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Disclaimer: The only thing I own is the idea and the laptop that I'm writing this one. Sango, Miroku, and the rest of the Inu-tachi belong to Rumiko Takahashi-sama, and `Ordinary Day' belongs to Vanessa Carlton.
Author's Note: I've had people ask me since the very beginning to write a Mir/San fic, and I never have. Why? Because I've never really been inspired to do one. Now I have been. Took me long enough, ne? ^_~
*Just a day, just an ordinary day
Just tryin' to get by*
It had started out innocently enough, just like everything seemingly significant. Kagome-chan had simply suggested a game to pass the time. It wasn't unusual- she was always coming back from her era with fun little ideas like that. `Kagome Kagome,' `Ro Sham Bo,' `Karaoke'. . . random activities to fill long walks and sleepless nights with laughter. She was sweet like that.
However, today she had besotted upon them a game named `Truth or Dare,' in which she would ask each member of the team in turn a personal question or have them perform some sort of physical stunt. Sango smiled slightly at the memory as the wind whipped through her hair. It had been odd, but strangely fun. After all, in what other game could Houshi-sama be forced into not groping another woman for the rest of the week? Or Inu-Yasha be bound to darkly admit that he did, in fact, enjoy the smell of Kagome-chan's hair? That had been priceless. . . In fact, merely knowing these games was priceless- not many other people in the Sengoku Jidai could honestly say they had so much knowledge at their disposal. Kagome-chan was like an oracle, at times- shedding light on future truths and culture.
. . . But then it had been Sango's turn.
After watching Shippo down a whole soda in a single gulp, she really wasn't sure if she wanted to chance a dare. And so, when her best friend asked, "Sango-chan, truth or dare?" the youkai exterminator found herself answering with an "Uh. . . truth."
The moment she uttered it, though, she regretted it. The glitter in Kagome-chan's eyes alone made her gulp with fear. Crap! Would the younger woman make her admit her feelings for Houshi-sama?! No- Kagome-chan wouldn't be that cruel. . . would she?
"Okay," the girl from the future smiled, slowing herself and her bike to a stop as she turned to face Sango. Shippo, who was still burping in the basket of the iron do-dad, clamped a hand over his mouth- trying to listen (and not to vomit). Miroku and Inu-Yasha, too, paused- a bit curious as to see what Kagome-chan was going to make the fierce warrior say. "Let's see. . ." Tapping a finger to her chin, the ebony haired female considered her inquisition, and then grinned widely. "What's one thing you dream of doing before you die?"
"Well. . . I. . .um. . . have many dreams," she replied in a subdued fashion, a bit pink in the cheeks as she mentally cursed this stupid and pointless activity.
Just one? But they were so numerous- and all so precious to her. Secret gems that she wanted to keep for herself: She dreamed of dying with her brother. She dreamed of living with Houshi-sama. She dreamed of baring him a son- and of repopulating the village she had been born in. (Well, maybe not by herself.) She dreamed of defeating Naraku. She dreamed of living through this hell that she had been thrust so suddenly into. She dreamed of justice and good karma.
She dreamed of holding a bird in her hands. She dreamed of Sakura blossoms in the spring. She dreamed of waking up each morning with her friends and a smile. She dreamed of riding on Kirara's back. She dreamed of fighting and training with the Hiraikotsu her mother had left her. She dreamed of gentle puffs of air playing with her hair. She dreamed of listening to Kagome-chan sing those funny songs in the hot springs. She dreamed of the subtle compliments of Inu-Yasha; the sticky, candy-sweet kisses of Shippo; and the warm smiles of Houshi-sama. Especially the last. . .
"I-" the magenta eyed woman faltered, nibbling the joint of her index finger as she hooded her eyes, trying to choose the least embarrassing of all her innermost desires. "I- - uh- - - dream of trying that Pocky you speak so highly of, Kagome-chan."
She graced me with an odd look. ". . . Pocky?" the second girl slowly repeated, appearing to be slightly disappointed. "You dream about. . . Pocky?"
"Yup," Sango nodded seriously, forcing a beam onto her lips as she faced Kagome-chan. "Is there a problem?"
She paused, sticking out her arms and closing her eyes, enjoying the song of twilight.
Sakura. . .
Wind. . .
Birds. . .
Her mind drifted inevitably back to that afternoon, bringing the day full circle. It was irritating but she grudgingly accepted the fact, starting off again until she'd reached that grove of trees. Then she stopped once more, resting a hand on the smooth bark of the trunk.
Dreams. . .
Her dreams.
