Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Pain of Love ❯ One-Shot

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

dark fic
don't own sm

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(Makoto's room)

I am looking at an email sent by a hateful person. They sent it to my girlfriend saying I am breaking up with her, the
pressure of moving in together is too great. Can't she see it wasn't from me. The email address is very similar to mine,
but not the same. She left...she isn't home and no one can find her anywhere. She took off and dissapeared. Had to be
someone close to us, they knew things that other people don't.

Is life worth this pain I am living through? I haven't heard from her in six days, neither has anyone else. I know who did
this, but I do not have enough proof yet. Can I end this pain I am going through. People don't know that I like to write.

This is a poem or something I wrote the fourth day she was gone.

Pain

The pain is incredible.
Who knew that it would hurt this much?
Where did my love go?
It hurts to go on.

The pain is unbearable.
What is it worth to go on without my love?
My love is special.... even though she might not know it.
My love returned the meaning of life to me,
Without my love where did the life go?

I am writing this email to all my closest friends and girlfriend. I hope they see this someday. They don't check their email
that often. The pain is too much to bear... I can't go on like this... other things in life are getting in my way too... we were
supposed to move in together this past weekend...whoever wrote the email had great timing on their part.

Time to say good bye... you made this life an interesting one while I was around you guys.

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(some ocean bluffs near Jubaan)

I look down and see the waves crash below... like the way my heart is crashing against my chest. I feel Usagi, she got the
email first....he he, didn't say where i was goin though. She might be able to find me though through the link. Too bad my
love can't feel me through the link.

Water, my love's element....Michiru's too. I feel Usagi getting close, she must have got a hold of Rei and they are driving
here. Those two make a great couple, I hope they last.

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(Usagi's and Rei's POV)

I see her spreading her arms getting ready to jump, then she's gone. I scream. Rei holds me tight to her and away from the
cliffs. We are both crying.

I pull Usagi over to the cliffs. I have to look down to see if by some chance Makoto survived. I can not see her. She is
really gone. I cry harder and swear to Usagi that I will find out who did this to Makoto and Ami.

The End
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The email thing actaully happened to me this past weekend. so far this is the only way i can vent my feelings. no i am not
going to commit suicide, that would not be very smart. i have the hope that my love will return to me someday and realise
that i did not send her that email. i also wrote that poem and would be grateful if no ones copies it and clain it as their own.
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