Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Angel ❯ Chapter 1

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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My Sweet Angel

By: Lara Winner

Song By: Toadies

"And the Lord said, 'Blessed art thou who art meek for they shall inherit the earth.' Such beautiful words, so simple and divine. Take a look at what God is saying…."

Laughing violet eyes watched the tall, elegantly dressed, dark haired man walk about the makeshift stage, absently twirling the microphone cord as he preached his gospel. Listening to the Reverend Schbeiker's words Duo snickered softly, "Yeah we know what god is saying, just bend over an take it like a bunch fags. Did god say that or did the church say it?"

Two ladies dressed in their Sunday best, compete with fake fur stoles and blue-gray wigs, gasped at his words and he grinned. But his grin faded as four pairs of eyes turned on him with a look of warning in their depths. With a petulant sigh, Duo scanned the gathered congregation looking for the familiar face of his girlfriend.

The white canvas tent did little to block the last fading rays of the late evening sun. To the east the moon was already peaking its way over the horizon. A warm summer breeze tried to flow among the throng of bodies but it only served to make the small space even hotter. Sweat tricked down the center of Duo's back making him grit his teeth as he wiped his damp brow with the back of his hand.

"It's hotter than hell out here." He sighed, making sure his voice carried to the two women standing before him.

"Maxwell…" Heero hissed.

Duo turned to find a prussian blue death glare directed solely on him. He swallowed hard knowing his friends were fed up with his antics. Suddenly he caught sight of a cap of short dark hair moving trough the crowd and he smiled to himself.

"I'll catch you guys later."

Keeping the young woman in his sights, he followed her to where she exited the archway on the left side of the enormous tent. Not bothering with etiquette, he pushed his way between person after person till he reached the exit a moment later. He then followed her half way around the tent to the playground equipment.

Make up your mind

Decide to walk with me

Around the lake tonight…

Around the lake tonight

By my side

Stuffing his hands in his pockets, Duo waited as patiently as he could while Hilde conversed in quiet tones with another young woman who looked like a slightly older replica of her dark haired and fair skinned appearance. He stayed back, not daring to draw the attention of his girlfriend's sister. Moira was a shrew, the complete opposite of his sweet Hilde. How they came from the same family was beyond him. Even now Moira's pretty face was twisted in a look of displeasure. On her hip was her squirming three year old son and on the swings, amidst numerous other children playing on the park's equipment, was her five year old daughter. Of course with two kids on her hands maybe she had a valid excuse for the permanent state of pms.

He shrugged the thought away as Hilde began to walk back towards him. She was looking down, her brow arched in a delicate frown. He waited till she nearly even with him before reaching out a grabbing her hand and tugging her around the opposite corner.

"EEEK!" Hilde shrieked in surprise.

"Ssshhhh babe," he whispered pressing his finger against her lips, "It's only me."

Cornflower blue eyes narrowed. Hilde jerked his hand away as she snapped. "What in the world are you doing?"

"Trying to get your attention." Duo smiled winningly. She continued to stare up at him but he could see the beginnings of a smile curving her lips. "Come on." He said tugging on her hand.

"Duo I have to go back inside."

As Hilde tried to pull away Duo tightened his hold on her hand. He couldn't help the naughty streak that was slowly coming to the surface. With this service going on they were bound to get a good hour or two undisturbed, if he could convince her to be alone with him.

"Baby they're not gonna miss you. You're dad is in his glory right now. The only thing that could tear him away from the spotlight is the change clinking in the tithe baskets."

Instantly he regretted the choice of words as she tugged harder to get free. "Let me go Duo. That was a cheap shot and you know it."

"Hey don't even go there with me. I know you don't buy half that crap either. Aren't you the one who said that religion has become a game of monopoly and politics?" He asked knowing he'd more than proven his point.

Hilde lifted her chin defiantly, refusing to dignify his question with an answer. With a modest amount of reluctance she allowed him to lead her away from the tent. She glanced at him curiously, one bore arched and she asked, "Where are we going?"

"Just around the lake. I bet it's really pretty tonight." He replied squeezing her hand affectionately.

