InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Resurrecting Eternity ❯ Windows ( Chapter 5 )

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ScarredInnocence: Mou, sorry to all fans out there… I know it's taken me awhile to update my story and I could give you tons of excuses and whatnot, but I won't because of 2 things. 1)They'd just be excuses… and I shouldn't make excuses. 2) I'm sure you want to get on with the story. So, read on my wonderful fans…~! (Hopefully this chapter will make up for me not writing for awhile) R/R please.
 
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha in anyway or form… just a bunch of the merchandise. ^^
 
>When the words are like this< it just means that it is the lyrics to the song. Song featured in my story: Who am I to say by Hope.
 
 
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-1 week later-

A lot
of things had happened since that chance meeting in the moonlight Kagome realized as she sat in her art class, listening to the bicker of the people at her table, her arms tightly clasped around the kitsune in her arms. `Speaking of Shippo…' Kagome thought to herself, glancing down at the bundle in her lap, drawing her fingers through his bushy tail. `He has stayed so close to me these days… always following me around in the halls, sneaking into my classes only to fall asleep… it seems almost, friend like. No, no one, absolutely no one can get close to me. No matter how many times I need to say it, I won't let anyone close to me or my heart! `But even with the furious thoughts, she couldn't help but remember an incident earlier that week.

/Flashback/

Kagome sat in Math class, randomly drawing doodles into her notebook, her earphones tucked firmly into her ears, blocking out the drones of her math teacher,
Suugaku-sensei. In all honesty, she had no clue what was going on, even if it was only the first couple weeks so school. Math had just…never been a strong point for her. Setting down her pencil, she turned her head to look to the back of the class, where she searched for a red blob of kitsune. She wasn't surprised to find him asleep.
 
Jumping when a sharp smack sounded from somewhere in front of her, she turned startled eyes face forward -unknown to her that her eyes were rimmed in emerald green- only to be met with the angry eyes of her teacher Suugaku-sensei.

“Ms. Takahashi! Remove those composition playing objects from your ears and pass over the entire mechanism at once!” Suugaku-sensei hollered his eyes ablaze and glaring directly at her; hearing a yawn from the back of the class, his eyes shot up to find the source. “And
YOU Mr. Taisho! Arise from your slumber and eradicate yourself from my classroom before I am forced to eradicate you myself!”
Shippo stumbled off the desk, frightened at the sudden wake up call, falling with a `plop!' on his head. Tears formed in his emerald eyes as he clutched his head. “Mr. Taisho, do stop your little tricks I am well aware you are of Kitsune nature and are capable of foolery. You may have privileges to attend this school because your father has said so and your 2 older brothers go here, but that does not mean you are allowed to disrupt MY class! Understood?” Suugaku-sensei said monotone, barely containing his anger. Shippo's tear disappeared instantly and he stood up, arms crossed- a staring contest ensued between the teacher and him but ended up…him fleeing from the class through an open window.
After Shippo's departure, the teacher got on with the lesson keeping a furious eye on Kagome, and assigning only 5 pages of homework.
/End Flashback/
 
Kagome stood at her locker after the final bell had rang, pulling the required materials for her homework out, and placing the unneeded materials back into it. Huffing, she closed the locker, and started to make her way out of the school building towards Inuyasha's house to work on their project. The project that now had a group of 3 working on it.
 
/Flashback/
 
“Everyone, this is Ms. Miko, she has returned from her vacation. Now, I had originally scheduled her to be in Mr. Taisho and Ms. Takahashi's group so she will go as scheduled. Now…In the times of-”
This was where Kagome had stopped listening, instead choosing to carefully analyze the female that had seated herself near the class. Kikyo Miko was been her name if she recalled correctly.
 
The female - she couldn't be called a girl for her face was so mature, her eyes so cold and frozen-filled with wisdom beyond her years; she couldn't be called a woman because, well there was just something that made her not- sat straight in her desk, long black hair tied in a style familiar to her for miko's from the Feudal Era. Her clothing consisted of simple black pants and a white shirt-though would be taken for pajamas they held an air of elegance on her. Kagome had a feeling everything would be taken for elegant and graceful with her. Sighing softly, she secured her earphones and laid her head on her folded arms, staring out the window wondering what the evening would bring.
 
