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I Don't Ever Want To See You Again



A Digimon yaoi songfic by the Silver Ranger.




The Silver Ranger has arrived with a brand new songfic promoting...*drum roll please!*...Daiken! That's right, the pairing is Daisuke with Ken the former Digimon Kaiser. First the disclaimer and then the summary. Dejimon Adobencha 02 (Digimon Adventure 02) belongs to Toei animation, the Fox Network, and a whole bunch of American and Japanese companies I do not even know of, and they are welcome to it. Only the story belongs to me, none of these characters are mine, I am just borrowing them for a while. The song "I Don't Ever Want To See You Again" belongs to Uncle Sam(the artist mind you), and Epic Records and they are also welcome to it. Do not even dream of suing me because all you are gonna get is a bunch of old WWF movies. Please scroll to the bottom of the story for authors notes and final disclaimers.

Sumarry: Rated R for language, yaoi content, and adult situations. Words from the song "I Dont Ever Want To See You Again" are used here. Daisuke has been living with Takeru for 6 months and are lovers, but when he finds out Takeru has been with Hikari, there is only one other person he can turn to. This story is in Daisuke's point of view.




The morning sun had just shone in through my window blinds. I can see them shine off of Takeru's beautiful face. I can see why my love had Angemon as his champion digimon. They seem so much alike in looks and beauty. But little did I know, that I was about to compare him to a Devimon after what i was about to discover.

I had just collected the mail as Takeru is still sleeping soundly. I take out the letter to find no name or address on it. What in the name of Kami-sama is this doing here? I was thinking of going to the yuubin kyoku(post office) to return the letter, but I had a wierd feeling in my gut that was telling me to read the note inside. I grab the letter opener on the kitchen table and i take a look at the contents. It was a letter, and it was in Hikari-chan's handwritting. Once I read the note, my eyes were full of tears of sadness and anger.

Daisuke,

I am sorry to break this to you so suddenly, but I have a confession to make. I have been sleeping with Takeru for the past 3 months. Gomen nasai(I'm so sorry). Demo(but), we had been in love for so long and have been through so much. I feel very bad about making this letter, and...I wish there was something I can do to take the hurt you are going through away.


Sincerely,
Hikari Yagami



I could not believe what I was reading. How could Takeru do this to me?! I march over to the bedroom and go through my closet, and I pull out my belongings and a suitcase. I could not help but shout out across the room




"Early one morning while you were asleep.
I recieved a letter, but there was no addressee.
So I paid it no mind in fact, I wanted to send it back.
But something, that I was feeling, said open it.
It Said Dear reader, once a close friend of mine,
I hope that this letter, finds you in time.
'Cause your love is ending, and my life's just begining,
with a woman, that I know you hold dear to you, and it made me wanna say."


"I don't ever wanna see you again(I don't I don't)
But I stuck by you 'till the end.
But my concience is clear, and I can move on from it,
But I wish I could say the same, for you baby.(yeah yeah yeah)
I don't ever wanna see you again(No way...)
Tell me why did it have to be my best friend.
You were messing 'round with,
I didn't wanna notice it,
I was true to my love for you."




