Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Many Questions Little Answers ❯ Chapter 1

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

I don’t own Fruits Basket in anyway. It was created by Natsuki Takaya , and I am only using the character for my own personal use and nothing buy my own amusement out of itAN: Wrote this when I was in a fairly depressed mood. so if it doesn’t make sense me sorry. Many Questions, Little Answers By Automated Rose March 12, 2004 Some times things just don’t go as they should. Some days things just aren’t as they seem. But over all, I don’t mind things when they go astray. Usually that is. But what can I do when they do astray? Fight back? Take control? That just isn’t me....I never know what to do when things just don’t go as they should. What can a shy, low self-esteem girl do when all she wants to do is crawl in a hole and die? This is not my story, this is not a dream.This is not who I am. Or is it? I’m not a normal person by any definition. I am who I am, not what you want me to be, but me none the less. I live, I love. I sleep, I eat. I write, I dream. I care, I hate. But live for what? Love who? Sleep where? Eat when? Write what? Dream when? Care for who? Hate whom? So many questions you ask me. Yet, I have no answers that you want. My responses are questions in their own right. Why do you care so much about me? How come you spend all your time with someone like me? Who are you really? Do you honestly care for me so much that you want to spend no time with anyone else?Can you even think for yourself anymore?I don’t love anyone, at least I don’t think I do.Would it make a difference if I did?So many questions we ask each other...So little time to answer them correctly.So little time...Live for what you believe in, is what I say.But how can I when I am not sure what I believe in?Maybe I should just end it all...Or pretend that nothing has ever happened?I don’t know anymore…I don’t care anymore…Do you?~Tohru