I'm not gonna lie

I'll not be a gentleman

Behind the boathouse

I'll show you my dark secret

They walked in silence as the moments ticked by, the setting sun becoming a flicker of gold against the deep blue sky. The shadows played across the grass as the gentle breeze made the trees whisper. It was a quiet and peaceful as they left the crowd behind them. Duo felt his heart beat quicken a little. This was the first time he really had her alone. It was completely different then always being in the company of their friends or her dad because he'd refuse to leave the room.

"Where are the guys? I thought you were going to sit with them?" Hilde asked suddenly, breaking the silence with her soft husky voice.

Duo grinned sheepishly. "You know how they get. I was goofing off and I embarrassed them so they're probably pissed at me. I didn't hang around to find out."

"Figures."

Nudging Hilde in her side he laughed. "What's that supposed to mean?"

She smiled innocently, "It means you're terrible sometimes," punctuating her statement by leaning up and placing a kiss on his cheek.

Duo skin burned as she leaned against him. Through the material of his dark button down shirt he could feel the heat of her body and her soft yielding curves. He licked his lips nervously. He couldn't try anything. She would slap him silly. But he wanted her. Every time she came near him the sound of her voice or the sent of her perfume could send his body into overdrive. And when they were able to sneak kisses she tasted so sweet he didn't want to stop. Right now, having her this close… he was hard pressed not to throw her on the ground and ravish her right here.

"Duo what's that?"

The soft question replaced Duo's longing with reason and he followed Hilde's line of vision. In the darkness the silhouette of a building stood among the backdrop of the trees. "That's the boathouse…" he trailed off as he looked behind them realizing they were no longer in sight of the others. He hadn't realized they'd walked this far.

"Oh… I've never been out this way before." She said softly. Not one to be afraid, she released his hand and walked toward the edge of the water.

The grassy bank sloped down into the crystal blue lake. Kissed with moonlight the water shimmered with gentle ripples, lapping at the ground. Duo couldn't help but smile as Hilde kicked off her strapped sandals and hiked her long summer dress up to her knees. Laughing softly she kicked her feet in the water. The picture she presented made Duo's heart skip a beat.

I'm not gonna lie

I want you for mine

My blushing bride

My lover, be my lover, yeah...

If she raised her skirt any higher he was going to have to adjust his pants. As it was his blood was pumping hotly. All alone in a secluded area with the only girl that could keep him awake every night… this was a temptation he was not strong enough to withstand.

Stepping up behind her, he slipped his arms around her waist pulling her back against his chest. She didn't resist, instead she leaned back into him resting her arms over his own. Wildflowers… Her hair smelled like wildflowers and he breathed in deeply as he traced his lips over the curve of her ear. She laughed softly, a shiver taking hold of her body. Gently he nipped at her earlobe, ever so lightly scraping his teeth along her skin. This time the laugh caught in her throat ending in a gasp.

Her head tilted to the side as her eyes drifted closed. He moved his lips lower flicking his tongue against the skin just below her ear. He kissed her neck lightly, pulling her closer against him. There was no way she could mistake the condition of his body with his swiftly growing erection nestled firmly against her trim backside. He was willing to lose all reason and Hilde made no move to stop him, until his hands began to stroke her stomach lightly.

"Duo we should stop." She groaned.

"Why?" He asked between kisses. When she didn't respond he moved his hand higher.

Gripping his wrist tightly, she stopped him just as his fingertips traced the underside of her breast. "We shouldn't do this." she protested weakly.

"You really want me to stop?"

"Ye.. yes I do…"

Duo couldn't help but chuckle. Her request lacked conviction, instead there was undertone of pleading. She wanted this just as much as he did but she was holding back because it was the "right" thing to do. The only wrong about this would be letting the moment go to waste. Turning Hilde in his arms, his heart began to beat faster. Her eyes were heavy and lidded as they looked up into his own. Their blue depths were filled with longing, glowing with the fire of raging desire. Lifting his hand he lightly traced his fingertips over her full lips causing her to draw her breath sharply.

"Liar." He whispered giving her a small wicked grin before stopping her response with a searing kiss.

