Fan Fiction ❯ I Wonder? ❯ Meant To Be? ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

I was sitting in Math class when I made this. I wondered why we needed variables, or better yet math in general. Then i started to think about everyone's calling or purpose in life.
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Sometimes I wonder what all this means.

What's the meaning of it all?

Are our lives a joke?

Or were we meant to do great things?

Sometimes I question whether I'm suppose to be breathing, thinking, living.

I've been near death more than once, and yet I'm still here before your very eyes.

I wonder?

I wonder why I was so special? What was it That God let me live? When there were others more worthy of living dying everyday.

I wonder?

Was I meant to be something great?

Or why I meant to be an example of what not? (a/n:what not to do in life)

What's my calling?

Purpose?

Reason for breathing?

I want to Know, but I know that it's something I'll never know.

So I leave you with this.

Are you the Joke in this cruel heartless world?

Or were you meant to be something more?