his arms.
“Well, you'll find him at the club in town. 545 East Cherrywood,” with that, the boy closed the door and Daisuke was already sprinting down the halls.
(Daisuke's POV)
“Did you find him?” asked Riku, who was waiting for me outside of the campus just around the corner.
I stopped and leaned over to catch my breath. “He's…. he's at… the club,” I panted in between words. There was something I needed to take care of today, since Risa's parents were dying to take us out tomorrow to look at wedding gowns and suits.
FLASHBACK
“Oh, wait for a few years? Why do such a thing when you can wed them during spring? It'll be a lovely time of the year. With blooming flowers and butterflies everywhere,” Risa's mother suggested as she flipped through a wedding catalog.
“What a splendid idea, dear. I think it will be perfect. Why not do what can be done sooner? I say we should get them married before the summer.” Risa's father took out his wallet and began counting his money.
Emiko smiled as did Risa. “That's a lovely idea, mother,” said Risa as her eyes turned into bubbles of joy.
Daisuke sat in the corner in complete dismay. There was no way this was going to happen to him. “What do you think, Daisuke?” asked Risa's mother excitedly. She was expecting Daisuke to be overjoyed at the idea of being married to her daughter so soon.
“I… I need to use the bathroom,” Daisuke got up and never returned.
END OF FLASHBACK
“I'm too young to get married!” Daisuke eyes were huge with fear.
“No duh!” said Riku as she grabbed a hold of my arm. “We don't have any time to waste. Mother and father want to take you out tomorrow to find a suitable suit! We need to get you out today! If your parents don't find out by tonight, then we'll all be in trouble. My parents don't like wasting money.”
I nodded as I followed Riku down the street. My heart was beating like I was about to tell my mother right this second that I was gay and dating another guy a few years older than me. Oh man… I had no idea how she'll take it.
Sensing my dismay, Riku looped her arm with mine and smiled. “You're totally transparent, Daisuke. And if I've just met you, I bet your parents can see right through you. Maybe they already have an idea that you're interested in guys but are being ignorant.”
“I don't know whether to feel encouraged by that or even more frightened.”
“Hush. We're almost at the club and you need to figure out if there's an way to get Dark to help you out. You can't do this alone.”
My mind began to rethink the whole idea once I saw that we were on the right street. Dark said he was only going to help me until I was done with Risa. Could I tell him that I wanted to hold on much, much longer? “Maybe I should do this and not tell Dark.”
“Don't lie to your boyfriend. You shouldn't lie in the first place. It gets too complicated when you do that. Just chill.”
“We were talking about this the other day. But then I said something really… embarrassing… and now… well… what if he doesn't go through? Maybe we should sit together on the couch and hold hands and then tell my parents.”
“Daisuke, we're here. Just go in and tell Dark that you plan on carrying out the final set, whatever it may be, tonight. Not tomorrow. Not next week. It'll be too late by then.”
Riku turned me around then pushed me towards the club. A big, scary guy was standing in front of the club, checking IDs. No one under 18 was permitted. Shit. I had to go around the back. I walked back to Riku then said, “I have to get in around the back.”
She nodded then I went into the alley between the club and a starbucks. There were a couple of people being rather intimate, but other than that and cigarette butts, there wasn't much of anything else. Behind the club was this metal door that wasn't being watched by anyone. I opened it and saw lights flashing from the inside. It was too dark other than that for anyone to notice my entrance. Everyone was preoccupied with dancing, drinking, smoking, and more dancing. In addition to all the chaos, the noise seemed to amplify every few seconds. God could strike lightning upon the starbucks next door and no one in here would be able to hear it. Or smell anything other than cigarette smog.
I moved between the people, not stopping for a moment to let anyone get a good look at me. Then when I saw a tall, thin guy dancing close to a wall, I stopped and took a closer look. Then I gasped and took a step back. Dark had Jess pinned up against the wall and she had her back to him while he danced up against her. I thought for a second that maybe he was just doing it for a second, but then he arched against her and threw his head back like he was getting a release from her backside. I lingered for a few minutes, waiting to see if he was going to do anything else, and he… she… they did…
She turned around. He embraced her. They pressed up against each other and she slid her hands up his sides, under his shirt. Dark didn't put up a fight. He let loose and let her have her way. Oh god, I thought I was going to be sick. I didn't want to watch anymore. I refused to see her doing things to Dark. Could I claim him now? Where was the fidelity that the betrayer swore?
