InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ It's my Life ❯ Breaking the chains that bind ( Chapter 7 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: Ok, now obviously I don’t own this, any original characters that pop up, yeah those are mine. But everyone else, those are all owned by Rumiko Takahashi.



THUNK!!

Koga twitched as Inuyasha’s blade sunk into the earth next to him, the blade drawn across his throat. Involuntarily his body began to shake, he didn’t want to die. “Inuyasha….” Koga whispered. Inuyasha pressed two of his fingers against Koga’s lips.

“Shhhh.” Inuyasha shushed, lowering himself to straddle Koga’s belly, Tessiga’s blade still drawn across the Wolf Prince’s throat. “Listen very closely Koga.” Inuyasha pushed down ever so slightly upon his sword, the edge just barely cutting into Koga’s still damaged skin, a red line of blood spilling out.

“In-Inuyasha…..” Koga shuddered, trying to force his body deeper into the earth, and away from the blade. He didn’t want to, but all his instincts were screaming at him to be as submissive as he could, against his will his head tilted back, exposing even more of his throat, before a low whine spilled forth from his lips, his body begging, crunching his already wounded pride.

“It’d be easy you know, all I would have to do is just push down.” Inuyasha said, tone soft. The pressure on Koga’ throat increasing minutely. Koga’s eyes widened, as the plea once again came from within him, a bit more shrilly this time. Inuyasha couldn’t help but smile, something deep inside of him rumbling contently at the wolf’s show of submission. Dipping down Inuyasha took a deep breath, the tip of his nose ghosting along the wolf’s flesh. The scent of Koga’s fear sliding through him, as Inuyasha spread more of his body upon Koga’s, as he lapped at the blood that flowed from the cut, the scent and taste burning within him, before ending up face to face with the wolf, his own throat pressed up against the dull side of his sword, mirroring Koga.

Koga was way past confused, he wanted to scream, to curse the hanyo, but he didn’t dare. What was Inuyasha doing?
“He’s at our mercy. I say we enjoy it.” The voice echoed in Inuyasha head once more.

Oh he would, he would indeed. But Inuyasha did remember that he had a few more points to get across. “Look at me Koga.” Inuyasha whispered, his lips only a tiny distance from Koga’s own, should he dip his head down only slightly he would be tasting the wolf, a fact that oddly made things low within his body tighten slightly, a disturbingly intimate situation for the subject matter. Wolf eyes met Dog as Koga complied with Inuyasha’s request. “I could easily kill you, and perhaps I should. BUT I will spare you, provided you understand a few things.” Inuyasha said. “You WILL show me the proper respect from now on. Should you feel the need to insult me arise then you had better keep your tongue clenched firmly behind your teeth. Understand?”

“Yes…” Koga whispered, His own Youki was confused, clearly the hanyo wanted his submission, but some of his actions spoke of someone who wanted to mate. Did Inuyasha want his life? Or his body? He didn’t think Inuyasha actually wished to make him his mate, but….the fact that the Inu-hanyo could easily remove his clothing and force his way into his body. That fact scared Koga, and he willingly prayed to whatever deities that were listening that, that thought was NOT on Inuyasha’s mind.

“Secondly, all this Kagome is my woman shit stops. I hold claim over her, so you’d best accept that. However should I withdraw my claim then your free to pursue her.” Inuyasha continued.

“How am I supposed to know if that happens?” Koga asked, hoping it wouldn’t raise Inuyasha’s ire. This whole situation was beyond bizarre. The hanyo’s behavior was like nothing Koga would have ever expected, not in a million years. Obviously the neat little position he had placed Inuyasha in clearly didn’t fit him, which….well just plain sucked.

“You use your brain, or just ask.” Inuyasha answered. “If you push me again, I will kill you Koga, don’t doubt that. But play it right, and be a good boy, and everything will be fine. Hell maybe we can even be friends. Of course you can refused to accept my proposal in which case I‘ll just take your fucking head right now. Your answer Wolf Prince?” Inuyasha shifted his body slightly. For some strange reason being pressed so closely against Koga eased the aching spot within him.

“I….I accept.” Koga said. Its not like he had a choice in the matter, not if he wanted to live. But as Inuyasha shifted Koga realized just how big the hanyo had become. He couldn’t believe he’d let his ego blind him so much, how I the seven hells did he miss that?! On a bit more frightening note, Inuyasha’s shifting had led to his groin being pressed right against Koga’s own. Koga felt he had to risk pissing Inuyasha off. “Inuyasha.” Koga said.