Takeru woke up with all the commotion I was making and he jumped out of the bed. "Dai-chan, Ogenki desu ka?" "Iie, Takeru no baka!" I retort. "You care to explain this letter I found Takeru?" I threw the letter at him with such force that I swear it would break Takeru's lips. He opened up the crumpled letter and read it as I had finished packing and getting dressed. He sank to the floor on his knees in utter shock. I was hauling the suitcase out of the room and I turned to look at him. He looked utterly pathetic. "Are you gonna sit there all day and cry like a baby, or are you going to get on with your life?" "What...are you getting at?" Takeru asks me. "Simple Baka-san, I'm leaving you. I already have my stuff packed and I am going to a friends house. Don't even bother to follow me. I picked up my stuff, left the apartment, and I slammed the front door. I can hear Takeru's sobs as I walk down to the parking lot where my car is at. I open up the trunk and hurl the suitcase inside. I turn on the engine, and start speeding down the city eventually hitting the freeway over to where a friend of mine lived temporarily on the outskirts of Tokyo. I picked up my cell phone and dailed his phone number. It rings 3 times and I hear a familiar voice. "Moshi-moshi, Ken Ichijouji speaking." "Ken-chan, it's Daisuke. Can I come over there, I really need to talk to you, it's important." "Um...sure, feel free to come right now. I will make some occha(tea) for the both of us. You sound very upset Daisuke-san. What is the matter?" "I would rather wait untill I get there. But thank you Ken, I will be there shortly."
Gods, I feel like I have been driving for hours, but it's only been at least 45 minutes. Shit, who knew time could really confuse the living fuck out of your brain at times. I finally exit the freeway, and I pull into a gas station and refuel the tank. I look over at a nearby couple who are gassing thier car. Male and female. They remind me of Takeru and Hikari. That little tramp Hikari. To think that I had a crush on her. She was my source of absolute denial of what I was. Of what I eventually rediscovered. I'm gay...but I had been discredited for it. My father raped me once he knew that I was going out with Takeru. My mother came through for me at last when I needed her. My father also beat on my mother and Jun. She called the police and they took him into custody, but not without sending her to the hospital first. She was lucky to have survived the doctors say. If he went any furthur to the left of her chest, he would have stabbed her heart. Bless her soul she took all this for me. My mother is alive and well, my father on a life sentance, and Jun is married to Jyou Kido of all people. But back to Hikari.....I wanted to give her some form of physical pain for what she's done to me and Takeru, but if I did I would be no better than my father. I shrug the thought out of my head and drive in what appears to be the Juuban district. I park the car in the lot of an apartment building. It looked pretty damn classy though. I walk through the main office and over to the elevator only to find that it's busted. Shit! I run up the stairs in a hurry to the 7th floor. I knock rather roughly on the door, not realizing what apartment this is. I check it, and it's 23A. Close call, I had the right one on the first shot but again I think I have the wrong house when a young girl almost in her late teens; early 20's like me opened the door. A girl with pink hair, done up in pine cone shaped odangos. Really now that's gotta be the wierdest hairdo I've ever seen. "Hi, are you Motomiya Daisuke-san?" "Yeah, who are you?" I ask a little bewildered. "I'm Tsukino Chibi-Usagi, but feel free to call me Chibi-Usa. Are you here to see Ken?" "Yes I-wait a minute, how do you know about Ken?" "He's expecting you. Please come in and feel free to wait in the kitchen." She said to me with a smile. I remove my shoes and step into the house, the interior is wierd. There are some parts of the walls layered with pink and white and there are bunny products all over the place. Man, I thought Mimi was bad. There are pictures in the house. Some of Ken, Ken and Wormmon, others with Chibi-Usa and a blonde haired girl with almost the same hairstyle as hers. You'd expect the two to be sisters or something. There were other pictures that made me feel at ease. She was with a dark violet haired girl and they looked like they were hugging, almost a romantic embrace. Chibi-Usa knocks me out of my train of thought. "Ken-chan told me you were comming, he told me once he got off the phone with you. He's told me so much about you, he even had pictures of you in his room." "Odango-chan, is there someone in the house with you?" Another voice rang in. A female voice. It's the raven haired girl from the picture. With her short hair she almost looks like Ken, but it's still a bit too long. She was wearing a black blouse with a dark green miniskirt and her violet eyes seem to glow at the pink-haired girl. Ken came out a minute later. "Ken-chan, I think you have a guest." Said the dark haired girl. I run over to Ken and embrace him in a tight hug as I spill my tears and begin sobbing onto his chest. Shouting like a fool, "Why Ken, why did he do this to me? I loved him and he practically abandoned me!" "Daisuke-kun, shhhh. Calm down, why don't we talk about it over tea. It will help to calm your nerves." He gives me a reassuring smile and I feel safe as he holds me. I nod my head in agreement as he wipes away my tears with a pink hankey that Chibi-Usa gave to him.





"It took me a minute to wake up and see,
what the love of my life was doing to me.
I wanted to lay down and die,
cause my pride won't let me cry.
Somehow, I knew I had to get over it.
He said he couldn't understand untill he felt your touch.
Now he can see why I love you so much.
And that's so unfair. I never thought I had to share,
your love that I thought was given to only me and that's why."



