Note: sorry I left people hanging like that. I needed to do that so my story would make some sense. I know this might get a little confusing but please bear with me. Yes this has Shounen-ai in it, as in guy/guy stuff. maybe even a little yaio. read and find out.

Dissclamer: don't own it!

BTW: there will be a little bit of repeting from the first. Since this is what happened on Ken's screen. Hope that helps.

P.S. as chezzy as it sounds I once tried to teach my cat how to type. ::coff:: heheh.. it didn't work. But that could have been the fact that she's stubborn. It accrued to me that Demiveemon was tinny, but still big enough to reach the keyboard. The fact that he is also seems to be one of the more curious digimon I thought, why couldn't Daisuke have shown/taught him how to type and/or use a computer? This is why the thought of Demiveemon entering the chat seemed logical. who knows, maybe Wommon is next?

I_am_God = Daisuke

RayOfLight = Ken

Godspeed = Kari

Who are You?

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Enter Screen Name: RayOfLight

Password: *******

Welcome to Chat World.

**BLING**

Message from Godspeed

Godspeed: Hi Ken! Ready?

RayOfLight: are you sure this is a good idea Kari? What if he finds out?

Godspeed: well… I don't know…

RayOfLight: you don't know?!

Godspeed: you said that you wanted to talk to him.

RayOfLight: but this is like lying.

Godspeed: well you could always try going up to him and tell him.

RayOfLight: ……..

Godspeed: then that leaves this.

Godspeed: if he gets mad, just try to explain that you were scared.

RayOfLight: oh great plan…

Godspeed: well… what's the worst that could happen?

RayOfLight: he could hate me.

Godspeed: well…that's a risk that you'll have to take.

RayOfLight: sigh…

Godspeed: good luck.

RayOfLight: thanks. I'll need it.

End of message

Now entering Privet Chat

[ZeroCool has entered]

[RayOfLight has entered]

[PowerOfHope has entered]

[I_am_God has entered.]

Godspeed: haven't you people seen 'the rock'? You know, w/ nick cage & Sean Conery.

Grl_pwr: oh yeah…

I_am_God: Waaazzuuup!!?

H_Lecter: I'm glad to see people are here. Goody goody.

ICdeadppl: and just how many times have you seen that movie?

H_Lecter: tell me, do you really wish to know Clarice?

ZeroCool: I think that answers your question IC.

ICdeadppl: no, IC. You think.

RayOfLight: BOO! You're fired!

ZeroCool: bad pun! ::smacks IC::

I_am_God: Hi Kari!

Grl_pwr: ok… since no one answered my question earlier…

Grl_pwr: WHO IS EVERY ONE?!?!

ICdeadppl: eep.

I_am_God: I second that, eep.

RayOfLight: wow… he really does take after you Tai.

ZeroCool: sound off

PowerOfHope: 1, 2!

ZeroCool: sound off

Godspeed: 3, 4!

Grl_pwr: ::sweat drop:: just send your name…

ICdeadppl: Tai. And that was not funny who ever you are.

Grl_pwr: Sora and be nice Tai.

Godspeed: …Ken

RayOfLight: Kari. >^..^<

ZeroCool: Matt, as if you couldn't tell. ^_^

PowerOfHope: TK! Cute kitty face Kari. ~_^

No_Spoon: Izzy, and there is NO SPOON!

I_am_God: the great and mighty Daisuke!

Godspeed: big surprise.

Psyco_Pink: Mimi, Yolei, and Cody

H_Lecter: Jyou

No_Spoon: jyou?

ICdeadppl: wow, who'da thought?

ZeroCool: well not you.

H_Lecter: I thought Tai was Dai, and Dai was Tai. They are way too much alike.

Godspeed: note how some of us used names from movies…

ICdeadppl: ha ha matt… & very funny jyou…

H_Lecter: so…?

ZeroCool: your point?

ICdeadppl: hey wait a min…

No_Spoon: hey Mimi, you do know that Psycho has an 'h' in it, right?

Psyco_Pink: m- yes.

Godspeed: I think he wants to know why yours doesn't.

Psyco_Pink: m- because I wanted it that way.

Grl_pwr: R U for real?

Psyco_Pink: y- well she was going to get pink_ditz, but some one alre-halkjafhjlkiesuh

I_am_God: hey Kari wana talk in IM?

H_Lecter: hello?

No_Spoon: Yolei, you there?

RayOfLight: ok Daisuke.

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~Not much new in the lives of my fellow Digi Destend. Hmm… I thought TK new that I wasn't Kari? Some times people are to use to habit. Well, he wants to talk in an IM now. Here goes everything.~

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**BLING**

Message from I_am_God

I_am_God: Hey Kari!

RayOfLight: Hi Daisuke. What's up?

I_am_God: not much, you?