“Yes?” Inuyasha asked, a slightly puzzled expression on his face.

“Well that’s a good sign, at least he’s not pissed.” Koga thought. Swallowing a rough spot in his throat Koga again tried to pull his throat away from the blade, but there just wasn’t anywhere to go. “Please tell me your not going to try and mate with me now.” Koga said.

“What?!” Inuyasha snapped.

“Well its just the way your laying on me….and…and your face is rather close to mine, honestly I have no fucking idea what your doing. But I do not wish to be your mate, nor a warm body for you to sate yourself with.” Koga hurriedly spoke.

“Uh…oh…..well uh not sure why…I’m like this.” Inuyasha said, blushing slightly. “Going through some issues lately.” Inuyasha rose slowly, removing Tessiga from the ground and placing in back within its sheath. Leveling a stern glare upon Koga, Inuyasha spoke again. “But don’t forget what I said wolf. I’m not kidding in the slightest. Oh and you can run to Kagome if you want to, but don’t think it’ll help. She’s going to learn her place just the same.” Coiling the muscles in his legs Inuyasha sprang up into a nearby tree before leaping off into the distance. Leaving a emotionally shaken, confused, freaked out, still injured Koga laying on the ground.

“Not the way I wanted this day to go….” Koga muttered to himself.




Sesshomaru was actually a tiny bit impressed with the ease Inuyasha had handled the wolf. That the hanyo had actually shown guile and strategic thinking in leading the wolf away from anyone who could hear him or interfere was not something Sesshomaru would have thought Inuyasha would do. His baby brother had always shown himself to be more of a straight forward violent type. Inwardly his Youki was all aflutter over the situation, praising Inuyasha for his intelligence and savvy. Its was going on and on about how Inuyasha could be diplomatic when needed, something a mate of Sesshomaru would indeed need. That was up until Inuyasha seemingly stretched out upon the wolf, and began to speak to him extremely face-to-face.

“Why the hell is he laying on him!” It raged.

“Perhaps Inuyasha is attempting to show his superior size.” Sesshomaru answered. “Rather stupidly I might add.”

“And why the hell is he so close?! GODAMN IT! His lips are way to close to the wolf! Make him move!”

“This Sesshomaru will do no such thing, clearly he is speaking to the wolf, informing him of his place by the sounds of it.” Sesshomaru said, resisting the urge to roll his eyes. Many people assume that, to Sesshomaru, Inuyasha was the most annoying thing is his life. That was simply not true, easily the most annoying thing in his life was his own Youki. How it was a part of him he would never know, it certainly didn’t think like him, it often wanted the most ridiculous things.

“He still shouldn’t be laying on him…..he should be laying on ME! I’m very layable. As a matter of fact I would go so far to say that I am the single most layable creature in the world!” It shouted.

“Layable is not a word…” Sesshomaru corrected. But it wasn’t listening, no instead it was listing all the reasons Inuyasha should in fact be laying on -him- With a sigh The Great Lord of the West, Sesshomaru resisted the urge to bash himself senseless just to shut it up. After all, splitting his head open would not help his agenda one bit.



A few hours later Inuyasha had perched himself up on a large tree branch, as he watched the sun set he felt rather pleased with himself. Though it wasn’t the full out beating he had always imagined himself delivering to Koga it still had been quite satisfying. Now all he had to do is figure out his standing’s with Kagome, once and for all, and get the rosary off of his neck. After that he was free to set his own path. Though if the worst case scenario came to pass, the group probably wouldn’t last. Though he didn’t feel it would come to that, he really hoped it wouldn’t anyway. Idly he watched Shippo chase after firefly’s. “We really have to do something with him.” the voice suddenly said, startling Inuyasha slightly.

“Perhaps but what? He listens to Kagome over me, especially because she babies him. So soft….” Inuyasha said. Honestly the whole -voice in the head- thing was sorta weirding him Inuyasha out. But so far it seemed like it could be trusted. Then again he’d been wrong before.

“Assert yourself as alpha, you tell him like it is, point blank.” it said.

“Kagome first. I’m not doing anything till this rosary is off my neck. If I don’t he’ll just run to her, she will start screeching and I’ve had it with that shit.” Inuyasha replied.