/End Flashback/
 
Arriving at the edge of the Taisho property, she simply stared up at the massive house- she had no clue how she was going to get in. Sighing, she walked to the gates she had previously entered through and saw a person standing there, clothed in black- what could be taken as a bodyguard/warrior person's uniform. Taking a deep breath she strode over to place herself face to face with the bodyguard/warrior looking person.
 
“Uhm, I was here last week with Inuyasha Taisho to work on our History project and he requested that today I would come over again, except I have no clue as to how to get in, so perhaps you could allow me entry?” She asked. `Please…just let me in. Don't start anything…don't start anything…'
“Hn, like the master would spend time with lowly ningen like you, the most despicable beings on Earth. Of course though, the master is just as despicable so it would not be unheard of for one to `hang out' with one's like themselves.” The bodyguard/warrior looking person said. `Guess he does want to start something…fine, if that's how you want to play this game.'
“Look here, you just said he was your master so you going and calling Inuyasha things like despicable…well. If you ask me, it is people like you who are the most despicable, saying one thing to a person's face and another behind their back!” Kagome huffed, nearly out of breath from her little rant. `Stupid youkai… so stubborn and bothersome....'
 
“Look bitch, who the fuck do you think you are?! *sneer* Well, since your ningen I'm gonna let you off with a warning since you obviously have no clue about the way of youkai. Here's a lesson for you though, that vermin in there is revolting, an obvious mistake. The mating between one so powerful as Inutaisho and a ningen woman…a flaw on the whole of youkai.” The bodyguard/warrior snarled in her face.
 
“Though… I don't mind rutting with a ningen, they can be quite fun the way they easily bleed and scream, that is, if they are disposed of after.” The sickest grin Kagome had ever seen spread across the bodyguard/warriors face.
 
“Wanna feel me pounding in your virgin body bitch?” The bodyguard/warrior person started to approach her, fast; describing the things he would do to her…graphically. Her eyes widened frantically as the bodyguard/warrior creeper grabbed hold of her wrist. She struggled, fighting for what she thought to be her life. Once again, unknown to her, the rims of her eyes were once again shimmering an emerald green.
 
With a startled screech the bodyguard/warrior jolted away from her, eyes gleaming a fierce red.
“What the fuck did you just do you fuckin BITCH?! COME HERE!” the demon yelled angrily, stalking ever closer to her. She hesitantly stepped back ready to bolt when she came in contact with what felt like… a wall. Glancing up, she stared at the chin of the older Taisho brother.
“Touzoku, you will cease speaking now. As of today, you are hereby relinquished from your service at the Taisho household. Expect lawsuits against you in the nearby future.”
 
With that, Sesshomaru turned, leading Kagome away by her shoulder to what looked to be… his car. “Get in.” Sesshomaru said, climbing into his own driver's seat. Nodding Kagome did as she was told {albeit rather rudely}. Kagome sat, hands folded in her lap, back ramrod straight…what was to be expected when in the presence of Sesshomaru for the first time. Shutting her eyes tightly she wished that this small ride would go without any conversing whatsoever.
 
“I must say that I was rather surprised when I drove up to the estate wench. To see my brother's toy arguing with the gateman.” Sesshomaru said.
`Guess that wish won'tbecomingtrue' she thought sardonically. `Wait… toy?!' she thought angrily, her eyes swinging towards the one driving.
“I am NOT your brother's TOY. The only thing we are doing is working on a project for the Sengoku Jidai. That's it.” Kagome said icily. Noticing that they were now pulled up in front of the house she hastily got out of the car, rushing through the front doors ignoring the servants who called after her.
“Hn.” Sesshomaru slowly got out of his car, locking it and tossing the keys to the nearby valid who would keep it for him. Walking into the house, he gave his bag to the screeching toad demon known as Jaken, pausing to listen for mere moments about how `the filthy ningen whore walked through the house tracking dirt everywhere in the direction of Inutaisho's study' before turning into the kitchen to find something to snack on. He would check on the wench later.
 
