Horror Fan Fiction ❯ Lost Sanity ❯ Innocence Lost ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

"you cannot ask for whom the bell tolls because, the bell tolls for thee" the mocking words of fate sung out. I lay there, an open door for death. those horrid people.....how am I even sure those things are people? Once again I hate been put through excruciating and unbearable experiments. May their hands be the righteous hands of god, or may they be the hands of the devil himself? These questions tear through my mental flesh as does the wounds tear through my physical flesh. Now I am engulfed into the darkness of the cell I am in. I know it is rather childish and a fear that of a fool, but that is what I dread. Darkness is nothing more then a blinded underworld, not even fitting for the strongest of men. It drags me into isolation and silence, to leave my inner demons to haunt my every thought. I ponder upon these last moments of conciousness and as I close my eyes I ask one last question. Oh divine God, oh forgiving God...will I be saved..will i be saved? It all becomes obscurity as I fall into my dreams, my only home and sanctuary. For this blissful time being I am free. I awake to feel a horrid and chilling feeling. I looked around and the putrid smell of death hit my nose leaving me to gag, I opened my eyes and looked around...bodies of countless people lay around me. I covered both my nose and mouth as I backed up to the corner of the room I appeared to be in. Fear began to take into place and my heart rate increased, w-what or who could have done all of this!? "My, my, a pathetic human did this heinous act?" I'm impressed," a figure that seemed to appear out of nowhere said. I averted my attention to him, his shadow only showed and even then you could see he was well built. I glared and stood up, clenching my fists and barring my teeth. I walked out of the corner and to a better stance, this guy...The look in his eyes made it obvious that he was not the type to want to drop your guard around. He simply smirked at my attempts and simply took out a sword, he licked the blade, letting out a chuckle, and turning to me. I froze for a moment and when I regained the ablity to move, I moved back to increase our distance. Before I could blink he was there, he had pulled me into a loveless embrace. "who are you and what do you want!?" I screamed out as I struggled in his hold. He didn't say anything for awhile..he was taunting me. His eyes as cold and sadistic as any eyes could be. "Girl, I would not try to act so bold, it is not fitting for someone who is as ignorant as a human!" When he said 'human' he acted as the very word was below him. I whipped my head away and jerked around, the way he thought would most likely cost me my life. He snapped his fingers and the corridors around us, including where we were lit up. It revealed his true features, it was that of a beast! He had crimson eyes, black hair, and horns! My eyes widened and I began to struggle more. "J-Just what are you!?" I yelped in fear. He simply smirked and cackled, as if I was but a mere child that had just stepped into the world. I balled my fist and aimed a punch at his jaw, that was indeed foolish. He had pierced through my stomach and pinned me to the wall with his sword. I coughed up blood and groaned in agony, his eyes brimming with hate and murderous intent. Pure bloodlust laid in his creped smile. "Oh! Human pain is such a human ecstasy! Here...to save this life you human seem so attached to..." he then took a deep breath, breathing cold air into my ear and sending a shiver down my spin "Join me..with your power you could become somewhat useful." He said in a cruel, yet taunting manner. He instantly took a better grip on the sword handle and tilted the blade up, like he sensed my protest. It made the cut larger and deeper, blood seeping through my clothes and dripping to the floor that bestowed below us. I whimpered and let out a hitched scream of agony. I hated myself! I hated this, I was so weak and absolutely powerless. The only thing I could do was submiss myself to death. "I would never join you, living my life in such a painful way once again, I am not the pathetic one here...you are! There is no way I would agree! You had also pick a better subject to blackmail me on, sorry to tell you but my life is not worth as much as you think," I said. I wanted this to finally end. I would rather die then have to suffer and undergo more torture. He pulled the sword out of my stomach and raised it above me for the final blow. I closed my eyes and awaited this unfair fate that lay before me, just as he