“Hmmm point taken. Though I want you to know that I’m not to keen on mating with her. Period.” the voice grumbled.

“Well on that note I’ve got to ask. Just what the fuck are you anyway? And how do I know your not just some ploy of Naraku’s?” Inuyasha asked.

“And just how would that slimy little shit get me into your head. Or more specifically your blood.” it asked.

“Nothing would surprise me when it comes to that bastard. Wait….my blood?” Inuyasha said.

“Good point. But again I remind you that I am a part of your very being.”

“Then why do you seem to have a mind of your own? I mean a human who talk to themselves and hear voices are obviously deranged.” Inuyasha said.
“I just….do? As I’ve said, I’m your demon blood, more or less.” It said.

“Then how come I don’t hear my human side?” Inuyasha asked.

“Uh…you know that’s a good question, I mean you can hear me now…so why not that annoying little ass. Honestly I don’t know.”

Just as Inuyasha was about to continue his rather strange questioning of himself Kagome’s scent nipped at his nose. “Huh back already? Well….not like there is any reason to put it off.” Inuyasha thought, shoving his body out of the tree, wind whipping around him. “One down, and one to go. Lets hope this goes well.”

Kagome wasn’t to sure what to expect when she had poked her head out of the well. Everything had been so bizarre lately, between Inuyasha’s behavior, the sudden changes. She wasn’t sure what to expect.

The walk to the village had been fairly uneventful, except for the rabbit that had darted out of the bushes in front of her, startling her. “OH!” Kagome cried out. “Little bugger….jumping out like that.” Pressing her hand to her chest, she stopped for a moment, allowing her heart to regain its normal pace. “Its so quiet tonight.” She whispered to herself. It really was, she couldn’t hear any birds, not even an owl, even the bugs seemed silent. The realization made her chill slightly, it wasn’t normal for it to be so quiet even this late at night. Cursing herself she peered off into the darkness, oh why hadn’t she just waited until morning? Though that was kind of weird how time wouldn’t pass even though she was going back in time, if it was midnight at home it was midnight here, she wasn’t sure how that worked either. Suddenly Inuyasha’s words rang out in her skull.

“If your ever in the forest and the world goes quiet, Get moving. Odds are something big and hungry is stomping around”

Starting to walk again, Kagome couldn’t help but feel slightly frightened*, she didn’t so much mind the dark but it was like Inuyasha had once said.

“Its not the dark that you gotta be afraid of…..its what’s in the dark.”

And he would know to, having lived alone for so long. He had been so young, far to young to be all on his own. It made Kagome’s heart wrench, why hadn’t his brother came for him? It was baffling to her, if Souta had suddenly been without parents Kagome knew that she would do her absolute best to care for him. But it seemed demon’s didn’t share her ideals.



Heart starting to pound Kagome began to jog, the surrounding darkness suddenly seeming so insidious, as if reaching out, clutching at her body to drag her deep within its depths. She felt a soft pang of relief in her heart as she saw a fire in the distance, and what appeared to be Miroku and Sango. A branch snapped behind her, and her heart leaped into her throat. A frightened noise escaped from her mouth, she could almost feel something baring down on her, she didn’t dare look back as she poured on the speed, pushing her body as hard as her could. She winced as some of the underbrush tore against her bare thighs**, but she didn’t dare stop. Bursting into the clearing, a startled Miroku leaped back. “K-Kagome?!” Miroku stammered.

Bending over, with her hands on her knee’s, she simply nodded as she tried to catch her breath. “Sorry…I know…I know its silly but I could have swore-” Kagome started before Shippo’s frightened cried interrupted her.

“Kagome look out!”

Kagome turned, just to see some lower level demon hurling towards her, fangs bared, drool spilling out of its mouth. She screamed, stumbling backwards, there wasn’t time, and the others to far to do anything.

A pale clawed hand shot out, snagging the beast by its next, with a simple flick of the wrist and a sickening crack, its neck was broken, head tilted at an unnatural angle. With yet another nonchalant gesture the corpse was tossed into the distance, the darkness swallowing it up. Heart pounding so hard Kagome thought it would burst she looked up, eyes struggling to focus. Red and white blob slowly formed into the well known shape of Inuyasha. Slowly He reached out offering his hand. Hand shaking, Kagome reached out, sliding her hand into Inuyasha’s as he gently lifted her up. “Than-Thank you.” Kagome whispered.