I careered from the club like I could run away from everything. But metaphorically, I wasn't running away from anything. I ran home and slammed the door once I got through. I didn't care that my mom had run out from the kitchen with Risa's mother. I didn't care that mom was holding a wedding cake catalog in her hand. I wept right there then fell upon the knees. I tried to wipe away my tears but they kept on coming like a plague of locust. Stinging my eyes, blinding my vision, infuriating me. “Daisuke, what's the matter?” My mom asked me as she touched my back.
“I can't do this, mom. I can't continue to lie to you. I want to tell you everything and in the end, still be your son.” I let myself say what it was that I needed to say.
“What is it, Daisuke? Did you get into a fight with Risa?”
“Good heavens, no! That cannot be!” said Mrs. Harada.
“No… no… I didn't. But… I will… if you don't let me be.”
“What are you saying, Daisuke?” asked my mom.
It was hard that she didn't catch on so fast, or maybe she knew what I was about to say. I saw through the tears and I saw her eyes, pleading with me not so say anything rash. But, it was either I say it now or live the rest of my life as a lie. “Mom, I can't marry Risa. I can't. Please don't make me. I won't be happy with her.”
As I anticipated, Risa's mother looked horrid. “What?!”
“I don't love her. I will never love her. I can't.” I grasped my mother's hand like a child asking for help; begging for assistance. “I can't do this on my own, mom, you have to help me!”
“Daisuke, I don't understand. You agreed to this, you can't back down now.”
“Yes I can! We haven't made any formal arrangements yet! By law, we are still just two people without any ties!”
“Daisuke, you speak nonsense. What has happened?” asked Mrs. Harada.
God, forgive me for what I'm about to say.
“I'm gay, mom! Haven't you guessed?! And I let myself fall for this one guy…” My head slumped forwards. I couldn't look at my mom now. I felt her hand grow hot in mine. I knew I had done something wrong. I was wrong, wasn't I? Had I really been the betrayer? The fallen? The sinner? “I'm sorry, mom.”
I lifted my head to look at her and then I felt fire against my cheek. I was looking the other way and her hand had left a red mark upon my cheek. “Go to your room, Daisuke,” she said very clearly. Her voice trembled like a mad woman.
“You can't turn on me! I'm your son!” I shouted.
“You need to rethink your morals, Daisuke. You are not gay, you are confused. It's just a phase. You'll grow out of it. Maybe we need to send you away or have you home schooled. Constantly living around testosterone has obviously influenced the devil's inner workings. We'll take you to the priest tomorrow and have you talk to him.”
They didn't understand. My mother was being ignorant and Risa's mother was just about to faint. “I can't have a gay boy marrying my baby girl…,” she walked towards the couch and my mom followed.
“No, no. Daisuke isn't gay. We'll clear this up all before the wedding. He's just getting cold feet. Boys do some weird things when they know they have to settle down.”
Emiko left to tend to Mrs. Harada and all this time, she left me on the floor, like an abandoned dream. I refused to be ignored. I got up and left, closing the door softly behind me so I wouldn't be heard.
This couldn't be happening. I finally tried to come out to my mom and she dismissed everything I said like it had never happened. Now I needed to talk to a priest?!
I ran to school this time. There was no where else for me to go.
On my bed, two hours later, I stripped down and then got into more comfortable clothes. I threw myself onto my bed and pulled the sheets over my head. I felt like giving up on the world. Betrayed twice in one day. What had I done to deserve this? I didn't do anything wrong. I loved. That's it… I loved and wanted love in return.
DAISUKENIWADAISUKENIWADAISUKENIWA
(Author's POV)
Daisuke woke up to the sweet peals of the beloved bells. It was seven and the sun had not yet set. Though it was quite close. Daisuke rubbed his swollen eyes and then looked out the window. Students everywhere were busy trying to get around the campus. Daisuke planned on attending the evening meal, but then his phone rang and like an idiot, he picked it up and then regretted it when he heard his mom's voice on the other line. “You come back home right now, young man. We scheduled a meeting with the priest tomorrow and you will not miss it.”
“Stop this, mom! Why are you doing this to me?!”
