Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Can't Hide What I Feel ❯ CEWIF-chapter 11 ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

"The Pharaohs Gift" has been removed from fanfiction.net <sniffle> 182 reviews gone…kind of but I actually saved them to my computer so I can still look at them anyway. It will still be posted on mediaminer.org so if you want to read it again be my guest as well as Memories and my other stories. Also feel free to check out my site anytime! But I still don't know why it was removed…<sigh> oh well. Enjoy Chapter 11 of Can't Erase What I Feel!

This is so late because they also locked my account, this was the earliest I could update but I'm so, so sorry this is so very late.

Ryou blushed as he walked with Seto down the street; he showed his affection openly in front of everyone…something Joey never did. Seto wrapped an arm around Ryou's shoulders as he pulled him closer to his side. The little date went by well not once did Ryou frown or become upset, Seto was learning fast just how strong Ryou truly was he seemed so fragile but not many could make such a recovery after what he had been through. Seto still wanted to put Joey in his grave but he knew Ryou didn't want that…but he was worried about how Bakura would react to all this, regardless of what Ryou wants, Bakura will kill him. Bakura found his true feelings for Ryou only in situations like this and unfortunately they never ended lightly. Bakura would and preferred to show his affection through violence, that's what most of the beating were for in the first place, or what Seto assumed they were all about, he began to drift deeper into thought but Ryou snapped him out of it.

"Seto?" He asked innocently looking into his eyes. "Are you all right? You kind of spaced out for awhile there." Ryou said

"Yeah I'm fine just thinking." Seto replied

"What about?" Ryou asked trying to strike a conversation as they walked home.

"You actually, why did he always call you weak?" Seto asked

"Bakura?" Ryou asked

"Yeah, doesn't he know how strong you truly are?" He asked

"He knows I'm strong mentally, but physically I am weak…otherwise I would be able to defend myself better you should know that." Ryou said

"I don't know how you do it though, I would trade all my physical strength to have your mental strength…I don't know what I would do if something like, what happened to you, happened to me, I probably wouldn't be able to deal with it." Seto said

"If you recall I didn't handle it very well at all, I nearly got killed." Ryou said

"But you still have your sanity." Seto said

"But I had your help." Ryou said smiling softly at him taking his hand "It'll be dark soon lets go." Ryou said leading Seto down the sidewalk.

Seto sighed as he began to change into some more comfortable clothes, as Ryou retreated to the bathroom to do the same. Ryou seemed slightly embarrassed about his body, but Seto always though he was beautiful regardless of the few bruises that he still had. He smiled softly at Ryou since he wore an oversized shirt, actually one of Setos shirts.

"You don't mind I wear this do you?" Ryou asked

"No, its fine. Its only nine thirty you wanna watch a movie?" Seto asked

"…Not really…but I'm not really tired either. I should probably call home though, if that's all right." Ryou asked

"Sure and…" Seto began but the doorbell interrupted him

Seto went to answer the door only to find an out of breath Bakura standing there.

"…Ryou?" He asked breathing heavily

"Yami?" Ryou said from the top of the stairs

Yami ran past Bakura to the top of the stairs pulling Ryou into a suffocating embrace. At first Ryou tensed thinking Bakura was about to hit him but finally realized that he wasn't going to do anything of the sort.

"You baka! Why didn't you call me earlier! I have been worried sick over you!" Bakura said not loosening his grip over Ryou.

"I…I'm sorry Yami I have just had a lot on my mind and…" Ryou stopped not being able to think of what to say really

Seto looked up at the two, they were like two angels wrapped in each other's wings. He envied how close they were together and wondered if he was wasting his time with Ryou. Could Ryou love him? Did Ryou love him or was he just fooling himself in to thinking that Ryou cared. Seto sighed and walked into the kitchen with his head down. Ryou heard him sigh and looked at Seto worried and pushed himself from Bakura's arms.

"Bakura really I'm all right, I wouldn't much less could lie to you so please go back to Marik…he's worried about you." Ryou said giving Bakura a slight kiss on the cheek.

"Are you sure you don't need me Hikari? You know I'll be there if you need me." Bakura said

"I'm okay Bakura now go before Marik starts looking for you." Ryou said

Ryou quietly walked into the kitchen to find Seto holding a steaming cup of coffee.

"Seto? Are you okay?" Ryou asked sitting next to him

"Ryou…why are you staying here?" Seto asked not looking up

Ryou tilted his head to the side "You asked if I wanted to stay." Ryou said

"Is that the only reason?" Seto asked

"…Well no, you saved my life, I feel safe with you like you would protect me should anything happen." Ryou said

"I would you know…but I cant erase what I feel for you Ryou, am I wasting my time and heart on you? Can you love me back?" Seto asked

Handsome, tender, soft,

Why do you look right through me?

Thinking "No"

I can't deny my feelings growing strong

I try to keep on, believing, dreaming on

And every time I see you I crave more

I want to pull you closer…

Closer,

Closer,

Closer,

But you leave me feeling frozen

I can be all you need

Wont you please stay with me

Apologies, might-have been's

Can't erase what I feel

Choking back emotion

I try to keep on hoping for a way

A reason for us both to come in close

I long to hold you like your boyfriend does

And though my dream is slowly fading

I want to be the object

Object

Object

Object

Of your passion but its hopeless

I can be all you need

Wont you please stay with me

Apologies, might-have been's

Can't erase what I feel

"Yes…I thought you would never ask." Ryou said

Seto embraced Ryou and drew him into a passionate kiss.

HeHe, lemon in next chapter…The Long Awaited Ryou/Seto scene! Huza!

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