“Your welcome.” Inuyasha replied, voice soft, eyes full of concern. “Are you alright?”

“Y-yes…just a little shaken that’s all.” Kagome replied. Gently Inuyasha pulled Kagome into his embrace, surprising her.

“I told you never to wander around after dark, its not safe.” Inuyasha chided softly, as he gently ran the tips of his claws through her hair. Taking a deep breath her scent curled within him. That was one thing he loved about her time, the quality of her bath supplies, in fact other then his mother he felt that Kagome smelled better then anyone he’d ever met, well….Sesshomaru also tended to smell very pleasant but the bastard was always so unpleasant it kind of ruined the effect. Sighing pleasantly he continued to hold her, waiting for her shakes to stop. “Its alright, just relax.” Inuyasha whispered. Looking over he met the gazes of Miroku and Sango, offering a small smile he acknowledged them with a slight nod.

After a short while Kagome had calmed down and Inuyasha released her, although he kept her hand in his, slowly running his thumb across her knuckles. Her eye’s widened slightly, it was unusual for Inuyasha to show even the smallest form of affection. “Inuyasha?” Kagome whispered.

“Kagome. I need to speak with you, in private.” Inuyasha said, but the scent of fear spiked, sliding off of Kagome and into his nose so he quickly added. “I don’t mean off in the woods, one of the huts will do.”

“I don’t know….I mean what’s so important that you can’t say it in front of everyone?” Kagome asked. Inuyasha blushed slightly.

“Its uh…..kinda personal. You understand.” Inuyasha answered.

“Actually I don’t.” Kagome said. “I mean-”

“Hey anything you gotta say to her you can say to us!” Shippo suddenly shouted out. Inuyasha turned his head to glare at the Kit.

“Shut your hole runt!” Inuyasha snapped.

“Inuyasha?! Don’t be rude!” Kagome spat, pulling her hand from his. Inuyasha growled slightly.

“Look…I don’t think its something you want me to-” He started.

“Shippo’s right…anything you want to say you can say to us all.” Kagome said.


Inuyasha couldn’t believe it, he politely asked for her to talk with him privately, something she always seemed to want, time alone with him, and she turned him down?

“This is stupid, there are better candidates for potential mates out there.” the voice butted in.

“Shut up.” Inuyasha thought. “Kagome….are you sure? I don’t want you to yell at me later.” he said.

“Yes I’m sure, go ahead.” Kagome answered. Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, Inuyasha geared himself up. The time was now.

“I need to know how we.” He gestured between them. “Stand.”

“Stand?” Kagome asked, obviously confused.

“Together wise…..I mean….eh.” Inuyasha stuttered. “Ok have you ever given any thought to being my mate? Of mating with me?” The voice made gagging noises in his head. Kagome’s eyes widened in shock

“M-mate?!” She squeaked.

“Not…not right away, I mean….just oh damn it.” Inuyasha spat. “I need to know if it’s a path you would like to walk.”

“Well I mean…this is just….just so sudden.” Kagome said. Inuyasha nodded.

“I know, and I’m sorry. But I need to know Kagome.” Inuyasha whispered. The others were rendered speechless.
“He’s actually going for it?” Miroku thought “Go Inuyasha!”

“Oh my…this is unexpected.” Sango thought.

“Holy crap!” Shippo thought.

Just then a slightly bloody Koga stumbled out the woods, still healing pink scars adorning his throat and belly. Kagome gasped before running over to the wolf prince. “Koga!? What happened!?” Kagome asked.

Inuyasha was floored, here he was talking about very important things, and she ditches him to check on the wolf. “Kagome.” Inuyasha said.

“We should have just killed him I tell you.” the voice spoke. Koga jumped slightly at Inuyasha voice.

“I’m fine Kagome. Just a little demon issue.” Koga said. He himself couldn’t believe it, he knew the girl could be easily distracted at times, but if he heard right Inuyasha had been discussing a union, and you just didn’t take off during such discussions.

“Are…are you sure, you look horrible. Do you need help?” Kagome asked.

“Kagome….” Inuyasha said again, tone a tad sterner.

“No I’m fine, hey you know Inuyasha’s talking to you, its kind of rude to just ignore him like that.” Koga said.

“But…are you sure you do need help? What did this to you?” Kagome said.

