Fan Fiction ❯ Letters of Love:A Beast Boy and Raven Lemon ❯ The Reason, Ravens Love ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
All right so hears the second chapter of "The Letters of Love." Sorry
I haven't been around to put up this chapter but I've been sick with a
sinus infection. Well anyway this is the last chapter before the lemon
so get some cleaning rags or some paper towels ready if you catch my
drift. In this chapter Beast Boy is hurt emotionally really really
badly, so much that he won't eat, he won't do anything, all he wants to
do is remain in his room. Raven gets word of this and decides she is
the cause of his pain. So what will Raven do to help him get back on
the right track?
-----------------------------------------------------------------------< br /> Chapter 2-The Reason, Ravens Love.


Raven woke up the following morning, she had a splitting headache, she
hadn't gotten very much sleep since she was up half the night
thinking about Beast Boy. Trudging out of bed she put on her normal
uniform and caped cloak. She slowly staggered into the kitchen where
she found Cyborg grossly stuffing tons of foods into his mouth, and
Starfire sitting on Robins lap while they took turns spoon-feeding
each other cereal. Raven took one look at the two love birds, grumbled
and proceeded to walk over to her water heater so she could make
herself some tea. Robin called out "hey Raven want breakfast?" Raven
responded "no, I'm making herbal tea then I'm going back to my room."
Robin shrugged his shoulders "whatever melts your butter" Starfire
asked "Raven have you seen Beast Boy lately he hasn't joined us for
breakfast?" "huh" thought Raven, she looked around the entire room and
Beast Boy was nowhere to be found. "Raven? Raven" said Starfire. Raven
quickly snapped back to attention and said "what? Well it's no concern
of mine if he shows up for breakfast or not." She poured the steaming
water into a cup and dropped a tea bag in it and started walking out of
the room. Cyborg said "I'm gettin' worried BB's always up at this hour"
Robin responded "yeah, I went to his room earlier to tell him breakfast
was ready and he told me he to piss off, and he wasn't hungry. His
voice sounded hoarse like he'd been crying." Raven stopped in her
tracks as she listened to her friends conversation, Starfire said "I
wonder if something is troubling Beast Boy, I am very concerned for
him. Raven was beginning to wonder "Beast Boy is sad? But why? Gasp oh
no" she replayed last nights (last chapters) events in her head, him
kissing her, she yelling at him, him running out of her room, the
letter, how he looked when he bolted out of her room, everything."
The tea was bubbling like crazy, and it was beginning to dribble off
the sides onto Ravens hands. Robin said "lets give him at least a day
to cool down. I'm sure its nothing serious." Raven only started
noticing the hot, searing pain in her hands. Quickly, she calmed down
and walked back to her room.


Three days later Beast Boy still didn't come out of his room and the
Teen titans were becoming enormously worried for him. He hadn't eaten,
he hadn't drank any liquids in over three days. And every time they
tried to check on him he would just tell them to go away and leave him
alone. Raven however was the most concerned of all, at first she
believed it wasn't to big a deal she was beginning to think this whole
mess was her fault, she couldn't do anything except worry herself to
death about him. "Azarath metrion zinthos. Azarath metrion zinthos..."
she mumbled that famous incantation as she was trying her hardest to
meditate properly. "Azarath metrion zin...." a few books from her
bookcase fell to the floor. "Dammit" said Raven "why can't I
concentrate? It's because of him, Beast Boy, maybe I should apologize
for yelling at him." She exited her room and walked down the hall to
Beast Boys room. She walked up to the door and knocked on it. From the
inside came a weak sounding shriek "who is it?" Raven answered "Its me
Beast Boy, Raven." The response was a hoarse shout "go away I don't
want to talk to you!" Raven was shocked at his odd behavior "but I..."
"no you yelled at me you bitch! I never want to talk or see you for
the rest of my life!" Raven was shocked even more, at this point she
felt like crying "Beast Boy I just..." "just go away and leave me
alone ok!" (Christ this is starting to sound like some shitty fuckin
teen soap opera)


