There is pain I feel each and everyday. Why did I give my heart away? I told him how I felt and all he did was turn away. Why does love have to be so much pain? Why does it have to be this way? Now I can't sleep at night. I miss looking in his eyes. Nobody can love him like I do, no one would ever do the things I would do for him. Why did he choose her? I hate her so much. Syoaron and me were doing just fine until she came along. Sakura ruined my life. I was so blind, how could I have not seen it sooner? I never wanted him to go. Every time I see him he's always with her. He thinks I'm confused. Syoaron thinks I don't know what I want. When clearly all I want is him. Why can't he see how much I care for him? I'll tell you why because all he cares about is that bitch Sakura. One day she's going to get what's coming to her. I promise at least that much. If I cant have Syoaron than no one can and I'll make sure of that. That bitch is in for a rude awakening! Poor Sakura isn't going to know what hit her!