Love Hina Fan Fiction ❯ The Hatred Inside Keitaro Urashima... ❯ Understanding ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

I woke up with a throbbing pain on my head,it must had been from that last punch Naru gave me.It hurted so much I'm surprise im awake today.I always wanted to ask myself why did I have to suffer.Everyday,everynight I sleep having nightmares.That hatred will consume me,my demon inside will be released.I concealed my anger for so long,it just hurts so much.Everyday tortured,harassed,accused for something I didn't do.I can't take this anymore,I can't take this abuse,but if I don't I might hurt someone.Now you know, I've been smashed through walls,cheated for money,Abused for no reason Its a strugle in my life.Why me?Why do I answer these questions?Why in my life no one ever treated me with respect. It hurted but I kno everything I keep thinking,Its all true. God, lord of heaven.Why must I suffer these painful thoughts,and memories. Is this one of your tortures.My name is Keitaro Urashima, A 3rd Year Ronin,No Job,A Prevert,A Baka,A Life That Lives By One PROMISE!!! WHy god,What did I do to you to deserve this torment...I Suffer in life,I suffer in my dreams,I suffer in everything I Try.Do You Hear ME God,CREATOR OF HEAVEN AND HELL!!! WHY MUST I EXCEPT THIS PUNISHMENT.... I took a breath,standing in darkness.Blaming myself for all thats happened,I cried out tears.Cause for everything I said,I couldn't even think back one wrong thought.For still I Am Keitaro Urashima,No not Keitaro Urashima,A New One,A New Born Keitaro Urashima.I won't take this abuse anymore.I won't,Tomorrow I shall be new,No more taking hits for something I never did.No walking in on the women,getting called baka,or prevert.Getting smashed through walls I will no more... I Looked at my watch looking at the time,I will be reborn...