Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Crimson Sorrow ❯ Crimson Sorrow ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh.

 

A/n: My longest poem yet, and the only one so far without stanzas. Hope there's enough angst. Fits whoever you think fits.

 

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Crimson Sorrow

 

Bind by the chain that was never seen,

 

Yet it's been there since the day I was born.

 

Everything that everyone had always though I've been

 

Is not but a hypocritical facade that is now torn,

 

Shattered like a fragile doll,

 

A heart filled with nothing but an empty null,

 

An unseen wound with many scars,

 

Scars that will never heal, never evanesce,

 

For they've merged deep into my soul, showing only the marred.

 

The grotesque that is me, a hideous presence.

 

Every word, every insult, every grief,

 

Used against me, tattered me into the living undead,

 

Plunging me in the shadows, deep beneath,

 

Ever so slightly fading, with every wound bled,

 

Trapped in my body, an empty shell,

 

My own prison, with no escape.

 

Crimson tears, screaming in hell,

 

Nothing but the echoes in the distant landscape.

 

No solace, no salvation,

 

Only an insatiable wanting,

 

Of unattainable perfection.

 

Always confused, never understanding,

 

Why I am here?

 

The worthless mortal that I am, so pathetic!

 

Daunting my sanity away with my crystalline tears,

 

Feelings of hatred and envy making me apathetic.

 

Why am I so alone, so void inside?

 

Why did fate deal me this hand that is so cruel?

 

Why is it so hard to hide?

 

Why am I pained to be so bitterly ruled?

 

I scream in agony the questions why?

 

But still alone, unanswered,

 

Everywhere, surrounded by all my lies,

 

Fallen from grace, corrupted by the silent dancer,

 

Lured into the dark sanctuary,

 

That marks my death bed.

 

There is no morrow.

 

I have no eminence, `tis my sanctuary, `tis my cemetery.

 

I bleed this stream of crimson red,

 

This flooded river of crimson, sorrow…

 

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A/n: Well, there goes another angst poem of mine. Hope you enjoyed it. Comments anyone?