"I don't ever wanna see you again(I don't wanna see you.)
But I stuck by you 'till the end.
But my concience is clear, and I can move on from it,
But I wish I could say the same, for you baby.(yeah yeah yeah)
I don't ever wanna see you again(No way...)
Tell me why did it have to be my best friend.
You were messing 'round with,
I didn't wanna notice it,
I was true to my love for you."




I'm drinking some Oolong tea. It's spiced up with some cloves, cinnamon sticks, a dash of lemon and lots of honey. The warmth soothed my nerves, and the honey made me realize a new feeling toward Ken. He then spoke. "Daisuke, I believe you've met my roomates Chibi-Usa and her girlfriend Tomoe Hotaru." "Girlfriend?" I asked. "Yes," Began Hotaru. "We've been living together for about 2 years since we were 18. We thought we needed a roomate to make the rent a little easier." "I've roomed with the girls for 3 years and it's been pretty nice. Wormmon loves Chibi-Usa and the cookies she makes." "Ken-chan, my cookies aren't that good, Hotaru's the better cook!" I snicker at the two in thier silly little quarrel. I needed to laugh, after what Takeru's put me through. "Now Daisuke, tell me what's with that little scene back there. Did something happen between you and Takeru?" "Maybe this letter would explain it best. Hikari sent it to me." I said to him. Ken read the letter and was a little shocked at it. It's like he knew I was hurting...very badly. "Daisuke-kun, I'm so sorry." "Don't be Ken," I said. "In a way I was expecting this. Just not so suddenly. But I'm worried that I might sink to a new low by causing her physical harm." "If I may Daisuke-san," Interjected Hotaru. "To quote the words from the American novel 'To Kill a Mockingbird,' 'It's far better to attack with the mind, rather that with the fists.'" "Hotaru is right. What you need to do is humiliate them rather than be violent with them. To insult someone's intellect would make you the better person." Ken really has matured. His words have sunk deeper into my soul than ever. Is it possible that I'm in love with him? "Dai-chan, I'm going to be performing at a small concert tomorrow. There will be jazz music playing, Hotaru's adoptive parents Haruka and Michiru are playing on the piano and violin. I will be playing on bass guitar. And I believe Takeru told me he and his brother and Taichi were attending." "Since when do you play any instruments?" I inquire. "I used to be a boy genious, remember? Plus Yamato gave me some lessons." He chuckled as he mentioned this. "We would like you to perform a bit of a cappela for us. We thought we might had to cancel that section out and it would do the concert some good." "Me?! But I can't sing worth a crap!" "Don't over exaggerate, Ken-chan told us about when you used to sing for Takeru, he said you were good." Said Chibi-Usa. I began to stutter. "Well...I...um..." "I have some lyrics here that would fit the music that would be playing. As well as fit the situation you're in."
After about half an hour of debating, I finally gave in. How can I say no to Ken-chan now? I can't, because it's confirmed, I am in love with him. They asked me to stay the night in the guest room and I brought my suitcase inside. I was studying the lyrics, and I thought they were very poetic. Ken must really be a genious, the words fit my situation perfectly. I hear a knock on the door. "Come in." I say and Ken walks into the door. My heart is beating so fast upon his entry I thought it would explode. "Are you ready for tomorrow?" He asks me. I nod just staring into his eyes. "Daisuke, there's something I have to tell you. But under the circumstances, I'm not sure if I want to." "Ken, you've made it clear you want to tell me something. And now I want you to finish." "Dai-chan, up untill the time you left Takeru, I have been hiding feelings. Feelings that I have had since the Digital World. I love you Dai-chan. You were the first member of the Digidestined that gave me another chance, believed in me. Believed that I could get over my past as the Digimon Kaizer, believed that I could change my future, and become a better person. Ever since that time Exveemon and Stingmon jogressed, I felt my bond with you increase a hundred fold. And up to that time we faced Belial Vamdemon, I wanted to stop him with all my might, so I could come back to Earth with you." I look at him with complete shock. "Ichijouji Ken, come here now." I say with a hint of dominance in my voice. He thinks I'm going to reject him in a very big way. Good, that's what I want him to think. I look at him with a look of anger, and then...I kiss him...very hard on the lips. Ken does not move but returns the kiss in a moment as I feel his tounge entering my mouth. "Ken....you have no idea how good that just made me feel." "Good, now if you two lovebirds are done, we would like to finish watching our movie." Ken and I turn our heads to see Chibi-Usa a bit annoyed, while Hotaru on the other hand was giggling. We blush a deep crimson.
The next morning, I'm a big bag of nerves as I come onto the large podium like stage. Tenou Haruka-san had already introduced me as the next part of the concert. I sung the lyrics rather shakily. I think I may have screwed this act up big time. Ken is looking at me with concern. Michiru can almost sense the fear I have in my voice just by the way she's playing the violin. That's when I saw Taichi and Yamato holding hands. I knew they were lovers, it seemed inevitable after all the stories they've told me. My blood began to boil as I saw Hikari and Takeru, holding hands as if nothing happened. Is Takeru really this dense, does he not realize I'm up here performing? Taichi and Yamato seem to be the only ones who have noticed. In the audience, Chibi-Usa and Hotaru are giving me smiles of confidence as they knew how shaky I was. Then I see Takeru and Hikari kiss as they sit down.




