Kingdom Hearts Fan Fiction ❯ My Friend ❯ A Lonesome Friend ( Chapter 3 )

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If I could,

I’d cry…

But you wouldn’t hear me,

Would you?

You don’t remember me,

Do you?

I don’t matter anymore,

Do I?

You’re too busy chasing her,

Aren’t you…?

I found you first…

I met you first…

I trusted you first…

And now you’re gone…

You really make me believe…

That I’m living a lie…

A lie that you told me…

So long ago…

You said I was your friend…

Where are you now…?

You’re nowhere to be found…

You said you’d come back…

When exactly was that…?

Even after your memories came back…

I’m nothing to you now…

I’m a thing of the past…

After seeing you…

Carry on about her…

I really feel like…

I am a Nobody,

Aren’t I?

Nobodies can’t have friends,

Can they?

Not when…

They don’t have hearts…

Hearts can be so easily broken…

You know that,

don’t you,

Roxas...

It must be so tempting…

I know…

I’d snap hers in two…

But you don’t care,

Do you?

I don’t count anymore,

Do I?

All because I’m a Nobody…

And Nobodies can’t have friends…

If we could,

We would be happy.

But I can’t be happy,

Can I?

All because you left…

I was left with longing…

And then I found you…

You didn’t remember…

You refused to…

And I found myself saying

The one thing

I never wanted to say again…

Not to you…

"The name’s Axel,

Got it memorized?"

She got there first…

That’s what you memorized…

Her name was Namine.

She was trying to help you.

My heart broke again,

When you ran away…

You ran from me…

To her…

I saw you again,

Your face etched with

No regret…

You remembered…

But it didn’t matter…

I don’t count anymore…

That’s right isn’t it?

You left me…

For her…

I never saw you again…

I saw him lots of times…

But never you…

I’d cry…

I really would…

I still miss you…

You might have not been

My friend

But I was your friend…

And that’ll never change…

Not even in the end…

You were the only one

I ever liked…

I liked to think,

I was happy at one time…

Even if…

You ended up leaving me…

I still like you…

I still miss you…

That will never change…

This won’t either…

I hated her…

All because you liked her…

She took you…

And kept you away forever…

Why…?

Why couldn’t I

get away with that?

Why couldn’t it be…

Just like old times…?

Where you were always...

By my side...