Pokemon Fan Fiction / Pokemon Fan Fiction ❯ FADING ❯ Too Far To Hold ( Prologue )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

FADING

By KangaKilla

Dedicated to: Charlie

Prologue: Too far to hold

Ash's POV

They painted up your secrets
with the lies they told to you
and the least they ever gave you
was the most you ever knew

(Four years after the beginning of their journey, so there fifteen )

I watch you as you laugh and joke, but I know what they did to you, yeah I know you think I'm dumb and all but I'm not, really. You don't see me they way I see you, we fight all the time and I love fighting with you, your so damn smart that everytime I think about you I get a stupid grin on my face. They killed you inside, before I met you, and I know why you came with me, for so long, even after I paid you for your bike. That still makes me laugh, your stupid bike was what you wanted and I gave it to you and you still stayed, its because your scared to go home. I never thought you'd care about what other people thought of you but you do. You lived such a horrible life before, and your sisters were horrible, they kept everything from you, they kept you hidden, they thought you were scrawny and ugly but I know your not. I see so many people, boys actually fall over when they see you, and I love that you cant see that, id be heart broken if you left me Mist, I really would.

And I wonder where these dreams go
when the world gets in your way
what's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway

You had so many dreams, "I want to be the worlds best water Poke'mon master" you said, grinning like an idiot, and I would smile back, then you just stopped doing what you wanted to do, your life became more complicated, I would continually tell you about what your dream was but no one listened to me. I can understand that, I was pretty dumb now that I think about it and I have no idea why both you and Brock stayed with me but I was telling you what it was you wanted most in the world and you would laugh and say yes yes I know, but you wouldn't do anything about it, Misty why don't you do what you want to do? I did and I couldn't be happier but I watch you everyday and you seem to becoming sadder, its like your fading away, come back.

Your voice is small and fading
and you hide in here unknown
and your mother loves your father
'Cause she's got nowhere to go

(one and a half years later)

I've noticed that your not as loud as you used to be, yeah I know we've grown up a lot, but I'm still the stupid loser that I used to be, and your still the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on, but we never have as many fights as we used to have before, you don't talk that much and I see Brock looking at you strangely more often, what's going on with you? You can trust me Misty I'm your friend, I love you…wait did I just think that? Oh well I know its true, come on Misty stop doing what your damn mum did and do nothing with her life because she didn't know what to do!

And she wonders where these dreams go
'Cause the world got in her way
what's the point in ever trying
nothing changing anyway

If you give up so help me misty ill go over there and make you do something myself, I will and even if I sound like an absolute moron while I'm at it then so be it. I don't care, if you give up then what am I going to do? You are supposed to be the one that puts me in my place, without you misty I'm nothing, ill get lost more then I do now! I need you misty.

They press their lips against you
and you love the lies they say
and I tried so hard to reach you
but your falling anyway

Gosh mist, don't listen to what everyone tells you, and listen to me! I am the one that is telling the truth, even Rudy was when he tried to take you away from me all those years ago, at that time I had no idea what I was feeling but now I do, I would have died if you had stayed, and I thought you wouldn't have even cared what I felt or anything! Urg I'm confusing myself, so much emotion…so unlike me ehh misty.

And you know I see right through you
'Cause the world gets in your way
what's the point in all the screaming
you're not listening anyway

You know I know about your past, what happened before you joined us, but you say nothing to me, are you ashamed that you believed what everyone told you? Don't be, if I had been brought up to know no different then I would have believed everything I was told as well. Can't you see that I'm trying to get through to you? You keep pulling away…

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KangaKilla: well that's my first Poke'mon fic, hope you liked it

Charlie: mmm are there going to be other chapters?

KangaKilla: Of course dolt, that was the prologue, just so that you know a bit about what's going on!

Charlie: oh…

KangaKilla: slaps forehead