InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ The Feelings Within The Hanyou ❯ Kagome’s Love And InuYasha’s Denial ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

The Feelings
 
Kagome's Love And InuYasha's Denial
 
Youkai Tsume: I don't want to spoil the fic too much so all I will say is at one point....... InuYasha will tell her......... Eventually : p!!!! For those of you who think there is a bit of `sexiness' in here, there are none! It is romance that I do, I go no further(in this story anyway….. Okay MAYBE, I said MAYBE later on)! Enjoy!
 
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“speaking”
 
`thinking'
 
-InuYasha's inner demon talking to him-
 
=InuYasha's inner human talking to him=
 
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“Osuwari!!!!” Kagome shouted aloud.
 
The necklace around the hanyou's neck glowed in white and pulled him to the ground, he went kissing the floor. Once he got up Kagome had ran off to the well already or at least he thought. InuYasha growled aloud, not caring if his friends were around and heard it.
 
“Does she have to give me that excuse EVERYTIME..?!” he growled.
 
InuYasha began imitating Kagome's voice and actions...... Or at least...... Trying too.
 
“Oh, InuYasha I need to go back to my time for a test, please let me go home for at least 2 days?” he said.
 
Little did InuYasha know, the little miko, his little miko was there, in the bushes not too far from him. This wasn't his day.... Because she walked out.
 
“K-Kagome?” he said, frightened, somehow knowing what was coming.
 
“InuYasha how dare you make fun of me! OSUUUUUUWWWWAAAARI!!!!!!” she shouted.
 
Poor InuYasha went and kissed the forest ground harder then last time, as Kagome walked away quite angrier then before. She stomped her way to the well talking to herself.
 
“The nerve of that guy! How dare he!!!! HOW DARE HE!?” she told herself.
Kagome slowly sat by the well, for a little thinking time.
 
`He's such a jerk....... After all I've done for him...... He still.....' she quickly shook that thought away.
 
She stood walking to the Goshinboku, glancing up at it.
 
“This is where I first met InuYasha....... He was pinned to this tree......” she whispered to no one in particular.
 
Kagome slowly made her way up the largest root of the Goshinboku that peeked out of the ground in front of it. She slowly touched where InuYasha was once pinned, remembering how he was helpless with that scared arrow pinning him to it, she also remembered how he thought she was Kikyo. Tears began forming in her eyes, her beautiful brown orbs were tainted with tears, tears for him...... Her heart aching for his love.
 
`InuYasha..... You Baka......' she thought.
 
Kagome took one more glance at the tree before sliding off the root and walking to the well. Glancing in the well with her brown orbs, she put a leg over the side of it, then her other leg.
 
“Gomen...... InuYasha..” she whispered before leaping down into it.
 
A pink light surrounded her then she safely landed on the soft ground of the well. Kagome stood, dusting the dirt off her and climbing the ladder her grandfather had put for her. Slowly she got out, walking up the wooden stairs of the well house, opening the sliding door and walking out, not forgetting to close the door behind her. She ran to her house, not taking notice that she had forgotten her bag in the feudal era.
 
As soon as Kagome went through the door, she was greeted by her highly energetic brother, Souta. He wore a white shirt with a soccer ball on it, with blue knee high shorts, he loved soccer so much that he joined his school's soccer team. He was the best in his class and on the field.
 
Onee-San!” he said as he hugged her legs.
 
She smiled softly at her younger brother.
 
“Hello to you too, Souta” she said.
 
“Where's InuYasha?” he asked her.
 
“Oh....... He's in the other era, he'll probably be coming to get me after my test......” she told her brother.
 
Souta nodded and ran to the kitchen, going to help his mother, Kagome's mother, Gina. She was doing the dishes as, Souta, her younger brother, cleaned the table for their mother.
 
“Is that you dear?” Gina asked from the kitchen.
 
“Hai, Mom, it's me...... I'm going upstairs for a warm, relaxing bath, okay?” she asked her mother.
 
“Of course, dear” replied Gina to her daughter.
 
Kagome ran upstairs, grabbing a large towel from the closet by the door that lead to the washroom, as well as a small towel for her hair and a cloth to wash her body once in the bathtub. She walked through the door, filling the tub with warm steaming water, setting the towels down and keeping the cloth in her hands. She undressed, for some unknown reason she kept thinking about InuYasha.
 
Slowly sitting down, relaxing as the warm water caressed her skin, she stared at the ceiling wondering how was everyone on the other side of the well.
 