Inuyasha was getting more and more irritated, once again the wolf was taking her attention off of him. Well at least it wasn’t totally Koga’s fault, and he was attempting to point it out to her.

“Ka. Go. Me.” Inuyasha snapped.

“What?!” Kagome returned. Finally turning to face him.
“Do. You. Wish. To. Be. My. Mate. Yes or no?” Inuyasha asked, he was sick of all the interruptions and delays, he needed to know.

“How can you be talking about things like that when something attacked Koga?” Kagome asked.

“Should we tell her it was us?” the voice asked. Ignoring it, Inuyasha pressed on.

“I’m asking you if you want to mate with me someday.” Inuyasha took a step towards her. “If you wish to be with me.” another step. “To settle down with me.” yet another. “To build a home.” One more, now so close to her. “To make a family.” He slid his hand across her cheek, cupping her face.

“I uh…..this is…..god talk about being put on the spot.” Kagome stammered.

“Again I’m not saying now…I just want to know. I care for you Kagome, I know you are young, but I’ve got lots of time, tons in fact. I’m just asking….if you’ll be with me one day, by my mate…by my….oh what’s the human word….wife?” Inuyasha said with a smile. “Though in my opinion mate sounds so much better.”

“Well…I mean yes….I have thought about it.” Kagome answered. Inner Kagome was jumping up and down with glee, Inuyasha was finally trying to start a real relationship with her it seemed.

“Is that a yes then?” Inuyasha asked, voice eager.

“I..guess so” Kagome said.

“Then say it…please.” Inuyasha softly asked.

“Yes.” Kagome said with a smile.


“Finally.” Miroku thought.

“Wow…this is great.” Sango thought.
“Holy double crap.” Shippo thought.

“Oh gag me with a fucking sword.” The voice muttered.


Easing himself down on his knee’s Inuyasha looked into Kagome’s eyes. “Then I need you to do one small thing for me Kagome.” Inuyasha said.

“Oh? What’s that?” Kagome asked. Gently Inuyasha took her hands in his, pulling them to his chest and setting them on the rosary.

“Please take it off.” Inuyasha asked.

“The rosary?!” Kagome gasped.

“Yes.” Inuyasha answered, nuzzling her hand. “Set me free.”

“Set you free? Your not a slave.” Kagome said, tone slightly annoyed.

“Then take it off. Please Kagome. I need you to do this, to prove to me I can truly trust you with my heart.” Inuyasha replied. But to his shock Kagome pulled her hands away.

“What are you talking about, of course you can trust me.” She said.

“Then take it off” Inuyasha said, keeping his voice calm and soft. “Please.”

‘You know I can’t do that, I mean what if your demon side goes nuts again? How will we stop you from killing yourself or others, you know what happens when it takes over.” Kagome said.

“Oh fuck you too. You know you’d be pissed off to, if you were almost killed twice, one of the times almost dissolved. All because you can’t make your voice heard, and on top of that how would You feel if YOU were sealed up for a few hundred years, unable to be heard. Why don’t you just bite my ass you stupid human….” the voice ranted in his head. Shoving it aside, even though it continued its tirade, Inuyasha pressed on.
“Kagome…..please. I’m asking you to take it off. Please, I mean I just saved your life. I protect you, I’ve kept you safe all this time. I’ve opened myself to you, offered myself. Please, please Kagome.” Inuyasha said, voice cracking. He couldn’t believe she was denying him. “Please…if anyone can hear me, don’t let this happen…don’t make me give her up, don’t make me risk losing my friends.” Inuyasha begged in his thoughts.

“I can’t. Besides there’s no reason to.” Kagome said.

“Yes there is, and if you truly care for me you will remove it.” Inuyasha said, tone a little angry now.

“Inuyasha, your being unreasonable.” Kagome spat, hands on her hips. Feeling his heart crack and his stomach churn Inuyasha switched gears.

“No I’m not, all I want is for you to take this damn leash off of me.” He said.

“And I said no, and its not a leash” Kagome replied. Inuyasha could feel his claws digging into his palms.

“The fuck its not! I’m not your dog and I’m not your slave! I offer you everything, everything I have, and you just throw it back in my face?! What the fuck is wrong with you? Do you enjoy plowing me into the earth that much? Do you ever stop to think how much that hurts? What you put me through?” Inuyasha snapped. Kagome ground her teeth together as her temper began to rise. “You’d be dead a dozen times over if not for me. Hell even more then that. You have a lot of fucking nerve! And you know what, forget it. I wouldn’t mate with you if you were the last person alive.”