“It's for your own good. You have a bright future ahead of you and I will not let you mess it up.”
“But the priest hears from me everyday!”
“We're not going to your school's parish. We're going to go to my old school's parish, where the more serious priests can have an educated conversation with you about sin and immorality.”
“Please, no, mom.”
“Come home at once or I'll pull you out of school for good!”
She did not give Daisuke another option. Either burn or do as he is told.
He left his room after changing back into casual wear and continued down the hall. There, people were talking in groups and huddled together as Daisuke continued on down the hall. No one paid him any mind, but somehow, Daisuke felt like the whole world had suddenly turned on him. Yes, he hadn't addressed Dark about what had happened, but he didn't have the energy to talk with him and he hadn't an idea what he would say. Besides that, he wanted to wait for Dark to come to him. If he worried about Daisuke, then that would be a plus.
The following day, Emiko and Daisuke were in the priest's office, waiting for Daisuke to open up to the priest. “Well, Daisuke, tell the Father why we came today.”
“Because you refuse to acknowledge my orientation.”
The priest, Father Dave, adjusted his glasses. “What's this, my boy?”
“My mother wishes for me to marry against my will. That's why we're here, and she wants me to lie to myself so that I may make her happy. But I'm not happy, Father. I want to be with him… I want to continue to love him. Why is it so wrong?”
“We do not condemn against homosexuals, Daisuke. Only the act.”
“Then I can love but never express it? What kind of sick joke is that?!”
“Daisuke, calm yourself. You are angry, I know.”
“You can't possibly know! What we do defines who we are! How can you condemn that?”
“Sex is only for the purpose of reproduction. We condemn heterosexuals who participate in intercourse outside of marriage as well.”
“But you don't make such a big deal out of it. You see pregnant girls walk by and no one cares, but God help those two boys who hold hands!”
“It's with the times, Daisuke. People are trying to warm up to this because before, it was not even spoken of. There was a time before when pregnant, non married girls were stoned to death. Everyone has a story to tell. I don't condemn you, Daisuke. Pursue whoever it is that you want, but you cannot expect for everyone to be as open minded. There's nothing in the Bible that condemns homosexuals. Only the act. But then again, remember that originally, the Bible was just a bunch of scriptures that were told orally for hundreds of years before being written down. So many things could've been added and changed depending on someone's experience. Do no believe everyone you hear. What you must believe is that you must never do unto other what you wouldn't have them do onto you. Treat people with respect and try to understand one another. Never wish evil on anyone and that sin is the absence of love.” The priest smiled and Daisuke's mom looked like she was going to slaughter him.
“Go now and spread the good news, Daisuke. Pay it forward.”
DARKMOUSYDARKMOUSYDARKMOUSY
(Daisuke's POV)
If there was something I needed to do, it was confront Dark and soon. Though what Father Dave had said helped me tremendously, it infuriated my mother. Now she was determined to pull me out of St. Francis Academy and have me homed schooled where I wouldn't have any distractions, except Risa she hoped.
Only in her dreams, I wanted to tell her.
Though quickly, everything was unfolding before my eyes. I was in Spanish class and the teacher asked, “I hear you're going to be pulling out of the school very soon, Niwa. Why?”
“No sé,” I responded. Though I did know exactly why. My mom wanted me out. It was because of Dark.
Later that day, I was walking back into my dorm when this boy walked right towards me with an seemingly ecstatic face. “Dude, I've been looking everywhere for you! I have a message from Dark. He told me to tell you if I ever saw you because he just can't find you. He wants to talk to you. He's worried about something. Wouldn't tell me what exactly, but I guess it's pretty serious.”
I wasn't too happy to hear about that. I could only imagine what Dark wanted to pull out of our relationship and start something new with Jess. “Thank you,” I responded sadly. It was about time though… that we talked. I headed away from my dorm and towards the upper floors, where the seniors dormed. I have to be ready for anything. Whatever Dark's decision is, I have to be ready for it.
But I knew inside that if he was going to pull away from me, I would be really hurt. After all, he was my first love.
There in front of me was his dorm's door and it was shut. I hadn't a clue if he was in there, but there was no harm in knocking. I knocked and then heard Jess' voice. “Go away!” She laughed.