swung it a sword appeared at his neck. "Lucifer, I cannot believe that you would do such a thing as this, it seems that you are in for it this time," he glared at me "after all, it is said by the ancient laws that we are not allowed to kill the humans that reside in our land at the time! Even if they experiments," His voice colder then Lucifer's and it made Lucifer sound like the better good. Lucifer looked at me and his grip loosened on the sword, I instantly took the sword with the rest of my strength. I looked at him, panting as I held it to his neck. This was my chance, these demon's reaper! "Human do not be fooli-" before he could say another word I hit the blade to his neck, yet it did not cut!"As I was saying, all swords that are in this realm are powered by demonic aura....the sharpness and the force are based upon the amount of demonic aura." Lucifer looked back at the other demon, it seemed that I was not the object of his attention at the moment. The other demon looked almost exactly like Lucifer, all except he looked younger then Lucifer and he had long black bangs. "Now as to our converation" He finally said, speaking again.Lucifer scoffed at him "How dare you scold me upon the ancient laws! I was there when they were made!" He sneered and snatched the sword from my grasp, Joshua took out a sword aswell and they held them out preapring for battle. I tilted to my side, I was losing too much blood. I blinked and found myself in a strange darkness. I stood up and looked around. My eyes widened as I saw a mirror image of myself, walking toward me and a crimsion blindfold covering her eyes. "W-who are you!?" I said backing up, she began to walk toward me. She was wearing a black lace dress and she had horns, just as those beasts did! I was speechless, what is this hell I have been thrown into? "Kira, I knew you would come," she said in a rather cocky manner. I was perplexed, yet I tired to keep a brave face. She finally moved her hands back to where the blindfold was tied and undid it. As I caught glimpse of her eyes I saw nothing but.pure madness. "Answer my question!" I demanded "Why do you look like me!?" I was yet again frusterated. "Shh, shut up" she slowly made her way toward me "I am not you, though I am a part of you...I am Azamaria." She pulled down my right sleeve and pulled down her left. On her arm was the japanese character 'ÄÎ' which meant Hell, on mine was the character 'Ìì' which meant Heaven. I shivered and pulled up my sleeve, backing away from her. "What is that marking on my arm!? It wasn't there before." My heart rate increased and I listened to her psychotic humming as she twirled around. Azamaria smirked as a wind that seemed to come out of nowhere began to lash my hair around, as did hers. Azamaria grabbed my hands and began to twirl me around. "Kira, my Kira...come with me and you shall see this power that you have recieve,. Take this gift, it is the power that you have wished for and dreamed, fall with me...fall with me into this blissful eternity." She sung out. I tried to break free of her grasp, yet my body was paralyzed. I suddenly heard the clashing of Joshua's and Lucifer's sword. As I re-opened my eyes I saw that I was standing up. There was a crimsion glowing from my arm, i lifted up my sleeves and on my arms lay the markings. On my Left hell, on the right heaven. I tried to move again but, I was still not able to move. My hand raised to the air and a large sword appeared in my hands, along with one horn sticking out of my head and fangs appearing in my mouth. I growled and tried to resist, my efforts were in vain. I began to charge at Lucifer, we both spun around and blocked eachother's blows."What..what are you!? You are a human and yet you are getting an amence flow of demonic aura!!" he shouted as I took a swing at him. As he had fallen back, I began to raise the sword above him. Then I flet my hand swinging down and I instantly shut my eyes. I didn't want to see this horrible act in which i was about to do. I felt the sword cut through flesh and a groan of pain. I opened my eyes, blood was all over the sword and ground. As I regained the ability to move again I looked around for Lucifer. Lucifer was nowhere in sight. I began to revert back to normal, the sword dropping and falling into a puddle of blood. The place began to spin and I became light headed, falling over to the ground once again. As I fell to the floor I felt to warm hands reach out and grab my frail and exhausted form, blacking out I heard Azamaria's humming once more "The demon inside shall return, watch me become swallowed up in the Saint's scorn, watch me burn."