“Hell yeah! Now that’s what I’m talking about!”

“Your such a jerk! How dare you! Is this some kind of game to you?!” Kagome shouted.

“Kagome I think-” Miroku started only to be interrupted by Inuyasha.

“Me? I’ve done nothing, and no this isn’t a game, I just want this thing off. Now you take. It. Off.” Inuyasha growled.
Koga looked at the two….man he had the feeling this was about to get ugly. “Just do what he asks Kagome.”

“No.” Kagome said. Her eye’s narrowed as a thought occurred to her. “Is Inuyasha the one that hurt you? Did he do that?”

“Yes I did, showed him his place. Now I’m asking you nicely, and I’m losing patience. Take the rosary off.” Inuyasha said.

“You attacked Koga?! What’s wrong with you!? Si-uhg!” Kagome cried out as Inuyasha surged forward, hand wrapping around her throat, hauling her up eye to eye.

“No, you don’t say it. You don’t hurt me anymore.” Inuyasha growled as Kagome swatted at his hand.

“Inuyasha!” Sango shouted out, hand reaching for her massive boomerang. “Put her down.” Inuyasha eyed the slayer carefully, his insides burning.

“Gladly. As soon as she takes this thing off.” Inuyasha.

“Inuyasha, please release Kagome, I’m sure we can come to a compromise.” Miroku stated.

“No, she takes it off, that’s all there is to it.” Inuyasha said, looking at the squirming girl. “I don’t want to hurt you Kagome, but I’m done being your slave. You’ve already proven you don’t love me, So take it off, or I will hurt you, and if you continue to refuse then you leave me no choice but to kill you.” Inuyasha coldly explained. Kagome eyes’ widened in shock, and she began to claw at his hand, as it tightened slightly.

“Inuyasha I’m warning you!” Sango shouted, readying her weapon.

Inuyasha felt like crying. “I’m going to lose my friends….I’m going to be all alone.” He thought. “Please Kagome, I’m begging you….don’t make me do this, I’m begging you please take this thing off. I don’t want to hurt you.” Inuyasha said, catching her hands in his grip he pulled them towards the rosary, placing her hands upon it. “Please.” Kagome thrashed, gasping for air, trying to pull her hands away. “DO IT!” Inuyasha roared, doubling the force upon her slender throat. He was tired of being nice, he’d asked as kindly as he could, he had offered her everything he had to give, and it still wasn’t good enough for her.

Kagome’s eyes bulged slightly, as the bones in her neck began to bend inward. Clawing wildly at Inuyasha’s chest her hands clutched the beads, giving a solid pull the string snapped, the beads exploding everywhere. Instantly Inuyasha released her, Kagome clutched at her throat as she crashed to the ground, coughing horribly as she struggled to regain her breath.

Inuyasha leaped back keeping his eyes on the slayer. “There, I let her go, now back off.” Inuyasha growled.

“I can’t believe you attacked Kagome.” Sango snarled.

“I defended myself, I’d like to see you deal with being smash into the earth, into rock. Lets see you try to breath with your face shoved down in the dirt. Or is it ok because I’m a hanyo? Yeah that’s probably it, you kill demons anyway, so why not enslave a half-breed.” Inuyasha snarled. Sango’s head snapped back as if she’d be struck, eyes wide with shock. Inuyasha turned to Shippo, “And you, little Kit, you slight to say I’m your adopted father right? Then why do you disobey me? Insult me? Why do you shame me by being so weak? Because you like being babied by Kagome that’s why. Your pitiful Shippo, you should be much stronger then you are now, but no you think Kagome will take care of you. Wake up runt, you’ll outlive her by millennia. That is if you don’t get yourself killed. But you’ve shown you don’t want me as your father, and that’s ok, because I think I’d be ashamed to have a child like you.” Inuyasha half shouted. Shippo’s head went low as he began to sniffle.

Tears began to flow down Inuyasha’s face. Did no one ever care for him? Did they all truly think of him as some kind of beast of burden? Slowly Inuyasha turned to face Miroku, his insides froze as he realized the monk was fingering the seals that held his wind tunnel at bay. “You going to try and kill me now Monk?” Inuyasha sobbed. “I thought….for fucks sake I thought you people were my friends.”