*In the Study*
 
Kagome sat at one of the large tables, her math homework spread out over its surface. She huffed silently, she was pissed at Inuyasha. A servant had come in and informed her that Kikyo had come earlier and told Inuyasha to accompany her to the shop to buy things for their project, and Inuyasha had gone, with a message for her to `start on the project' by herself. She was not going to do work while the other 2 were out doing kami knows what, so instead she was attempting to take a swing at her math homework… but she wasn't getting anywhere. Grumbling, she furiously erased every mark on her paper knowing it was wrong and started anew. Glance at textbook, write down formulas, poke at calculator, write down more - this was the process Kagome followed for the next several minutes. Until…
 
“ARRRGH!!!!” Kagome yelled, hurling her textbook to the floor and dropping her head onto her folded arms. “Stupid…fucking…math… piece of fucking… so damn…frustrating. No one could possibly understand this… this… EVIL!!!” Kagome mumbled at first before yelling out the word `EVIL' and throwing her head back, arms in the air. Sighing softly eyes closed, she took in several deep breaths before slowly opening her eyes to see… golden eyes staring down at her, eyebrow raised. `Eeping' Kagome sat up straight and whirled around in her chair to stare fully at Sesshomaru. “W-what do you think you're doing?” Kagome asked, trying to (unsuccessfully) hide her surprise and embarrassment from being caught in such a state. Pausing for a moment she thought, `Wait… doI care what...Sesshomaru thinksof me?!'
 
“Hn.” Sesshomaru made a sound and walked around the table, hands in his pocket. Bending over, Sesshomaru picked up the poor (deserving in Kagome opinion) hurled textbook from the floor and opened it to the page she was working on (how he knew it was her page was unknown to her). Walking back over to stand (way to close then needed in Kagome's opinion) next to Kagome, he leaned over slightly to peer at the scribbles she had made on her piece of paper. `Hn' -ing again he picked up her discarded pencil and made more scribbles.
Kagome sat slightly abashed openly goggling at the god next to her drawing scribbles which she presumed to be her math homework. Huffing, Kagome crossed her arms over her chest, now glaring at the beautiful face. `Even doing something as evil as math homework he still looks godly.' She thought.
“Refrain from freely looking upon my person without my consent.” Sliding his eyes over to look at her. “And cease with your venomous thoughts of my character. I do believe that this Sesshomaru is doing one such as you a favor.” Sesshomaru said, frosty as ever.
Biting her tongue to prevent the string of comebacks from coming out, Kagome glared down at the scribbles he had made and to her surprise, found that it was similar to what Suugaku-sensei had been demonstrating to the class.
 
“For a ningen you made only a couple errors. Where you were to subtract the {SA} and divide by 36.972 you instead subtracted the {y2} value. As well you used SA= 2Ï€rh + 2Ï€{r2} h. -tap tap- this formula here is to be used when calculating the surface area of an object, instead you were to…” Sesshomaru continued to drone on about her errors and… other things she wasn't quite aware of. Mouth agape she just watched his lips move, his golden eyes sliding across the page to where the next calculation was to be; she could almost see his mind working, solving the question with haste…anticipating the next.
 
Blinking, she realized that he had stopped talking and was now looking down at her, an annoyed expression (as much of one as Sesshomaru could have) on his face.
“Girl, pay attention or I shall take my leave… and leave you to struggle through this `evil' alone.”
 
Kagome blushed and looked down at the paper, asking him to explain it once more. `I swear… I never even asked for his help! Even if I did ask him he would probably say no… to high and mighty to help someone like me!' Glancing up from the work she peeked a glance at his face only to have him look at her in the exact same moment. Staring into his eyes, though still calculating and cold she could see just a small twitch in the corner of his eye which she figured to be from his annoyance since he was telling her once again to pay attention but there was that…small twinge of amusement she had seen only once before in his eyes.
 
Focusing on her work again, Sesshomaru continued with the `lesson' explaining the values of (y = ax + b) and the usage of the formula (V= (r2) h + d2)for what was several hours but for Kagome seemed like moments lost in time- moments that were to end to fast for her liking.
 
Standing abruptly, Sesshomaru stood stiff - completely still; Kagome standing as well surprised from his sudden movement. They stayed in silence for several seconds before Kagome took a step towards him, asking if anything was wrong, laying a hand on his arm only to have him wrench it away and take several steps away from her. Hand still held in front of her she lifted her eyes from the empty space to look into the eyes of… well, she didn't have any words to precisely describe his eyes. Eyes that had moments before been slightly warmer then usual, eyes that had been calculating and anticipating what was to come… were now a frigid cold filled with raw emotion so heated with venom that she felt could slice through anything, inanimate or not…and those eyes were pinned on her. She shuddered, and wrapped her arms loosely around her, turning her head away from the eyes so filled with hate - eyes that brought back memories that she wished to be buried within the abyss of her mind. She had once seen these eyes before… no, she had seen them several times before.
 
