Other Fan Fiction ❯ Self Read Thoughts ❯ Memories ( Chapter 1 )

It's strange how my happiest memories are the times I spent with the nastiest piece of scum I have ever had the misfortune to encounter. The times we spent just sitting together in the trees, the serene silence. I can't shake those memories no matter how I try. And believe me I have tried.

 

Although I resent the other presence in these memories, I can't help but wish I could enjoy those moments again, that I could find someone else who could appreciate the relaxed silence and, for want of a better word; togetherness.

 

I can't get rid of the memories, I can't even change them, eliminating the 2negative element”. I don't want these to be my happiest memories; the time I spent with someone I can't stand. I want new, happier, better memories. Sure the time I spend with my close friends and family is fantastic. But it's not the same.