Fan Fiction ❯ Competitive World ❯ I Have To Surrender ( Chapter 5 )

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Song Lyrics

Jubilee was sitting in the room that Remy's father had assigned to her. It was difficult enough, knowing that she and Scott shared similar feelings. Figuring out what to do about them was a different story. The radio she had on started playing a song she hadn't heard in a while. All Of My Life I Fought Hard For The Things I Have Wanted
Caught Up In Blindly Believing The Strongest Survive
But Here In Your Eyes I See Everything
I Ever Dreamed Of And I Am Afraid
If I Rush In, If I Move In Too Fast
I Just Might Frighten My One Chance Away

"That's fer sure." She mumbled under her breathe. There didn't seem to be a simple answer to her problem. It's Easy To Be Strong, I've Done It For So Long
But This Time I Have To Remember
This Time To Get What I Want, I Have To Surrender

She shook her head. That would never work. She had been on her own for way too long. She couldn't just trust someone like that. Here I Stand Helplessly Willing And Waiting For Your Love
When Want Became Need My Heart Had No Choice At All
What Will You Do Now, It's Up To You Now
It's So Hard To Wait But I Will
God Give Me Wisdom, God Give Me The Strength
And The Courage To Simply Stand Still

It wasn't like he had it any easier. He even had a hard time getting close to Jean. Of course this would be harder, considering she basically shattered his heart. Getting Him to trust again would be close to impossible. It's Easy To Be Strong, I've Done It For So Long
But This Time I Have To Remember
This Time To Get What I Want, I Have To Surrender

Maybe things could turn out for the better if she just gave the song a chance. Maybe she should just give her heart a chance. She shook her head. This would be easier said than done. Here I Am Take Me, Somehow You Saved Me
From A Lifetime Of Not Being All Love Could Make Me

Scott would need her as much as she needed him. She could do this. It would be hard trying not to fend for herself. It's Easy To Be Strong, I've Done It For So Long
But This Time I Have To Remember
This Time To Get What I Want, This Time I Have To Be Tender
This Time To Get What I Need, I Have To Surrender

She turned toward the door. It was time to try for the man she loved. Maybe she should have done this a long time ago.