Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Poems ❯ Infection ( Chapter 1 )

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How do the tears that have fallen from my very soul,
Turn to the cold, hard, crystal glaziers that now lie in front of me.
Has my heart become so frigid that my very essence has been polluted by hatred and solitude?
These delusions fog my mind,
Cloud my senses,
Leave me in disarray.
What more can this infection take of me,
Will it defile my mind, body, spirit, and soul?
Will the confusion never end?
I can already feel it eating me up inside,
The sadness consuming me,
My heart is already turning black at the thought of loneliness.
All these emotions building up in me making me feel about ready to burst.
The river of them is over flowing over the dam that is within me.
I can feel myself going under not wanting to return to the surface,
The thoughts of my friends and family no longer giving me comfort in this distorted little world that I have created.
In the end, I'll fall and never get up again.