Ayashi No Ceres Fan Fiction ❯ Sub-conscious ❯ Sub-conscious ( Chapter 1 )
My continuation of "My Immortal" If you like it or thought it was bad. Please Review me. Thanks!!!!!
Oh, yeah, please e-mail me if you know alot about any of the anime of manga listed in my profile, and if you know when the third book of .hack//legned of the twilight comes out (if ever...grrrr..)
Ok, this part is added for the one person who e-mailed me thus far. Basically the narrator is Aki in manga's 5 and on. Aki is (as those who are familiar with the seris should know) Aya's twin brother and due to a seris of traumatic events is turned into the evil guy.....opps spoiler!!!!
Anyway, this is just my interpertation of those feelings, becasue usally we only get really deep into Aya's struggle so I imagined about Aki. This will be the last Fic I'm writing about Aki's emotions in the story .. for obvious reasons. If you have anymore questions e-mail me. I'll be happy to reply.
Anime/Manga: Ayashi No Ceres Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 04.07.2004 | Updated On: 04.09.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 622 | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Completed
I made a promise to you a long time ago, but each day I try to keep it, it grows harder. I can't think, can't eat. I know they want to get you, and with my help they might hurt you. I have to hold on, I just hope I can stay your Aki, if not… well let's just hope it never comes to that.
Hopefully, Toya got to you. He tried to take me with him, but I know I can't always control what I do. I cut him, why would I want to hurt Toya? I told Kagami if he tried to go after either of you I'd hurt myself. Sometimes I wish all the pain would just go away. It reminds me of what Toya told me about you. I wish I where as strong as you, I try to be, I guess this is one of those times I wish that us being twins meant we where the same, huh, that's funny.
Wei has been trying to get me to eat for the past few days, but I can't. I can't get my mind off fighting him. That devilish voice in my mind, he wants out. I won't let him out, he wants Ceres, and he calls to her. While I sleep he talks of her and gives me memories of her. I can see her, that poor woman. If I let him out then he will go after her, after Aya.
Wei kind of looks like Ceres, wait! NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! The water dripping down my body helps to bring me back to reality. I can't keep this up forever.
Now I'm in a car with him, that bastard. "I'm glad you decided to pay Grandfather a visit. Yeah, I'm sure he's trilled.
Grandfather, is so happy to see me it's kinda creepy. I don't know how I'm supposed to the great leader of the Mikage family, but I don't want to be either. I just want my normal life back. I have to admit, like you I'd wonder what it would like to be different, but then things were always so much fun, like when we went to the Karaoke Bar. That was the same day I realized how important my life was to me, not just living but you and our friends. That was some example how things can change, huh…
I walk down stairs with Grandfather and push him into this freaky room, the voice gets louder, and more tormenting. It hurts….and there I see the mummified body of Ceres. NNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Now that I see it the voice grows with desire, desire greater than mine, I can't let go, NO I CAN'T!! NEVER.
"Aya I told you I wouldn't give in, but I don't think I can keep that promise. I'm sorry Aya….Goodbye"
Here I am now in the confinement of my body, eternally sleeping. I tired so hard, but he wanted out more. Please forgive me, kill me. I wrote it in the card, hopefully you saw it. Sometimes I muster all the strength in my consciousness to come back, fight like you do against Ceres, but I can't… Aya, Please forgive me….be strong unlike your older brother. I'll always be watching over you.