I was just about to, but then I felt enraged and instead opened the door. Jess was the first thing I saw… sitting suggestively close to Dark. He was looking down at something while she twirled her hair and looked absolutely stupid. Then she looked up and threw me the ugliest glance she could muster. I, in turn, averted my eyes, “Dark… I need to speak with you in private.” I hoped he could understand.
Dark looked up and his eyes were as surprised as ever. But even more importantly, his eyes looked distressed. “Daisuke…”
Fed up, Jess stood up and demanded, “Get out!”
I refused. I continued to hold Dark's eyes until Jess walked forwards and looked down at me. She was a good four inches taller, but at the moment, I couldn't care less about her. Please Dark, hear me out. “Didn't you hear what I just said? Get your little twerp butt out of here!”
“No!” I yelled back. My hands unconsciously formed into a tight fist. My body quivered and if Jess chose to strike me, I would defend myself.
“Get out of I'll force you to leave!” She raised her hand and I backed up against the wall. I didn't have a chance to brace for impact. In a matter of seconds, I felt the stinging pressure rip across my face. Though her slap was just about as strong as my mom's, somehow, this one hurt less, because it didn't serve as anything but a warning. “Ready to leave?!” She forcefully grabbed my arm and tried to pull me up.
“Let go!” I grabbed onto her arm and was about to claw her with my non existent nails. “Dark! Help me, please!” I had had enough. I refused to let anyone hurt me any further. If Dark wasn't going to defend me, I was going to have to do it myself.
“Go! Neither of us want you here!” Jess screamed.
“I need to speak with Dark!” I was about ready to bite her if she tried anything else.
“About what?! What's so important that you needed to disturb us?!”
“Us.” I whispered as softly as I could without letting my voice crack.
There was a pause filled with silence and then a look of realization exploded in her eyes. It was as if I answered a question that had been bewildering her for ages. Jess stood there with an awestricken look and then she asked, “This is her?! This is the girl you refuse to choose me over?!”
When Dark did not respond, she turned to me. She raised her hand and this time I covered my face. I waited for the impact for the second time that I felt should have been delivered a long time ago. I peaked out and saw Dark gripping her wrist tightly in his hand. “Don't you dare touch him ever again,” he said vehemently.
“Dark?” She shook her head, “Please, don't tell me it's true.”
With ease, he pushed her back against the door then turned to me. It was sad that all the anger and frustration I felt just moments before disappeared from my heart. Forgive and forget. However, I didn't know if that was right just now. He had not defended me until now. With my feet, I pushed myself away from him and backed myself into a corner. I wanted to cry for some reason. I wanted to run away. Then Dark knelt before me and reached out with one hand to me. I bit my lower lip then vigorously shook my head in protest. I refused to take his hand now. Why hadn't he stood up for me earlier? “Daisuke…” He moved closer to me and then I felt a warm hand soothing my pink cheek. I opened my eyes and tried to look away from him but his hand prevented me from doing so. You know you really love someone when it is only he who can alleviate your pain, even if he caused it. “Look at me, Daisuke.”
Too eagerly, I did and his lips brushed over mine. I hated being so weak. I wanted him there, but I didn't all at the same time. Why couldn't he make this easier for me and just leave me to cry? “Mn…”
“Let her see us…,” a hand came around to hold the back of my head while his lips settled on mine softly and just like that, I whimpered and disregarded everything. I gave myself over completely to Dark. I couldn't deny him anything. That's just how much I was in love with him.
Moments later and I heard the door close softly. Dark withdrew and my eyes were dazed and he had a gentle smile. “Dark?”
“I can't begin to tell you how much I've been worrying about you. I couldn't find you anywhere… I thought you had disappeared or that the one person I cared about the most was just a dream.”
He then got up and walked towards the door. In a panic, I cried out, “Don't go!”
He looked back at me and then shook his head. “I'm not going anywhere,” I heard the door click and then I was blushing furiously. He had locked it. “I'm making sure we aren't disturbed.”
My eyes widened, then he came back around and picked my up like nothing at all. I instantaneously wrapped my arms around his neck. “Good…” I said softly.
He set me on his bed then moved to stand between my legs. I touched his sides then he moved forwards, pressing me against his mattress. “Wait!” Dark looked at me and I then asked, “Did you ever… with … her?” I couldn't be with Dark if he had been with Jess.