Didn't Kagome-chan realize how unlikely it would be for her to complete even one? With their lives so constantly on the line. . . She frowned sadly, clenching her fingers into a fist at the thought. And wasn't it odd. . . ? She hadn't even realized how desperately she wished the impossible until Kagome-chan had asked her that question. How much she craved just one day as an ordinary girl- with a husband, children, and time to live the life she desired. Though she knew in her heart that nothing in the world would make her give up her friends and quest - ever!- she couldn't help but. . .
"Sango?"
*Just a boy, just an ordinary boy
But he was lookin' to the sky*
Sango couldn't help but shoot him a small smile as she handed back the package. "Knowing you, it could have been anything."
"I dunno," she replied cautiously, staring- scrutinizing- at the invitation. "Who knows what you could try and pull?"
"Well. . . All right," she finally agreed shyly, placing her palm on top of his and lacing their fingers. "Let's go."
*And as he asked if would come along
I started to realize*
-
"Houshi-sama?"
Rubbing her cheeks- which were slowly becoming the same hue as that of her eyes- she pressed on, afraid that if she didn't, she'd loose the courage.
She shut herself up with a quiet gasp as she felt his own hands cover hers, gently tugging them away from her cheeks and unfurling them. Glancing quickly over her shoulder, she gaped in surprise as he gently tugged her into his lap- still grinning gently. Soon she found herself placed between his legs, on the ground, his hands covering hers as he hugged her from behind.
"Ho-Houshi-sama!" she cried, horrified. "What're you- - -?!"
"Sango," he whispered, "I have a thousand dreams. Big dreams, small dreams. Everyday dreams, secret dreams. Dreams are not a weakness. What creates weakness is when you cannot believe you can achieve them. That's what you're worried about, isn't it?"
"And then there's me," he added in afterthought, sounding a bit thoughtful, "who's strength is that to be content- and to live whatever life I have to its fullest."
Sango's dark orbs widened slightly, feeling the cool beads of his kazanaa roll across her wrist as she turned her head to stare straight into his eyes. "Houshi-sama. . ."
*That every day he finds just want he's lookin' for*
*Like a shooting star
He shines*
Sango gaped wordlessly, trying to find something to say. But as soon as she did, Miroku answered by placing a gentle finger to her lips.
"Don't argue with me," he commanded softly, removing his rough digit before reaching into his robes, pulling out a handful of something from an inside pocket. Then, as a soft but whipping wind picked up, he took the exterminator's hand in his own and put that something in her palm. She could feel it between their innocent embrace- flat, silky- slightly rumpled- but intact.
Take my hand
Live while you can*
And then he carefully removed his hand, allowing her to look upon the gift.
"What for? Why? Silly San-chan- They're you! They're you and your dreams. Don't you see?" He couldn't help but gently run a finger through her long, dancing locks as his eyes crinkled cheerfully. "A little battled, a little worse for wear- but beautiful to all who behold you. Alive, sweet, and real."
This time, she allowed one of her forming tears to trickle down her cheek.
*Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand?*
"Thank you," she finally managed to whisper, clearing away the emotions as she turned back around to face the edge of the cliff. "Thank you so much, Houshi-sama. . ."
Sango blushed once more, leaning back into his chest. "Miroku. . ." she tried quietly, rolling the word around on her tongue. His name. . .
It felt good to finally say. -
Sometimes she wished he had just killed her. Kohaku. . . If only he had murdered her physically that night, completely done away with her and then thrown her off of a cliff!- - - Then maybe she wouldn't have to suffer so much as he obliterated her heart, murdering her in a thousand different ways all at once.
Her sweet little brother. . .
"Sango-chan," Kagome-chan whispered, startling the exterminator out of her thoughts as the gray sky above them growled with thunder, a few raindrops splattering on the tips of their noses. Sango glanced up as her best friend crouched beside her, wrapping a comforting arm around her shoulders. "I'm so, so sorry. . ."
Kagome opened her mouth and stuck out her hand, as if preparing to fight- - - but then sighed and dropped her arm to her side, pushing herself back to her feet. "Well. . . okay. But don't take too long. We all love you, Sango-chan, and we want to help. But we can't if you won't let us. . . please, don't make us worry too long."
Without another word the girl from the future turned on her heal and went to join the others, though Sango could still feel her concerned stare pierce her back. And then- over the growing pound of the rain- she made out the frantic whisper of "Please help her, Miroku-sama. . .!" Finally- her dulled senses picked up the slosh of wet robes and a gentle hand on her shoulder.
"I really don't want to hear it right now, Miroku!" she snapped, clenching her fists in the mud and having to yell over the gale. "Especially not if you're just here because the others made you! I told you all- I'm fine! I'll be right there! Just give me a minute!"
"Are you saying. . ." he asked slowly, "that Kagome-sama, Inu-Yasha, Shippo- myself- - - we're you're enemies?"
Enemies. . .