/Flashback/
“Who the hell do you think you are?!”
“I think I'm the one paying the fucking bills for this piece of shit place and your whore of a child when you're off doing anything with a fucking cock!”
“Who the fuck are you to tell me how to act when your off screwing some mindless whore?!”
“I'd rather screw a mindless whore then your diseased pussy!!”
 
The yelling and screaming continued for hours into the night- the words that were sent flying could make a sailor blush. The sounds of things being thrown followed after every bellow and the sounds of it being smashed into thousands of pieces could be heard throughout the darkest corners of the house. The darkest corners of the house where one little girl sat thinking…
 
`Why don't they just separate from one another? It would make a whole lot of things easier and I wouldn't have to clean up every time they decide to get into a tiff.' Kagome thought to herself, crouched behind the railings of the staircase, just watching. Watching the flying plates, the flying hands, the flying swears, the flying tensions…just watching.
 
Sighing, Kagome slowly got up and walked upstairs to her `bedroom', closing the door behind her hoping -once again- to block out the noises from downstairs. Glancing around the torn up room, she once again made note of the peeling wallpaper, the cobwebs in the corners, and the darkness of the room except for the natural light from the `window'. As she did every night she carefully maneuvered around the room, avoiding the creaking floor boards knowing that any sounds made would alert the feuding couple downstairs to her presence…and have their anger directed towards her.
 
Sitting at the small window - which was more like a hole in the wall with plastic coverings over it- she stared up at the full moon. `So beautiful… so free… how I wish I could be like the moon; able to rise every night without fear of the dark, without fear of anything! How I wish… I could just be free…' Kagome sighed softly bringing her knees up to her chest, wrapping her arms gently around them and laying her head (turned to face the window) on her knees…and started softly singing.
 
>Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
 
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at al
l<
 
She sighed and lay her arms on the ground, her legs spread out straight in front of her; giving her the appearance of a doll, left broken and unwanted.
 
Kagome jumped, startled out of her mind as the door slammed open, and just barely dodged out of the way of the flying knife that implanted itself in the wall where her head had been. Gawking at the knife that was quivering slightly from the impact, she slowly turned her eyes towards the door gasping; her heart already pounding miles a second started beating even faster as she saw the gleaming eyes in the doorway. Kagome shuddered as the onslaught of insults flew her way, each resulting in 2 steps forward from her `mother' and 1 step backward for her. Kagome glanced around frantically as she felt her back hit the wall, but she knew there was no escape from this.
 
Sighing, Kagome slid her eyes closed and relaxed her body - knowing that if tense the pain would only be that more great. `It's only natural one would learn from something that happens regularly.' She thought. Drawing in a deep breath, Kagome slowly opened her eyes, completely emotionless (showing any reaction to the treatment only resulted in more punishment, again, learning from experience) and stared into the eyes that glared down at her, so filled with hate that struck her deeper then any knife ever would. Then the blows came.
 
Retreating deep into the place in her mind that she had created for the exact purpose of times like these, she ignored the blows at her chest, her head, her back and the knife slashing at her flesh.
-~*~-
Hours later, it seemed her mom had had enough of slashing and beating on her and stopped. Lip curled in repulsion, she spoke, “Look at what you did to my clothes you stupid bitch! Get up!” Kagome lay crumpled on the ground bleeding from several wounds spread out over the expanse of her body but nonetheless, slowly rose to her feet. Once she was standing, she kept her head bowed and waited for the blow that was surely to come…and come it did. A blow so powerful struck against her cheek and sent her soaring across the room, into the wall and slowly sliding down it -leaving a collision mark in her blood- to land in a crumpled heap.
 
Kagome's mom walked over and stood above her, using her foot to turn Kagome so she lay on her back. Kagome couldn't help but tense as she saw her mom slowly lift her leg -eyes never leaving hers- and slam it into her unprotected stomach. What could she do but cry out?
 