With that Raven walked back to her room, the urge to cry was growing
stronger and stronger by the second. "How? How could he say that to me?
I didn't mean to yell at him, it was just to big a shock when he kissed
me, and I couldn't possibly tell him I enjoyed it. What am I gonna do?
How can I possibly tell him I love him?" When she finally got back to
her room she fell on her bed and began to cry. She thought as things in
her room started falling over, flying around, and crashing "how? How
can I tell him how I feel when he hates me" she saw his letter that was
sticking out of her night stand drawer and read it again. Something
sparked in Ravens mind "that's it. I'll just right him a letter" She
picked up a piece of paper and a pencil and began writing "Dear Beast
Boy, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry I yelled at you the other day.
You kind of caught me off guard when you kissed me, don't quote me on
this but I actually enjoyed it. I just wanted to tell you that the
reason why I've been acting so irritable and angry is because...well
its nothing against you I just feel I have to do something, badly. Also
I've been wanting to say something to you for a long time and since I
can't tell it to you personally being that you hate me I just wanted to
say that I love you Beast Boy and I hope you can forgive me for yelling
at you and hurting you so many times in the past. Love, Raven" Small
tear drops littered the paper as she folded it up and headed back to
Beast Boys room. She knocked on the door again "Beast Boy you have to
listen to me" He responded "no I don't want to talk to you!" "Well if
you aren't going to talk to me then read this." In-between sobs she
shoved the letter under his door and ran back to her room.


Beast Boy, who was curious as to what the letter was and why Raven was
crying walked through the heaps of garbage and crap and picked up the
letter. He unfolded it and read "Dear Beast Boy, I just wanted to say
that I'm sorry I yelled at you the other day. You kind of caught me
off guard when you kissed me, don't quote me on this but I actually
enjoyed it. I just wanted to tell you that the reason why I've been
acting so irritable and angry is because...well its nothing against
you I just feel I have to do something, badly. Also I've been wanting
to say something to you for a long time and since I can't tell it to
you personally being that you hate me I just wanted to say that I love
you Beast Boy and I hope you can forgive me for yelling at you and
hurting you so many times in the past. Love, Raven" Beast Boys jaw
dropped "Raven loves me, Raven loves me, I can't believe it she loves
me, go Beast Boy, go Beast Boy its your birthday, its your birth...
wait Raven was crying I gotta go tell her every thing’s cool." He dashed
out of his room and caught Raven just as she was half way to her room.
"Raven wait up" yelled Beast Boy, Raven turned and was amazed to see
Beast Boy standing before her, he appeared to be very malnourished from
not eating or drinking for over three days, and his eyes were really
puffy and droopy from crying and not getting enough sleep. Raven smiled
"Beast Boy, so you've decided to not live your life as a skinny little
shut-in?" Beast Boy laughed sarcastically "ha ha ha, takes one to know
one." Raven crossed her arms "well what do you want?" He said "I just
wanted to see if you wanted to talk?" She shrugged her shoulders "why
not?" They walked back to his room. (I know this is gettin' old, don't
worry because the end is coming soon)