“I wonder what everyone is doing......” she told herself quietly.
 
She shook her head roughly and pushed those thoughts aside for now, the thoughts of her friends, only for the time being. After Kagome washed her hair and body, walking out the washroom wrapped in a towel, slowly making her way to her room. She made her way into her bedroom, drying herself from the water against her skin, with the small towel drying her hair slightly. Afterwards, Kagome got dressed in a nice, soft pink pijama, it was also warm and slightly fluffy.
 
More thoughts of InuYasha filled her mind as she laid on her bed. Closing her eyes her last words before falling asleep were..........
 
“InuYasha..........” she whispered.
 
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InuYasha walked to the Goshinboku, Kagome's scent was all over the place, with a mixture of salt and water...... Tears....... Kagome's tears. She had cried.
 
“Dammit...... She cried and I wasn't here....... To...... To.....” he spoke with himself.
 
-comfort her?-
 
`what the hell....? What do you want!?' he snarled at his inner demon in his mind.
 
-I want you to admit that you love her, I already know you do but admit it to yourself then to the woman you truly love-
 
=Yeah! On every new moon, every time Kagome was near me or should I say us, I had this tingling feeling! Just admit that you love her already!=
 
-Yeah! I agree with the human one for once!-
 
`shut up!' he growled out.
 
InuYasha let out a sigh once they had finally shut up. He stared up at the Goshinboku, sad for once since his mother died.
 
~*~*~*~*~ Flashback ~*~*~*~*~
 
Village children playing ball near a pond, InuYasha tried joining them but they all stared at him with digust. He knew that look, why did they stare at him in such a way?
 
“Stupid hanyou” one of them said.
 
The ball was thrown across the little bridge, InuYasha chased the ball and eventually took it in his hands after crossing the bridge. Once he turned to go play with them again they were turning to leave. InuYasha took a little step forward, a look of confusion on his gentle face.
 
“InuYasha” his mother called to him as she walked to him from behind.
 
InuYasha looked at her, then ran to her side tossing the ball aside, once in her arms..... He asked her what she knew he would one day would ask. He looked up at her with such innocence.
 
“Mother, what's a hanyou?” he asked her.
 
Izayoi, InuYasha's mother shed tears, kneeling and embracing him.
 
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`I remember seeing mother's tears......' he thought.
 
InuYasha stared at the ground letting, yet another sigh slip from his lips. He wanted to go see her, he needed to go see her, a final sigh escaped but it was slightly sadder. Slowly he made his way to the well, staring down in the dark shadows of the well, thinking of Kagome.
 
`Kagome.....' he thought.
 
He leaped in the well, being taken from his time, the feudal era, to Kagome's time, the future. Landing on soft ground, then leaping out landing by the well, slowly he walked up the wooden steps and opened the door of the well house. He walked out, shutting the door lightly behind him, letting his sense of smell lead him to the roof of her house, then to Kagome's window, where her bedroom is. He saw her sleeping peacefully on her bed, slowly and silently he opened the window, climbing in her room without a sound, watching her rest.
 
Kagome's chest slowly rose and fell showing that she was indeed sleeping, she also looked very peaceful doing so. InuYasha couldn't help but let a smile spread upon his features, he loved the way her chest slowly rose and fell from underneath her clothing, the way she smiled in her sleep, the way she...... Wait..... He was beginning to think like Miroku!!!! Curse the monk to hell!
 
InuYasha sat by the bed silently, watching her suddenly he heard her whisper his name, not in fear nor pain, watching her he blinked a few times.
 
“InuYasha.........” she whispered again.
 
It sounded like........ Pleasure?! InuYasha sat there extremely shocked, she was dreaming of him but whispering his name in pleasure, nonetheless. He blushed slightly, staying still, watching her sleep. Hearing her soft moans once and a while, with all honesty, it was driving him insane, but he stayed still, to the spot where he sat by her bed.
 
Suddenly her eyes fluttered open as if sensing his presence, by that InuYasha was pushed back, because of her sudden awakening. He fell on his butt, seeing Kagome sit up on her bed, covering her mouth while she yawned, then glancing at him. Remembering the dream she had of him, her cheeks began to heat up slightly, now knowing she was blushing.
 
“InuYasha....... How long were you here?” she asked, blushing.
 
“Long enough.....” was his reply.
 
She glared at him, he glared back at her all the same.
 
“How long?” she repeated.
 
“I said long, enough wench!” he told her barely above a whisper.
 