Don't be afraid

I didn't mean to scare you

So help me, Jesus

Hilde's lips parted in surprise as Duo's last bit of control slipped. She clutched at his shoulders torn between pulling him closer and pushing him away. He could feel her hesitance yet he couldn't stop himself. Her lips were so soft as he crushed them against his, staking his claim as he swept his tongue into her mouth. Inside him there was an eddy of feelings and desires clamoring to the surface leaving him vulnerable to his faltering self-control.

Suddenly Hilde broke the kiss, pushing at his shoulders attempting to free herself from his tight embrace. Instantly he released her taking a step back as she stared up at him wide-eyed. She looked uncertain, almost frightened.

"I'm so sorry De." He whispered apologetically, feeling like shit for his lack of control. For a moment Hilde said nothing. The only sound between them was their uneven breathing and the melody of crickets in the darkness.

"Don't be sorry just slow down." She said breathlessly. As she spoke the wild look left her eyes but the shadow of doubt in them still remained. Tentatively she closed the distance between them and wrapped her arms around his waist. "It's not like we have to rush into this."

Hilde leaned against him and he pulled her closer. He didn't mean to freak her out or scare her but the feelings were there and they were getting stronger. He was tired of keeping it all inside and it was obvious she was afraid of what she was feeling and of where it could lead them. He didn't blame her, he was a little scared himself, but not enough to keep it bottled up anymore.

"I don't mean to go fast but you have no idea what you do to me," settling his hands against her lower back he sighed, "or how hard it is to fight it."

Hilde laughed softly. "I think we're mature enough to be alone together and not give into our hormones."

"Ahh, but this is about more than hormones and being horny. That's what jerking off is for." He countered, ignoring her long suffering glare at his crude words. "This is different and I know you feel it to."

"So what if I do? It doesn't make it right." She snapped back.

Thoroughly confused he asked, "Babe how is this wrong?"

"For starters there is a church service going right now that we should be attending and instead you're trying to get me to have sex with you. That's a little sacrilegious if you ask me"

Rolling his eyes heavenward Duo scoffed, "Your Dad is on a stage preaching about love and all I want to do is make love to you. I still don't see a problem with that."

Hilde's eyes narrowed and her cheeks flushed with anger. "You're such a smart ass. You have an answer for everything don't you?" She asked sarcastically.

"Only when I have legitimate grounds to back my argument." He replied with a devilish grin.

He watched as her anger, which wasn't really anger just an outlet for her sexual frustration, begin to fade. He could tell she was fighting the urge to smile. "I love you but sometimes I wish I could wrap that braid of yours around your neck."

"You're only saying that because you see my point." Holding her tighter, his grin faded and his expression turned somber. "Seriously though, I'm not trying to rush anything. It's just if I love you and you love me then why do we have to give our relationship limitations? If you really don't want to then we won't but if you're saying no because you're afraid of him…" She stiffened and he read more into the action than she thought. "How would he find out? Shit babe, your Dad doesn't even know about us. He still thinks we're just friends-"

"-and he doesn't even approve of that Duo. If he knew I was alone with you right now he'd kill me and if he knew what we were talking about he'd kill you too." She stated with irritation.

"Okay so we wait till our wedding night and do everything "the right way" and even then he's still not going to let you live it down. If you think he's gonna give consent for us to get married you've got another thought coming." Duo reasoned.

"I know that damn it!" Pulling away from him, she turned toward the lake and looked out over the black water. Her voice was small as she whispered, "This isn't about my Dad. I want to give in Duo, more than anything but… I know I'm not going to measure up all to the other girls you've dated. I'm not like them, I'm not pretty and I'm totally inexperienced…"

I can promise you

You'll stay as beautiful

With dark hair and soft skin...

Forever

Forever

"Hilde, babe come here." He sighed, pulling her back around to face him. In the moonlight he could see the light blush staining her cheeks. It wasn't like her to be insecure about something and the fact that she felt like she didn't compare was ridiculous. It was time to set the record straight.