“We danced once because she told me she would leave me alone if I did… but I never kissed her… never once tried to undress her… I've wanted only you.”
It almost seemed too miraculous to be true. For once, everything seemed to be going right, but what would happen if I told Dark about my early incidents? “I told my mom.”
“Told her what?”
“That I'm… gay.”
Dark blinked. “Did you? Without me? How did she take it?”
“She hit me… took me to the priest, and now she's going to pull my out of the school. We don't have long before I won't be able to come here anymore.” I felt overtaken by my melancholy. Now that he knew… would he… ever look at me the same? “Now that you know… do you want for us to continue…?”
He seized my lips and pulled my lower lip into his mouth. He kissed me deeply and desperately. I couldn't mistake his kisses for anything other than need. And then I heard him whisper, “Let me sleep with you.”
I gasped. “Even though I've told them… do you still want to be with me? You know… we don't have to pretend anymore…”
“Daisuke, I was never pretending. I know I said I wanted there to be an us in order to help you get rid of Risa, but in truth, it was because I wanted you. D'you understand now? I was desperate. I didn't want to see you with anyone else. It may have been selfish, but I couldn't let Risa have you.”
I was in a state of euphoria and then Dark leaned in and asked again, “Will you let me sleep with you?”
I felt my entire existence melt away at those words and I hadn't even finished mumbling my reply before Dark was pressing me into the mattress like his bride on the honeymoon night. I kissed him this time though, as affectionately as I could. I couldn't control myself and I quickly glided my tongue against his lips and once I realized what I was doing, I tried to pull away. “No…, enter,” Dark whispered against my lips. I felt something inside of me respond to that before his lips parted slightly. I held still against him, just letting my lips linger on his and then his arms embraced me tightly. Taking this as an inclination, I shyly reached out into his mouth and my tongue was warmly greeted by his. I brushed my tongue against his and he stroked mine back. He mewed suddenly and my heart leaped in my chest.
“Let me undress you,” he whispered against my lips.
A voice of supposed flawlessness begged me to not give into temptation. There were questions I needed answers to; ultimate questions of another kind. Was it really okay for two men to sleep together? Was that not one of the more mysterious questions that people ponder about? Would God condemn me for wanting to love someone in an intimate way? Did God not want us to spread the love? I wanted to love Dark. I wanted to be loved by Dark. I didn't know though for sure if I was doing the right thing, but no one ever knows for sure do they? I nodded, though not really noticing it, and then my shirt was done away with in no time. I imitated him and slide his shirt off as well. Quickly after and Dark had pinned my arms to the bed. He wanted to look at me and I tried to look away. It was strange having someone look at my body the way Dark did… but then I looked over at him. It was dead obvious that I was drooling over his body. He had a body sculpted by angels. I didn't have muscles like he did or anything attractive. Just a thin, small frame. His body was strong and well built. It was nearly flawless. I leaned forwards and pressed my forehead against his chest. It was soft and smelled really good… like Dark. I kissed his chest and then licked it shyly. Though I've never seen anyone do this before or experienced this myself, I felt an intuition that this was how to worship the body you loved. I then looked at his nipples. They were dark and round wile mine were small and pink. “Touch me,” he ordered in a hoarse voice. He must've noticed that I was ogling at them.
My thump felt around the edges and then my fingers pressed against his nipples. His chest rose sharply and his breathing was slower. His hands came out to take my face in them. He brought me forwards and kissed me hard. In response, I squeezed his nipples. He gasped again and one hand left my cheek. Just when I was about to wonder where it had gone, I felt it working on my pants. He had undone the button but didn't pull down the zipper. Was he waiting for my consent? I opened my mouth and our tongues met half way. I tried kissing him hard for a change and then I felt him grabbing me through my pants. I gasped and pulled away from him completely. It was as if lightening struck me from the inside. It felt like it did before… incredible. He grabbed me again and started massaging me. I panted and my arms started to feel weak. I couldn't hold myself up forever. “Go under…,” I demanded then pressed my head against Dark's chest and tried to spread my legs further. Sin never felt so right.
In response, he unzipped my pants and his hand found its way under my underwear and now I could feel his hand stroking me. It was pure sin… how could something this good not be sinful? Oh… I wanted to kick off my pants and spread my legs. I didn't care if I looked ridiculous.