The kicks kept coming, into her sides, her head, her legs…everywhere and anywhere. The screaming and yelling from above her strengthening every blow.
 
“This is your ENTIRE fault! It ALWAYS was your fault! You were a MISTAKE! You were NEVERsupposed to be! You're a wretch, an ugly urchin-a bitch! Not even the most desperate creature on the earth would want something as repulsive and vile as you! Everything that is being done to you?! You deserve it! YOU DESERVEEVERY HIT! YOU DESERVE EVERY PUNISHMENTFOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME! “
 
Kagome shuddered on the ground, trying so hard to retreat into her safe haven but whenever she got close… the blow would come, to her body and heart. Gradually, the blows came less and the words lessened to angry statements of her meaning nothing…until they stopped entirely. She had left.
 
Carefully picking herself off the ground, she made her way to collapse next to the window. Looking up to the full moon through one eye (the other crusted over with dried blood) she cried silent tears. `Why? How do I deserve it…what did I ever do to you!? To you, that can even be comparedto what you do to me?! Why do I care… why do I let her words affect me so?! I know I am not nothing, I am something! Why… why does she hit me though…what did I do to make her so mad? Why, is it my fault? Do I truly deserve this? Is this what I really am? Nothing...? A mistake, something not meant to be? NO! I am something…I am something…I am something…Someone, just prove it to me…anyone.' Kagome thought to herself, crying herself to sleep.
 
As she fell into the mindset of sleep… a single tear that fell from her eye slid down her cheek to fall onto the floor, a pool of emerald light landing in it's place; glimmering softly in the pale moonlight.
 
/End Flashback/
 
What could be taken as a frown was on Sesshomaru's face as he stared down at the girl who looked up at him, almost staring at him but at the same time… staring past him. His frown (more like a slight downturn of his lips) became slightly more visible as he noticed the warring emotions flash in the girl's eyes. Narrowing his own eyes at the girl, he seriously thought for moments that she was insane. First, she had not only run into him once but twice, and not once had she been stunned. Second, she had the gall to stand up to him and actually, `speak her mind' without fear of the consequences. Third she had just about refused his help (why he was assisting her in the first place he wasn't sure of) and now she was staring up at him with the eyes of… the eyes of something left broken and battered; shattered to thousands of pieces yet still holding itself together. `Hn-ing' again Sesshomaru frowned and raised his hand so it was directly in front of Kagome's face. Sesshomaru made the motion of a person about to snap their fingers but the `snap' never happened.
 
Kagome shuddered both inwardly and outwardly as she came back from her flashback, slowly regaining the awareness of what was going on around her. Blinking hastily she realized that there was a hand in front of her face but that wasn't what made her stumble back. The claws-the deadly points of the claws, sharpened to a point which could easily slice through a human's flesh- were so similar to that of the knife that had imbedded itself into her flesh, over and over, slicing the skin in any place it grazed. A startled gasp escaped her lips as she stumbled back, tripping over her own feet, eyes closed tight… waiting for the fall.
 
Once again the fall did not reach her for she found herself once again in the arms she was starting to become accustomed to being caught in. Opening her eyes-the fog of newly opened eyes clearing- Kagome found herself yet again staring into golden eyes. Time seemed to freeze for that moment as their gazes were locked but time always has to go on…
 
“HITORI! What the FUCK are you DOING?!” came the loud voice of Inuyasha after the loud bang of the office doors smashing against the walls. Startled all the more Kagome frantically jumped out of Sesshoumaru's arms and stared from one brother to the other-giving her the appearance of a deer caught in the headlights. Staring into the eyes of the younger brother she saw there were emotions of anger, confusion… hurt? Turning away from those eyes she chanced a glance into the eyes of the older brother which were directed at the younger. What she saw there-besides the usual frostiness- there seemed to be a small hint of…satisfaction?
Feeling eyes on his person, Sesshoumaru turned away from his younger brother's eyes to meet the eyes of the strange girl who had somehow been able to find herself in his arms constantly.
 