Lifting her chin, he forced her to meet his eyes. "How can you say you're not pretty? You're beautiful. You've got the most amazing blue eyes I've ever seen. Your dark hair…" He reached up and brushed his fingers through her midnight locks then trailed them down her pale cheek, "and soft skin and one helluva body…"

He leaned down and kissed her lightly trying to reassure her with more than words. He didn't understand how she could even think that way. It was insane. He was nuts about her. He loved her like crazy and she knew that. Leaning back a little he smiled, "You mean the world to me and I'm glad you've never done it before because I'd hate to think a Reverend's daughter knows more about sex than I do."

A stunned laugh escaped Hilde's lips. "Wait a minute."

This time it was Duo's turn to blush as he admitted sheepishly, "Despite what everybody says I kinda never slept with any of them."

"Yeah right."

"Its true. I never fucked them! I swear to God I didn't." Duo said earnestly.

"But… the guys…you…?"

"Yes yes yes I'm eighteen and I'm still virgin, okay. Just don't tell anybody, I have a reputation to up hold ya know." He glowered.

Hilde looked at him curiously for a moment then smiled slightly. "How come you never told me?"

"I dunno, you never asked. And that was before us, back when I didn't think I stood a chance with you." He answered honestly while trying to kiss her again.

"How do I know your not just saying that to make me feel better?"

"Oh come on, I just confessed that I have a non-existent sex life. That has to count for something." He sputtered. "And how long have you known me, what since we were five maybe six? You know I never lie and you definitely know I'd never lie to you."

Hilde sighed exasperatedly. "Alright I believe you."

"And you trust me?" He asked as he pulled her closer. That fire was back in her eyes as her body molded itself against his. From neck to knees they were pressed together and the feel of her seemed to set his blood boiling.

"Yes I trust you." She vowed, slipping her arms around his neck.

"Then let me touch you," He whispered against her ear. "please?"

Make up your mind

With deliberately light pecks, he brushed his lips over her cheek and upon reaching her mouth he let all pretense of gentleness fade. This time Hilde didn't push him away. Instead she gave in to his demanding kiss, responding with equal passion. He was in heaven as the taste of her flowed through his veins like the intoxication of a fine wine making his head spin. It was only the burning of his lungs in desperate need of oxygen that made him pull back, gasping to catch his breath.

Hilde looked up at him dazed, her face flushed and her lips swollen and red. "When you kiss me like that you make it hard to say no." she croaked.

"Then don't."

Make up your mind

And I promise you

I will treat you well

My sweet angel

So help me, Jesus

He watched the emotions warring in her eyes. She wasn't ready for this. He started to loosen his hold and tell her it was alright but her arms remained around his neck holding him against her. Slowly a mischievous smile crossed her lips as she pulled him down for another kiss.

"Yes"

It was the simplest word yet it sent the breath rushing from his chest as his heart slammed against his ribs. He felt like he was falling as she kissed him with as much passion and force as she could muster. Her body curved into his own, fitting perfectly against his taller frame. It was almost overwhelming as a certain parts of his anatomy responded of their own accord.

He couldn't keep his hands still. Lightly he ran them down her back, pausing for only a second when they reached the curve of her spine before grasping her round bottom and squeezing gently. She moaned softly as her nails raked against the material of his shirt scratching at his shoulders sending an erotic chill through his body. He needed to get closer, to feel her bare skin. He was burning for it.

Moving his hands to her hips he began to slide them up her sides. Her breath caught and her back arched slightly as his palms slid over her breasts cupping and caressing them through her dress. He felt her nipples tightened under his touch as a shudder made her body tremble. She groaned, her head falling back as he trailed tiny kisses down her jaw to her throat. Nipping at her pale skin, he breathed in deeply letting the delicate sent of her perfume fuel his already out of control desire. When his kisses were halted by her modest style dress he decided she had on far too much clothing.

One by one he began to undo the small buttons that ran from the collar to the waistline of her thin cotton dress. Hilde made no move to stop him as he parted the material dropping kisses over her exposed flesh. Her gasps were soft and low and her skin was warm and smooth as his lips moved over her bare breasts, nipping and sucking at her tight nipples, before moving down over her flat tummy. Kneeling before her, he circling his tongue around her navel making her gasp. Mindlessly she entwined her fingers in his hair. Resting his chin on her stomach, he looked up he met her smoldering gaze with a wicked grin as he slipped his hands under her dress, running them up her legs and over her thighs. Bunching up her skirt around her waist, he laughed huskily as her eyes widened as she realized what he intended to do.