Her eyes growing larger and filling with tears- - - the girl finally let herself go. Throwing her body into his arms with so much force that he almost fell backwards, Sango burst into loud sobs in Miroku's warm embrace.
"So- sorry- - -!" she managed to force out through hiccups, burying her face instinctively in his chest; her ponytail falling out and her leather armor waterlogged. "Can't- - - help. . . Kohaku. . . myself. . . my friends. . .Anyone! Terrible- - - worthless- - - can't take it!"
"Shh," he soothed gently, smoothing her hair and holding her tightly, allowing her to just let it all out. "Oh, Sango, it will be okay. . . You and I both know that, somewhere, inside of his heart, Kohaku still knows you. And- I know that he- at this very moment- is trying to remember. He's your brother, Sango. Bonds like the one you have with him cannot be severed. Not by boomerangs or sickles or swords- or even by bastards like Naraku."
*And as he spoke, he spoke- ordinary words, oh,
Though they did not feel- no
For I felt what I
Had not felt before
And you'd swear
Could heal, and-*
He smiled softly, his onyx locks curling in the storm as he tenderly tilted her chin. She stared, misty eyed, into his mythic purple pools- melting as pearls of water continued to leak down her cheeks- still silently crying for so many reasons that even she lost count.
"You know that, don't you, Sango?" he prompted, leaning his forehead against hers. "And that we are not your enemies- and we never will be. . . ? We will forever be your friends. Even in your dreams! You will never be alone."
`Even in my dreams. . .' ". . . Yes," she sniveled, a watery grin finding its way to her features as her eye shadow began running. "I do. . ." `Thank you, Miroku. . .'
*As I looked up into those eyes
And I know he's no stranger, for I feel I've-
Held him for all of time!*
"Good!" he chirped, suddenly getting to his feet and leaving a surprised exterminator alone on the ground. She glanced up at him, a bit irritated at his unexpected behavior, but unable to stay mad as he beamed at her- extending a hand.
*And he said-
Take my hand
Live while you can, oh*
"So. . . you ready to go join the others? The others that- even if they DIDN'T ask me- would have found I'd have stayed with you anyway?" he added, peering pointedly down at the girl in the mud. `Huh. . . ? Oh.'
*Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand? Oh-
In the palm of your hand!*
-
`It's funny,' Sango couldn't help but think, resting her head on Miroku's stomach as they relaxed underneath the starry sky; watching fireflies flicker and the heavenly bodies twinkle. `How time passes so quickly and yet, so slowly all at once.' She plucked two pieces of grass off of the ground and placed one in her mouth, chewing the tip as she offered the second to her husband. He lifted his head slightly and accepted it with a grin, doing the same.
*Oh!
Oh!*
"So. . ." he then ventured conversationally, reaching out and intertwining their hands; rocking them back and forth to an unheard beat. "How long do you think Kagome-sama will be down at the hot springs, now that we've `mistakenly' sent Inu-Yasha that way, San-chan?" She colored a bit at the pet name that he had continued to spring on her at the oddest of times, ever since that one evening on the cliff.
"Oooo," Sango grinned, snickering as she stretched, "not for another hour or so. . . You know what happened last time I `accidentally' did that. . ."
"Well," the woman retorted tartly, mock anger in her voice, "it serves them right for all the times they tried to play matchmaker with us!"
"Yeah," the monk added heatedly, though she could easily hear the humor in his voice. "Serves them right! Especially since there attempts completely fell through!"
*Please come with me
See what I see* *Touch the stars for
Time will not flee*
"Why, the one that involves you kissing me right now," she murmured, eyes half lidded as she leaned forward, wrapping her arms around his neck- and slapping his cheek lightly when his own wandered a bit too far south.
He laughed and beamed, eyes twinkling in the star glow as he lowered his face to hers, capturing her lips in a time stopping kiss; all dreams satisfied.
*Time will not flee
Can you see. . . ?* -
BREEEEEEE. BREEEEEEE. BREEEEEE.
A teen girl bolted upright, blinking frantically as the bright, late summer sunlight streamed through her window, blinding her sleep filled eyes as she automatically reached out and pounded the top of her alarm clock to shut it off.
*Just a dream just an, ordinary dream
As I wake in bed*
"Wha. . . ?" she breathed, scratching her tousled chestnut hair and rubbing her magenta orbs. `Oh. . . That has got to be the twentieth time this month I've had that dream- I just know it. . . !' Yawning and untangling her legs from the sheets, she paused for a moment on the edge of her bed; sleep shirt and short shorts mussed and falling apart as she played with a frayed end in thought. `But. . . what does it mean? Where have I seen those people before. . . ?' She dropped her head into her hands, massaging her temples as she stared at her bare feet, wiggling them around on the cream, shaggy carpet of her bedroom. `Oh- shoot! I'm forgetting again. . . All but that boy. That boy. . . I know him from somewhere.' Her face heated up at the mere thought of him- the man- - - was he a monk? It didn't matter. . . for he had been the sweetest person in the world, holy or not. . . He had married her, in her dream. She had had children with him. She had lived her life with him. She had been happy.
