Slayers Fan Fiction ❯ If only they knew ❯ None ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

If only they knew

If only they knew, My secrets and what they do to me, Knowing things I can never tell, How much I have to hold them in, To keep the world from ending,

If only they knew, That I do feel the pain, That it does hurt me, I long for the pain to stop, To finally be happy and safe,

If only they knew, That I want to unmask myself, To give up this life filled with hate, To be loved and trusted, I want to help,

If only they knew, I want the screams to stop, I want to be forgiven, To have my sins rinsed from me, Have a real life, free from evil's grasp,

If only they knew, My world is coming to an end, My life is a trivial one, Completely pointless and a waste, I only hurt, I never heal,

If only they knew, How much they mean to me, My friends that hate me, That wish I were dead and gone, Away from them forever,

If only they knew, They are my only friends, I can only trust them, Though they don't trust me, But no longer,

If only they knew, They will have their wish, I will grant it tonight, They will have the information, And that holy book they need,

If only they knew, That I will take it tonight, No more tricks, surprises or secrets, Or annoying appearances, It all ends here, tonight,

If only they knew, I am dying inside, No more annoying Mazoku trickster priest, To night I take my life, Goodbye, my friends, farewell.

If only they knew.