"And you say you loved me.(And you say you loved me baby)
Love must have been blind 'cause I sure didn't see this one comming.(I once was blind but now I see)
My best friend huh?
They say keep the ones you love close, and your enemies even closer.
But I was quite the loser. Because the one that I thought was a friend to me, ended up being my true enemy."



My fear turns into ambition at the crests of light and hope shining before me. I felt as if the Digimental of Courage was reacting to this. I began to sing the next few lyrics with more determination and feeling.


"Listen to me baby. I gave you everything! My love and my ring!
And you violated me! And I don't wanna see you again!"


"I don't ever wanna see you again
But I stuck by you 'till the end.(YEAH YEAH!)
But my concience is clear,(so clear!) and I can move on from it,
But I wish I could say the same, for you baby.(I'm gonna say a prayer for you baby!)
I don't ever wanna see you again(I don't wanna see you no more!)
Tell me why did it have to be my best friend.(YEAH! OH NO!)
You were messing 'round with,
I didn't wanna notice it,(Didn't wanna notice it!)
I was true(I was true!) to my love for you. (So true, with my love for you baby!)"




I can't believe the audience was actually applauding me. But a standing ovation??? I must be dreaming. Taichi and Yamato turn to look at Takeru and Hikari. They get up and shake thier heads and leave. They looked like they were disappointed in them. I smiled in pride and I turned to Ken. He was right. Both of them were embarrassed. Takeru and Hikari run out of the park with thier faces a bright red.
"Odango-chan, I feel a lot better Ken has found someone." "I know, maybe now I won't feel like we're the only ones who are at each other like rabbits." "Oh come now, is it not more fun that way?" "Yeah, but only with you it's fun. Not with Peruru, not with Helios, not with anyone else. I want to be with you forever, even when I see you in the future." "Chibi-Usa-chan, I wouldn't want it any other way." Chibi-Usa and Hotaru embraced in a long and loving kiss. I smile as a tear rolled down my face, because I am happy now. Happy that I have Ken in my life again.



"I don't ever wanna see you again(Never would be too soon!)
But I stuck by you 'till the end.(I'd rather have a cold day in June!)
But my concience is clear, and I can move on from it,(So clear!)
But I wish I could say the same, for you baby.(I need you right now!)
I don't ever wanna see you again(But I don't ever wanna see you!)
Tell me why did it have to be my best friend.(You know I never really need you! You broke me down, let me down, feels so good you're not around!)
You were messing 'round with,(Why you wanna hurt me?!)
I didn't wanna notice it,
I was true to my love for you."






Well that ends my very first Kensuke. Lemme clear up a few things. I know I added a few Sailor Moon Characters, but I wanted to do this because I thought it would be a good idea at the time. And I'm glad I finished it because I've had this project on hold for over a year. Now for the final disclaimer. Sailor Moon belongs to the great Naoko Takeuchi, Toei Animation, and it's other respective peoples' and they are welcome to it. These characters are not mine, I'm just borrowing them for a while.