She looked at him, glaring. Kagome so badly wanted to sit him, but also didn't want to wake her family.
 
“What are you doing here?” she asked.
 
“I was watching you sleep, got a problem?” he asked.
 
Kagome felt her expression soften as she met his gaze, smiling at him. He suddenly got a confused look on his face, watching as she slowly slipped off the edge of the bed and kneeling in front of him. Slowly she leaned her head closer to his until their lips almost met.
 
“InuYasha.......” she whispered.
 
That caused shivers to go up and down his spine.
 
`Kagome........' his mind whispered, because his mouth refused to work.
 
Suddenly she began retreating her head back, but InuYasha lightly wrapped an arm around her waist and leaned in kissing her passionately. Kagome blushed furiously, feeling the contact of his lips against her own. InuYasha then slowly pulled away, blushing equally, Kagome looked in his golden orbs that seem to glow in the darkness of her room.
 
“I-Inu.... Ya....... sha?” she whispered.
 
He didn't reply, standing helping her to her feet and picking her up bridal-style, he lay her on the bed, covered her up to her upper chest with her pink blanket.
 
“..... R-rest up....” he told her, while he leapt out the window, onto the roof by her window.
 
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The sun rose in the horizon, Kagome slowly opened her eyes and stretched on her bed, images of last night returning to her.
 
`What was InuYasha........ He....... Kissed me....... I can still....... Feel the warmth of his lips.......' Kagome thought as she lightly traced her own lips.
 
She blushed as the memory came flooding back in her mind. Kagome had to concertrate on the test that was going on today but she couldn't get her mind off of InuYasha...... And......... His kiss.
 
She shook her head, making up her mind, test first, then InuYasha, but she could still remember his kiss, his loving eyes..... Wait.... What in sevens hell was she thinking? Kagome was startled when InuYasha hopped into her room by the opened window, not only interrupting her thoughts but also scaring her half to death.
 
“Kagome.... You're awake....” he said as a gentle smile graced his lips.
 
She couldn't help but smile back.
 
“Good morning to you too, InuYasha” she told him.
 
He blushed, also remembering how he had kissed her last night.
 
“Feh! Get ready for this test thing, cause after we're leaving” he told her.
 
Kagome pouted and looked at him.
 
“But I want to stay with you..” she said without thinking.
 
Kagome soon realized just what she told her hanyou friend, she began blushing like mad and covering herself with the blankets. InuYasha blinked then smirked, also realizing what she had told him. He went over to her bed and pulled down the blankets that covered her.
 
“Get up, Kagome...... You told me this test thing was important, after this you can spend time with me all you want” he told her, then smirked when she saw her blushing deeply.
 
Without a word, she stood up from her bed and walked to him, pulling him into a tight embrace. Her arms loosely wrapped around his waist, laying her head lightly on his chest, blushing a lot but ignoring it. Kagome looked up at InuYasha, her eyes showing that she was longing for him, it didn't go unnoticed. He sighed in defeat.
 
“Fine..... Get ready, we'll go to my time.......” he told her.
 
Kagome smiled him at him, kissing his cheek lightly, she released and prepared everything. She packed her big yellow bag with a few school books, especially one from her gym class, the one where it shows pictures of how to perform cpr, just in case, she added clothing in her bag, as well as shampoo, conditioner, ramen and a few treats for Shippo. Such as lollipops, chocolate bars and a few other yummy treats for her adopted son.
 
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InuYasha held her bag, held her around the waist line and leaped into the well, then leaped out setting the bag as well as Kagome lightly on the grassy forest ground. She slowly stood, fixing her green school skirt, then looked at InuYasha who blinked at her staring.
 
“What? Just because YOU don't have class, doesn't mean I don't” she said.
 
“Wench.......” he growled.
 
“What was that?!” she shouted.
 
Both of them were interrupted when a light brown fluff ball came zipping past InuYasha and to Kagome, hugging her.
 
“Kagome! You're back!” Shippo cried out.
 
“Hai, Shippo-chan” she said smiling, happily returning the hug.
 
“Kagome-chan!” Sango ran to her, smiling.
 
“Sango” Kagome smiled.
 
“Kagome-sama, how good of you to see you again” he said, as he approached the group.
 
Kilala on his shoulder let out a mew before hopping on Sango's shoulder.
 
“Miroku-sama, hello to you too, as well as you Kilala” she said smiling.
 
Kilala once again mewed, purring slightly as Sango gently patted her head. Kagome smiled happily as InuYasha let out his usual “feh!”, which was most likely directed at her.
 