Beast Boy invited Raven into his quarters and tried desperately to
clear the never ending pile of junk so he didn't look like to much of a
slob in front of the girl he liked. Raven couldn't help but snicker at
his attempt to impress her. He threw all the crud that was on the
bottom bunk of his bed onto a giant trash pile he made and invited
Raven to come sit next to him. She sexily strutted up to him, making
sure he could get a glimpse of every moveable part of her body. Beast
Boy was blushing, he was mesmerized by her beauty the way her legs
moved, and shifted when she walked, the way her whole body moved in a
remarkable rhythm, the way her cape swayed to and fro. He was starting
to feel what Robin had told him about, how women try intently to seduce
a guy or they do it by accident. But Beast Boy could tell this was no
accident. Raven smiled as she saw the blank expression on Beast Boys
face, she was enjoying the thought of causing his skin to turn from
green to red and get a massive hard-on. She sat down next to him and
his head limply fell on her shoulder. She said in her normal, drab tone
"do you mind getting off?" He snapped back to attention and said "oh
whoops." He sat back up and an awkward silence rung between the two.
Beast Boy broke the silence by pulling out the letter he got from
Raven "say uhh Raven?" "Yes Beast Boy?" "I uhh read this letter that
you gave to me." Raven was now blushing a dark purple (I think her
blushes are purple) "really well I read yours to" she pulled the letter
from him, from a pocket in her cape. Beast Boy said "well I read it
and well... can I ask you something?" Raven said "yeah what is it?"
"Well you know how Robin and Star are boyfriend and girlfriend right?"
Raven nodded "yeah I'm sure even the paparazzi know that." Beast Boy
nervously scratched his head "well I was wondering do you uhh..."


He was silenced as Raven put a slender finger on his lip and said
"you don't have to say anymore because the answer is yes I would...
love to be your girlfriend" Beast Boy was overjoyed he jumped up and
yelled "oh my god, you mean it, honestly, this isn't some trick is it?
Am I dreaming?" Raven pulled him down and said "if you were dreaming
would you be able to feel this?" She pulled him into a full lip lock
kiss. Beast Boy was shocked at Ravens sudden advances but decided this
moment was way to sweet to pass up. Beast Boy knocked over her hood
and used his hands to feel the back of her neck and run his fingers
through her hair. Raven moaned at the contact of his gentle touch.
Beast Boy traveled farther south to her back and began to feel many
tight muscles. When they broke for air Beast Boy said "jeez your so
tense." Raven nodded "I know, I've been under a lot of stress lately."
"Why" asked Beast Boy, "well I feel this sudden urge to do something.
Something drastic." "What’s that, do you gotta fight someone cuz I'll do
whatever I can to help you." Raven shook her head "no that’s not it.
It's just that Starfire told me about the first time she and Robin...
had sex. And since then I've been wondering what it'd be like. I've
read and watched erotic material but I know that nobody'll ever have
sex with me. I just want to know what love, and knowing that someone
will always be by my side really feels like. That's why I've been
acting different." Raven looked down at her hand, she was totally
ashamed of herself for revealing that kind of information to Beast
Boy since like her, he was probably a virgin.


Beast Boy, who was no dummy to sex knew the exact same need she had
since he to wanted to have sex. And the one person he wanted to do it
with was her, Raven, the girl he adored. He put his hands on her
shoulders, Raven rose up and met his gaze "Raven you don't have to
worry, you'll never feel lonely ever again, cuz I love you, more than
life. Plus I'm itchin' to have sex to." He wrapped his arms around her
neck and pulled her into a deep, tight hug. Raven smiled "you mean..."
"you bet, Raven lets do it." Raven smiled even bigger, she was
really overjoyed that her urges would soon be settled, and by the boy
of her dreams to. Ravens eyes were tearing up she said "Beast Boy you
have made me so happy." They kissed again, this one being more
passionate and deep than the last. They fell onto the bed, Beast Boy
was on top of Raven. They continued their kissing until Raven found out
the bed was way to small for them to fuck when she tried stretching out
her legs. She said "uhh Beast Boy do you think we could go to my room,
this beds way to small, mine's bigger and has more room." Beast Boy
said "no problem" he jumped out of the bed and turned into a
pterodactyl and said "lemme give you a ride." He grabbed Raven by her
shoulders, being careful that his claws wouldn't hurt her, and flew
off to her room.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------< br /> Phew, the long ass chapter is done. Ok so the lemon's coming up next,
give me some time to write it because I've only got a few ideas. Oh
and when I say something like that, don't ever think I'm being lazy cuz
I work my ass off when it comes to writing these fics.