Yet again time seemed to freeze for a moment between then. Kagome shuddered as her eyes were locked with golden eyes so deep but so closed off from the rest of the world, eyes that seemed to penetrate her deepest and most buried thoughts. That sort of satisfaction she saw in Sesshoumaru's eyes for some reason left her feeling hurt, used and somehow dirty. Always to be the one to show what she was really feeling through the windows of her soul; Kagome's eyes flashed in question, a sort of desperate look of wanting to know `why?'.
Sesshoumaru was slightly caught off guard by the sudden change in the girl's eyes but never was he one to show when he was. Narrowing his eyes at the girl, he gave her the exact answer that one would expect from his royal icicle highness.
 
Kagome flinched at the answer she got and quickly ducked her head, her bangs falling low enough to cover her eyes.
 
“HEY! I want to know what the fuck was going on here! Why the hell were you in his arms?!” Inuyasha yelled, pointing angrily in Sesshoumaru's direction his eyes furious and focussed towards Kagome.
 
“Inuyasha. Settle down, I'm positive she just happened to lose her footing and Sesshoumaru being the gentleman that he is just stopped her from her descent to the floor.” Kikyo spoke up from her position next to the door. Inuyasha promptly glared at her and told her to stay out of it. Kikyo being Kikyo ignored him and turned towards Kagome. `Hitori, I am correct in my assumption?”
 
Slowly raising her head, Kagome's eyes locked with the eyes of Kikyo. What she saw in those eyes made her want to vomit because for hidden behind a veil of kindness and consideration was a sick satisfaction of haughtiness and self satisfaction. Looking into the eyes of Kikyo, one word came to mind. Fake.
 
Kagome's eyes narrowed slightly but she replied in the positive anyways.
“Good. Now that this situation is settled, perhaps we should commence the work on our project?” Kikyo said, walking over to the office table her nose cringing slightly at the papers scattered over its surface. Picking a couple pieces up by the corner she quickly tossed them to another place and settled down into a chair.
 
Her face a perfect mask, Kagome manoeuvred her way around the office, gathering her papers and other items that she had bought with her and stuffing them back into her bag- the whole time never raising her head to chance a glance into anyone's eyes. Everything gathered, Kagome turned towards Inuyasha who stood there, his ears pressed flat against his head giving the impression of a whipped puppy of sorts. Sighing softly, Kagome moved to stand in front of him and whispered softly, “Gomenasai.” Inuyasha's eyes flashed for a moment but then he nodded and straightened up, moving to sit next to Kikyo at the office table.
 
“Come on Hitori, we have to work on this stupid shit.” Inuyasha called to Kagome behind him.
 
“Iie. Gomen, but it is getting kind of late and I have to leave. Inuyasha, why don't you just brief Ms. Miko on what we have already? I'll do some research and stuff at home, alright?” Kagome said her voice monotone as she started to slowly make her way towards the door.
 
“Wait, what? You're just going to leave and dump all the work on us?!” Inuyasha yelled, turning around in his chair to look frantically at Kagome.
 
“Iie. I'm just going to leave for today, I'll still be doing the work. We shall have to reschedule for another day. Gomen.” With those last words, Kagome turned and walked out of the study.
~*~
Walking home, Kagome sighed softly to herself and reminisced on what had just occurred in Inuyasha's study. `Why? Why did I remember those memories? Why did I remember something that I've tried so hard all my life to forget…? Why…why did it affect me so to receive that answer from Sesshoumaru? Why, why… why does it have to be like this?'
 
Pausing at the entrance to her house, she looked up towards the sky, and saw the moon-completely full, a complete circle. Sighing softly, Kagome whispered barely audible to even herself. “Why, why do my windows have to be so open, why do my windows have to be so easy to see through? Why…why can't I just close it?” Still staring up at the moon, she sighed when she once again found herself without an answer and opened the door to her house and entered.
 
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ScarredInnocence: Thanks for reading everyone. Hope you liked it. Just some things I think you should know:
Most of the math formulas that were used are absolutely fake, possibly some have truth to them but most I just made up.
By `windows' I meant eyes, because I do indeed believe that the eyes are indeed the windows to your soul.
Maybe as a writer I should have made that clearer, so I apologize. Anyhow, if you have any questions just feel free to ask and I shall get back to you on them. R/R please and thank you. <3
 
Translations:
Iie-No
Gomenasai-I'm sorry (more formal…?)
Gomen- sorry (general term)
~If I missed anything which I just might have, please tell me and I shall thank you~
Ja ne~!