Dark must've heard my thoughts. He did away with my pants and I looked out the window for a split second. No one could be watching us… right?
“Daisuke, I need you to trust me… entirely or we can't do this.”
What was this hesitation in his voice that was never so before? I nodded and then watched as he too removed whatever was left on his body before pressing his nude self up against me. His body was hot, sweaty already, and strong. I held onto him then felt something awfully cold touching me in places that I didn't think were meant to be probed. “Dark… is this really okay?”
“Only if you think it is.” He responded while kissing my neck. There was this bottle on the bed that I had not seen before, but that didn't mean I that I didn't know what it was.
“You're really going to…”
“Yeah… if you let me.” Dark flipped me over so I was on top of him then he said, “Relax and if you feel uncomfortable, that's perfectly normal.”
Something foreign was probing me from the back. I moved forwards and shut my eyes. It didn't feel good… but it didn't hurt… no wait… it did. Two objects moving around and there just wasn't much room back there for the both of them. “Dark…. Ah…”
“Hush…”
I fell forwards and close to his neck. I wanted to pray that this would turn out to be okay, but who prayed during sex? This was sex though… right?
Three objects now… I wasn't sure how much more I could take. I just wanted Dark to do what he planned on doing and make me feel better.
“How do you feel?” he asked once he removed his fingers that he suck up my behind.
“What are you going to do?” I asked him instead.
His voice was gentle, yet there was a hint of excitement. “I'm going to penetrate you.”
I looked behind and saw his erection standing tall behind my butt. I never pictured what he would look like, but then he flipped me over before I could get a good look at it. “Please, just don't scream,” he told me softly. “We can do this, Daisuke.” If someone is told something repeatedly, they begin to believe it.
On my back and beneath Dark with my legs probing me up, Dark steadied my hips before he gave me one careful look. I closed my eyes then I quickly covered my mouth. This was beyond painful. How could anyone do this?! With one hand, I grasped the bed sheets. Fire was scorching inside of me. My toes curled and my body arched. Dark couldn't fit…. No he couldn't… I wasn't wide enough… but somehow, I he did….
“Shh…,”Dark kissed me again to silence my cries. It was devastatingly painful. I thought that hell had broken loose inside of my body.
Well, that was until Dark grabbed my erection and began stroking me as he pulled out. Everything suddenly felt better and pain was synthesizing with utter pleasure. And then the tip of Dark's penis hit something and I screamed.
It was overwhelming for a boy my age, but it was incredible to experience. I began to move back against his body and then Dark began moving faster and faster… I repeated only one thing thereafter. “Oh god, oh god, oh god…..”
In a matter of seconds, my body was on fire yet still Dark's skin was scorching hot to the touch. I opened my eyes to look at him and at us… where we joined together. It was unbelievable and it made me feel dirty. I didn't want to admit to myself that it elicited a devious sense of satisfaction.
Then suddenly, we heard the door lock click. Before I could even see anything, Dark had pulled a blanket over us so that whoever that was coming in couldn't see anything. I gasped and hide my face against Dark's chest away from the door. I heard someone enter and then a, “Oh…”
Dark was looking at them and then suddenly he said, “I'm a little busy. Come back later.”
I could hear someone snickering and then whispering something like `go get her' from the invader. I moaned and then I heard someone slapping their hand over their mouth. Damn it! Couldn't the person leave?! Dark was so close to that spot I wanted him to start moving again and soon. Oh god… I wanted him to make me come as well.
As soon as the door closed again I felt Dark moving with hastily against me and I whimpered each and every time he hit that spot… oh god it was pure bliss. That along with the thorough strokes he bestowed upon me. This time, I kept telling myself this is alright… this is okay…
“Oh Dark!” I felt tears running down my cheeks, but at the moment I couldn't say from what. Unless it was from the frantic thrusts I felt against my body.
“Dai… suke.” His thrusts forced my whole body to move back and forth against him. Then he slowed down his strokes so they became painfully wonderful. My feet twitched and my body occasionally arched towards him. I felt my end coming and fast. I then felt him released somewhere within me and he swore softly to himself. When my climax came at last, it felt like a second in heaven. God have mercy on my soul.
A/N: One more chapter or so to go. Sorry, you got this chapter with mistakes and all. If you wish, you could tell me where all the typos are or at least the ones that stood out to you and I'll edit what I can.