Despite her sensual allure and her rebellious nature she was still so innocent. Maybe that was what made this so intense, he wasn't sure, all he did know was that he wanted her so bad it frggin' hurt. His arousal throbbed painfully, aching to be freed from the confines of his pants and desperately needing attention. And the sight of Hilde with her dress nearly falling off her shoulders and her damp virginal white panties just inches from his face certainly wasn't helping his condition any. He winced. In fact it was making it worse… but not in a bad way.

Give it up to me…

Giving her a heated look, daring her to stop him, he slowly eased her panties off her hips and let them fall to the ground at her feet. Her delicate sent invaded his senses sending a rush of heat through his body. He pulled her closer placing little kisses along the inside of her thigh, slowly making his way higher so he wouldn't frighten her. Then gently he licked at her center and she gasped, her hands clenching into fists in his hair. But she wasn't pulling him way and at this point he was too excited to care about the pain.

"Duo…" She cried out breathlessly.

Pressing his mouth against her wetness, he stroked her in a steady sanity-breaking rhythm with his tongue. Hilde's knees threatened to buckle and her eyes shut tightly as she bit her lip to remain quiet. Despite her effort soft moans still escaped her as she pressed against his eager mouth. She was close, he could tell, but he didn't want her to reach heaven just yet. He wasn't sure when they'd have a moment alone again and he was going to make the best of this. Reluctantly he pulled away and his arms tightened around her waist, catching her as her legs gave way beneath her.

"You stopped…" Hilde panted.

Laying her down on the cool grass, Duo gave her a smug smile as he leaned over her trembling body. "You said take it slow remember?"

"I didn't mean that slow." She muttered tugging his tucked shirt from his pants. Ignoring the buttons she made Duo raise his arms as she impatiently pulled the shirt over his head. Glaring in frustration she took hold his sleeveless undershirt and ripped the thin material with a hard tug. "Next time finish what you start."

Duo could only stare at his girlfriend in amazement. Hilde ripping off his clothes?… God he loved her. "If I wasn't about to cum all over myself that would get you an instant hard on baby."

"I bet it would." She murmured leaning up and covering his lips with her own.

Give it up to me…

Blindly ridding himself of the remains of his undershirt, Duo lost all conscious thought focusing only on the goddess lying beneath him. With a muffled moan he shifted against her, settling himself in the curve of her body. Her skirt was once again pushed up to her waist leaving her open to his exploring fingers as he slipped his hand between their bodies. Her hips rose to his touch, her legs spreading open wider as he once again brought her to the edge of pleasure only to retreat to a new method of torture.

Hilde's whimpers joined his soft groans as he began rocking his hips against hers. He needed to bury himself inside her before the gentle friction became enough to get him off. Breaking the kiss, he leaned up just enough unbuckle his belt and his unzip his pants but swallowed hard when Hilde's nimble fingers beat him to the task. He watched silently as she freed his aching member. Then the breath caught in his throat and his eyes slid shut when she closed her hand around him and stroked him gently.

His body shuddered as it begged for release. He was dangerously close to loosing it. Grabbing her wrist he stilled her hand, "Stop baby."

Do you wanna be My angel?

So help me!

Deep dark blue seemed to surround him, drowning him in a see of longing as he looked in her eyes. She was so beautiful… The moonlight spilled over her body bathing her in a pale glow. Her dark hair shined and her innocent smile was as tempting and treacherous as that of a siren. He could hear her song calling to him and he couldn't resist it.

He settled between her thighs, his fingers biting into them as he rubbed against her wet folds. Her legs gripped his waist holding him snug against her. The heat of her body burned him everywhere their bare skin touched. It was too much. He didn't want to hurt her but God help him he couldn't stop now if he tried. Gently he slid into her, rocking his hips to enter her slowly. She nodded her encouragement, biting her bottom lip to keep from wincing. Reaching that barrier he closed his eyes at her soft cry, gritting his teeth as he roughly pushed through claiming her as his.