“Let's go guys” Kagome said, as she walked to Kaede's village with the others following.
 
All but one, InuYasha, she had ignored him.
 
“Bitch! Get back here!” he shouted.
 
“Osuwari!” she shouted back.
 
He met and kissed the ground.
 
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InuYasha sat in his usual corner in Kaede's hut, while everyone was gathered around the fire, above that was a small black coldroun(I think that's how you spell it) with vegetable stew in it. All enjoyed their little bowl of stew while InuYasha stared at Kagome when she was eating. Every time she'd glance his way, he'd look away.
 
After Kagome was done, she excused herself from the group, standing and leaving the hut, but not before signaling InuYasha to follow.
 
“Feh!” he said, standing up.
 
“Where are ye going?” Kaede asked him.
 
“Not that it's any concern of yours but I'm going to sleep in a tree” he growled, walking out.
 
Then dashed to the forest, where Kagome had trailed off. InuYasha found her underneath the Goshinboku, which is where he had been sealed by Kikyo, 50 years ago.
 
“Oi, Kagome.... What are you doing here?” he asked as he walked and sat by her side.
 
She looked at him, smiling happily, letting herself lean against his shoulder lightly.
 
“Nothing really interesting..... I was only gazing at the stars.......” she replied.
 
InuYasha couldn't help but smile and embrace Kagome in his strong arms, he held her protectively against him, as if at any moment she'd disappear. He buried his nose in her midnight black hair, taking in her heavenly scent. Kagome couldn't help but giggle at this.
 
“InuYasha?......” she whispered.
 
His ears perked up, allowing Kagome to know he was listening, she again giggled a little.
 
“InuYasha..... Remember the kiss you gave me?” she asked.
 
He nodded.
 
“Well....... Do you want to..... Make this.... A night to remember?” she asked.
 
He blinked.
 
“Y-you don't mean.......” he began.
 
“No you pervert! I mean a dance underneath the stars...... You know with steps.....?” she told him.
 
InuYasha blinked a few times in confusion, Kagome stood and helped him up. She fixed one of his arms around her waist and the other interlocked with her fingers, his other hand, while she used her other hand to place upon his shoulder. Poor InuYasha was so confused.
 
“Okay, I'll start off slowly, try and follow with your feet..” she told him blushing.
 
InuYasha gulped silently but nodded, Kagome slowly began swaying as he tried to follow her steps, he really tried but he tripped and fell on her.
 
“G-gomen.....” he told her.
 
“It's alright, InuYasha..... It was....... Your first try.....” she whispered to him.
 
Quickly realizing he was on her, he sat up and off the miko, his miko. Kagome sat up, smiling a little nervously but looked at InuYasha.
 
“It's nothing..... To be ashamed of..... You tripped, nothing more......” she told him.
 
InuYasha smiled nervously, still feeling guilty for falling on her. Kagome leaned close to him, blushing, soft brown orbs meeting molten gold. Both stared into each other's eyes for what seemed like an eternity.
 
`she's too close......' he thought.
 
-No, she's not-
 
`shut up' InuYasha growled at his inner demon.
 
-Make me!-
 
=Just say you love her!=
 
`SHUT UP! BOTH OF YOU!' he yelled at his inner human and inner demon, within his mind.
 
“InuYasha?....” she whispered.
 
InuYasha looked at her, blinking a few times. Kagome smiled and giggled.
 
“N-nani?” he asked.
 
........... Aishiteru..” she whispered.
 
His eyes grew wide with shock and surprise, he wasn't quite prepared for that.
 
“....... A-aishiteru.....” he told her
 
She smiled leaning up and kissed him gently on the lips, he kissed back, both of them blushing. He couldn't hold back, embracing her within his arms, licking her lower lip begging for entrance, in which Kagome didn't deny, she allowed him to gently caress her tongue with his, in a gentle kiss. Both of them stayed there, underneath the Goshinboku....... Underneath the starry sky, kissing.
 
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Youkai Tsume: Here it is, another story, as I told you before(I think), I told you I'd put three new stories, this is the second and well.... I might continue one of my old stories...... Oh, one more thing, I have no clue if I will indeed continue this story, put if I do, the I do......
 
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Translations:
 
Osuwari! = Sit!
 
Hanyou = Half-demon/half-breed
 
Miko = Priestess
 
Goshinboku = The Sacred Tree
 
Baka = Idiot
 
Aishiteru = I love you