“Inuyasha….” Miroku spoke softly “I would never…you just scared me.”

“Yeah right….the dog’s off his leash, better put him down…..god damn it. What do any of you know!” Inuyasha shouted. “All my life I’ve been mistreated, I’ve starved, been hounded, had to fight for EVER SINGLE FUCKING MINUTE OF MY LIFE!” The tears flowed freely now. “I’m not your slave! I’ve protected all of you! I’ve done my best. You have no right to treat me like I’m your property! Its my fucking life!!” Inuyasha screamed before leaping into the air with all his might. He had to get away…away from all of them.

“Inuyasha! Wait!” Miroku cried out.

But he was already gone.



Sesshomaru almost couldn’t believe what he had witnessed. First his brother saves the miko, proposes to mate with her, asks her to free him, then all that chaos. The fact that Inuyasha had physically forced her to release him was surprising. He had always defended her so valiantly. Sesshomaru couldn’t believe how the humans had reacted. Especially the girl, Inuyasha’s request had been simple, and well deserved. Yet she refused him, inwardly Sesshomaru made a mental note to make absolutely sure Rin did not grow up to behave like that. What had shocked him even more was Inuyasha’s tears, Sesshomaru had not witnessed Inuyasha cried in….well over a hundred years. It bothered him terribly, although he didn’t know why, but the sight and scent of his baby brother’s tears had never failed to make his insides wrench.

“She doesn’t deserve him.” his youki said.

Sesshomaru agreed, how could the girl be so selfish? Especially after Inuyasha had saved her from a painful death only moments before. Then she became angry about him showing a rival his place? “Humans….so….absurd.” He thought. “So lowly, so stupid. Inuyasha shouldn’t waste his time on them.”

“Go comfort him.” his youki cried out.

The idea was ridiculous, but Sesshomaru found his feet moving towards the hanyo none the less. Its not like he cared about the hanyo or anything…no of course not. But….well in the hanyo’s distressed state one might exploit Inuyasha’s moment of weakness and attack him.

“A moment of perfectly deserving weakness I might add.” his youki butted in


His baby brother might be dishonorably killed by wretch to cowardly to face him. “Unacceptable, this Sesshomaru will not allow that, Also…Nefrume might still be lurking.”

Yes Sesshomaru would watch over Inuyasha….just to make sure nothing happened to him that might dishonor their blood.

Yes that was it.

Not because he cared or anything

Because he didn’t.

Not one bit.

“Your such and idiot.”



* Come on you know this happens, its probably happened to you, or someone you know. Just wandering around in the dark then get all freaked out over nothing.

** Would someone get this girl some pants? I mean come on, you tromping around the past, fighting demons and crap. Get yourself some Jeans.



Princess Sin: I haven’t decide who the main couple will bet yet, though I am leaning towards Inu/Sess yes.
Nikkie23534:Yes I enjoyed handing Koga is own ass. Always wanted to see that in the manga. The lady of the south is a somewhat rival of Sesshomaru, she rules the southern lands she’s more annoying to Sesshomaru then anything. Basically she wants the western lands, and the Inu bloodlines power, and she’s hatching a plan to use poor Inuyasha to try and get it. Though if she thinks he’s going to be easy to play, she doesn’t know him very well. Haha stay tune for more!

szaugglaughs: YES! I have a Inu story! I will continue to read and respond to “Uke” and I appreciate any comments you leave on my writings as well. Yes I like the Youki voices, I find them fun to play with. Sess’s especially, I just like a certain part of him annoying him all the time. Hope you enjoy this chapter as well.

petpeeves123: Honestly, yes I was going to kill Koga, but I was convinced to let him live.

ladytokyo: I’m awesome? I always wanted to be awesome. I update as fast as I can, but I do have writers block issue and believe it or not, but I hate to type. I have to be in the right mood. Yeah I never thought Koga did all that much in the manga that I’ve read either.

LadySess: Yes as I’ve said I like the whole Inner youki voice idea. Just your truest, purest instincts pestering you all the time. Hope you enjoy this chapter


Thank you ever so much to everyone who has read. I adore you all, you've all really brightened my days. I'm so thrilled that people are enjoying my writing. Personally I've never thought I was to good a writer, but I hope to improve.