His angel… his dear sweet angel…

Bracing himself up on his hands he began to move easily, half afraid to hurt her half afraid if he moved too fast he'd explode. But his pace was too gentle and it was only a moment or two before Hilde was moving with him, urging him faster. He complied, withdrawing only to seek her tightness and her warmth by thrusting back inside her.

As the tension in their bodies continued to build their movements became more fervent and frantic. Hilde griped his sides, her nails nearly breaking the skin as she clung to him. Her body writhed in sweet agony as her need mounted higher and higher. Duo could feel it consuming him. With every beat of his heart, with every thrust into her body he felt the wave threaten to break. And when she tightened around him, crying out in ecstasy, he lost the fight for control. Gasping her name, his head fell forward as his entire consciousness shattered from the force of pleasure that consumed him.

Be my angel…

Be my angel…

Do you wanna die?

Duo collapsed against her completely drained now that his passion was spent. He pulled her closer, tucking his face against her neck. As they laid there holding each other their heart beats slowed back to normal and the warm night air caught a chill against their damp skin. Hilde shivered as she snuggled closer against him.

"Cold?"

"A little," she murmured softly, "but you're nice and warm."

Her words made Duo smile as he sighed completely content. Having her in his arms was something he wouldn't trade for the world and the moments they shared like this were few. It wasn't easy to keep their relationship a secret form everyone, even their friends. And it damn near killed him when he was forced to watch her from across a room or pretend that when she sat next to him he wasn't affected by her closeness. But the worst was having to act like he wasn't dying to pull her close and show the world that she was the most precious thing in his life. One day they'd have their freedom but for right now he had to take these moments as they came.

"I wish we could stay like this." He commented wistfully. Lightly he kissed her neck and with a regretful sigh started to sit up. "I bet they're looking for us."

Wrapping her arms around his neck Hilde halted his movements. Duo didn't resist as she pulled him to lean over her. Looking up at him there was sadness and longing in her eyes matching the small forced smile she gave him. "We have our parts to play don't we?" she asked.

"Not forever."

"But for how long? I hate sneaking around like this. I hate not being able to kiss you and hug you because somebody might see us. It's not fair."

He agreed wholeheartedly but he knew just as she did that it changed nothing. Until she turned eighteen in ten months her dad had the upper-hand and even then she'd still have hell to pay when he found out. How he wished he could take her away. They could move to the city and make a life there instead of staying in this small town letting everyone else control their lives. It was nice dream but reality was a harsher truth he couldn't ignore. He was only just out of high school and the part time job he'd landed at the hardware store could hardly support them, if he really considered the possibilities. For now there was nothing they could do.

I promise you

I will treat you well

My sweet angel

So help me, Jesus

Jesus

Jesus

Jesus...

Leaning down, he kissed her gently. "We have to do what we have to do for now, but I promise it will all work out one day. You'll see."

Giving her a reassuring smile he pulled her up with him as he as back on his heals. She was disheveled and debauched yet she still looked good enough to eat and despite everything that transpired that familiar heat was creeping back into his body. It would be so easy to slip the dress off her shoulders…

He shook himself and reached for his shirt. When she continued to stare at him through lowered lashes, making no move to fix her clothing he felt himself begin to grow hard. "You better get dressed or I'm liable to jump your ass again and if I do it's not my fault because it should be a sin for you too look so sexy."

"I could say the same about you." She said with an impish grin.

Pulling her onto his lap, his eyes narrowed. "You're asking for trouble." He whispered huskily.

"We need to get back remember?" She laughed.

Knowing she was teasing him on purpose and completely unable and unwilling to stop his body's reaction, he glared. "That's cold babe."

Placing a quick peck on his lips she pulled her dress together and began redoing the buttons. "There's always next time."

"Yeah." He muttered, slipping his shirt over his head. "Next time…"

A.N.- This was another one of those I-heard-the-song-I-had-to-write-it type fics. DxH lemons are my addiction and I couldn't pass the opportunity up. The song title is 'Possum Kingdom', again I have no idea where they come with these stupid names. Well thanks for reading and I luv you guys!!! *_*