RayOfLight: ::shrug:: same old.

I_am_God: I have a question…

RayOfLight: shoot.

I_am_God: is it just me or is Ken acting a little strange?

RayOfLight: …..?

RayOfLight: how do you mean strange?

I_am_God: well…

I_am_God: I don't know… it's like he's being a lot nicer, no, happier lately. It's like he's finally starting to forget what he did as the Digimon Kaiser.

RayOfLight: and you don't want him to achieve this?

I_am_God: NO!

I_am_God: it's just… well…

I_am_God: after all that happened he needed some one, and I didn't really have any close friends…

RayOfLight: are you afraid that you're going to be replaced?

I_am_God: …no… not really, abandoned is more like it.

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~Daisuke is afraid I'm going to abandon him? I wonder why…~

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RayOfLight: what did he do to make you think that? Specifically I mean.

I_am_God: ………

RayOfLight: I'm sorry if I'm prying.

I_am_God: it's just… ::sigh::

I_am_God: I just don't know anymore.

RayOfLight: don't know what anymore?

I_am_God: what I think of him.

I_am_God: I don't know if I think of him as a friend or as more.

RayOfLight: does that scare you?

I_am_God: ...yeah…

I_am_God: so much for the crest of courage. With it I'm a coward, with out if I'm no one. Even the crest of friend ship was wasted on me. I have no friends.

RayOfLight: I don't think that about you.

I_am_God: you don't?

RayOfLight: Your crests represent a part of you that is stronger than others. You are every ones friend; even they don't believe you to be one.

I_am_God: I guess that makes sense…

RayOfLight: you also have more courage then anyone else I've met. Think about it, how many people would go up to the former Kaiser and tell him that you are his friend and that he can trust you? Not many.

I_am_God: hmm…

I_am_God: I never thought about it that way before.

I_am_God: uhg… can you hang on a sec. Jun's yelling at me…

I_am_God: brb

RayOfLight: k

I_am_God: back

RayOfLight: wb!

I_am_God: ty!

I_am_God: uhmm… I really hate to do this but Jun wants to use the computer. But I do wana finish our conversation.

I_am_God: wana meet at the park? Near the dragon fountain?

RayOfLight: sure, I'll just leave a not for Wormmon telling him what's going on.

I_am_God: ok.

I_am_God: wait, I thought Gatomon was your digimon.

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Ken just stairs at the screen of his computer in shock, wishing he didn't just type what he did.~Oh my god, I was so into the conversation that I forgot that I wasn't me. You are a creacher of habit Ichijouji.~

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I_am_God: this is Kari right?

I_am_God: Right??

I_am_God: is every one over there making fun of me?

I_am_God: did you just say that to me to mess with me because you all think I'm an idiot?!

I_am_God: are you going to answer me!

RayOfLight: yes I'm going to answer you. And no I didn't do this to hurt you.

I_am_God: then why? Explain that to me?

I_am_God: and who the hell are you if you're not Kari!

RayOfLight: I did it to talk to you. I asked Kari about some things but she wouldn't tell me.

I_am_God: about my messed up life? I feel so honored.

RayOfLight: she helped me because I was afraid to talk to you!

I_am_God: afraid of what?!?

I_am_God: answer me!

RayOfLight: of your response!

I_am_God: what do you mean my response?

I_am_God: you still haven't told me who you are!

I_am_God: you have 2 minuets.

RayOfLight: I wanted to tell you that I liked you! That's why I was so happy; I realized that I liked you. I was so afraid that you wouldn't under stand.

RayOfLight: Daisuke?

RayOfLight: I'm sorry.

RayOfLight: I'm sorry.

End of message

ZeroCool: L8R!

Psyco_Pink: Night Izzy!

ICdeadppl: well two down, whose next?

Now leaving Privet chat

Logging off

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"I knew that was a bad idea! Why did I listen to Kari?"

"Because you trust her?"

He leans back against his chair as he rubs his hands over his face then thru his hair. He takes in a deep breath and lets it out slowly.

"Maybe you should go take a walk. The fresh air might do you good."

"Your right Wormmon. I need to get away from here for a bit."

"Want me to come with you?"

"No. You stay here where it's warm. I'll only be out for a bit." he says while putting his black trench coat on over his gray outfit.

"Ok Ken. But please be careful."

Ken smiles at Wormmon, a sad yet kind smile.

"I will."

That said, he closes the door to his room before dashing out of his house. From afar it would appear that he was just running blindly thru the streets of Odiba. But if one could read his hart they would know where his tortured one was leading him.

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Note: Yes I am evil! another cliffhanger! ok, the next part will be Daisuke's side. but I'm not sure if I should add a forth to it. I might. heheh… I like Ken, really I do. see you all L8R!

~Malkala_Drkmyst