Teen Titans Fan Fiction ❯ The Raven Records ❯ Pain ( Chapter 6 )

The Raven Records

The recollections of the half-demon superhero

Pain

 

I'm in pain, friend Journal.

A house caved in on me today.

It hurts to write, but I think I will anyway.

I'm in pain.

I blame this new villain; Cheshire I think is her name.

Apparently she's pissed.

And she nearly killed me.

I don't know her motives, but when she crashes a house on you, it hurts like hell.

…

My arm hurts.

(Great, I'm whining to a journal.)

My arm broke, and the other one has this huge gash, and my head was bleeding, but my own powers patched it up quickly.

…

And Beast Boy was annoying me.

I think he wants another kiss.

I'm not giving him one.

I mean it.

I'm not doing it.

(Oh gods. Is that first place my mind goes to?)

(I've been hanging out with too many boys.)

(But girl time with Starfire?)

(I'm shuddering.)

But I'm still not kissing him.

Nope.

No way.

Oh get out of my head!

I hate my emotions.

Why can't I be normal? Where my emotions aren't separated into their pure essence? It'd be nicer if they were all muddled together, attached in the essence of my soul.

Gods…

I'm getting poetic.

…

I'm going back to sleep.

I mean it this time.

My bout of insomnia is over.

I enjoy sleeping.

Except last night.

(Get your mind out of the gutter.)

(I'm going to sleep.)

….

….

This pain keeps me from going to sleep.

So I'll talk about last night.

(Maybe some of my emotions will stop giggling about it.)

I had a dream…

(Maybe I should stop writing. This pain is becoming… bearable…)

And Beast Boy was in it…

And…

OH GODS WHY DID I KISS HIM?!

…

Ahem…

I'm going to sleep.