Was it all in my head?!
Ask if
I would
Come along?!
She frowned, screwing up her face as she tried to keep the images of that boy- man- monk- whatever he was!- fresh in her mind. . . but it was impossible.
"Dammit," she swore softly, feeling reality tug harshly on her brain until all that was left of her nighttime musings was the vague feeling in her heart that she had imagined something wonderful- dreamt of a life she wished she could have back. But that was all.
"Sango. . . ? Sango- - - ? SANGO!" *But as I look to the door I saw that boy*
"Miroku. . . ?" she murmured, pausing before him- despite the fact that she was braless under her tank top. Stupid pervert could look if he dared- but right now he seemed more captivated with her magenta pools- the ones that were mere inches from his. "D-do you have dreams?" she asked softly, resisting the urge to brush his bangs out of his face. His eyes. . . what was so familiar about them? Well, besides the whole `knowing him all her life' thing. This was different. . . "Do you wish for things that you know can't and won't happen?"
He swallowed at their closeness and then beamed thoughtfully- though his cheeks were a delicious shade of pink. "Of course I do. Big dreams, small dreams, everyone has dreams."
"Wha- - - Oh, shit!" she gasped, glancing at the clock on her wall with bulging eyes. Instantly turning away from her friend and bolting around her messy room; she hurriedly fed her fish, stuffed her books into her knapsack, and began to yank her uniform and underwear out from a drawer- - -
When she realized that Miroku was still there, watching contentedly.
That is, until she knocked him out with her wastepaper basket.
-
"All right! I'm ready!" Sango announced cheerfully, throwing open the bathroom door and smiling at the awaiting Miroku- who was still nursing a rather large lump on his head. "Let's get going."
`San-chan. . . ?' She blinked as he held out a hand, beaming as if he had said nothing out of the ordinary. Which he hadn't- - - had he. . . ? She hesitated for a moment- not used to such emotional displays, no matter how much she secretly craved them.
*And he said
Take my hand!*
"Har har. No," she glared half-heartedly in response to his teasing. "I'm just. . . well. . ."
*Live while you can! Oh-*
The girl grinned sheepishly, the words secretly touching a place inside her heart that only ever seemed to surface in her dreams.
*Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of you hand?! Oh-*
"Mmm. . . all right," she gave in softly, gingerly lacing their fingers- - -
As Kohaku opened his bedroom door, still in his pjs- their pet cat, Kirara, in his arms. ". . ." He blinked blankly at the sight before him as the two teens stared at him in return.
*In the palm of your hand! Oh-*
"That's right," she grinned, tugging him down the steps and out the front door. "Not. At least not until you can ask like a gentleman." And with that she laughed, the tinkling sound echoing through the streets like a melody onto itself as Miroku almost froze in surprise.
"I'll- - - uh- - - bare that in mind."
*In the palm of your hand!* -
"Ahh! Sango-chan! Miroku-kun!"
*Oh!
"Watch it, runt," the elder man growled, but he winked to show he wasn't really mad. Shippo stuck out his tongue.
"Miroku. . . ?" she frowned slightly, pulling away from the other three as they, too, paused- glancing back at their friend. "What're you waiting for? Let's go, we're gonna be late!"
Just tryin' to get by. . .*
"Look," he murmured, pointing up towards the blue heavens- a surprised expression in his eyes.
"How strange," Kagome-chan mused. "A bit out of season, isn't it?"
The black haired boy stood there for one moment longer, his cheeks as warm as his heart, before giving up on recalling whatever past events were tugging at his memory- - - and instead focussing on the future. And on catching up with his laughing friends.
*Just a boy, just an ordinary boy, but-
He was lookin' to the sky. . .*
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Whew! That took all day to write. ^_^
Now I'll give a few vague cultural notes so no one is too confused:
`Ro Sham Bo'- rock, paper, scissors.
Onigiri- rice balls.
Umeboshi- the center of a riceball.
Sakura- cherry blossoms. (Everyone knew that, though, I'm sure. ^_~)
Also- in the last part, Inu-Yasha had human ears. As I'm sure y'all figured out, it was everyone in the future- but not really Kagome's future. Sort of a future of the future. ^_^;;;; I know that makes no sense, but I couldn't really see the whole gang just appearing in the future Kagome lives in right now, so I pushed them foreword a bit. ^_~
Anyway, I'm really hungry, so I'm leavin'! ^_~ Please R&R!
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