Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ When innocence burns with lust ❯ Tonight's like other nights ( Chapter 1 )
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By: Epiphany Under Moonlight 
I love someone. With all my heart. But they don't know, andthey hurt me sooo much. That sometimes I need...release.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 06.15.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 549 | Visits: 535 | Status: Work In Progress
I love someone. With all my heart. But they don't know, andthey hurt me sooo much. That sometimes I need...release.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 06.15.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 549 | Visits: 535 | Status: Work In Progress
Ok this is told from a certain someone's POV. Review and tell me who you think it is. I did this is Theology class, and that's all I'm going to say.
Damn.
There it is again.
My weakness.
My flesh, my blood, my shame.
Loud, clear, and hard.
I don't know whether I should hate you or myself.
You, who makes me burn and whimper and desire.
But I can't hate you.
Because you don't know what you do to me.
I almost wish you did.
Almost.
But...
No.
It's always been like this and it's always going to be like this.
It's starting to hurt now.
Mentally?
Of course, more than anything.
But physically too.
I should rid myslef.
Before I...
Light or night?
It doesn't matter.
I'm still dirty, still unclean.
A choice.
Should I, or shouldn't I?
God.
I wish I didn't have to do this.
I wish I didn't have to feel this way.
I wish you...
No.
Now I'm curling down on the bathroom floor.
Ashamed and naked.
Needing and wanting.
Hating and saddened.
Why do you do this to me?
Why?
I want you to...
Should I, shouldn't I?
I shouldn't.
It's wrong.
But I need...
I need.
Forgive me.
God.
I hope you never see me like this.
Touch.
Slow at first, ashamed and afraid.
Like this is my first time.
But then...
I close my eyes.
And I can almost feel...
Almost taste...
Gods!
So...close.
Ah!
Faster, harder.
Please...
Oh please...
Please!!!
One bright white hot heavenly moment of epiphany.
So close...
Almost...
Please!
You...
You never...
God!!!
I'm breathless and dizzy and done now.
You...love.
My love.
And I'm alone again.
Curling and caressing and cold down on the bathroom floor.
Where are you now?
Sleeping?
Angel, resting sweet sweet head.
Not knowing what I do to myself.
How I sit on this floor, night after night, agonizing.
Naked, ashamed, and spent.
Needing and wanting.
Teardrops escape me.
Drop after drop after drop.
I almost wish you knew what you do to me.
Because then...
Then you'd know that I need you.
I need you to...
Touch.
Me.
Please?
Wow. That was...fun. Please review. Please. Oh please, I'm begging you here.
Damn.
There it is again.
My weakness.
My flesh, my blood, my shame.
Loud, clear, and hard.
I don't know whether I should hate you or myself.
You, who makes me burn and whimper and desire.
But I can't hate you.
Because you don't know what you do to me.
I almost wish you did.
Almost.
But...
No.
It's always been like this and it's always going to be like this.
It's starting to hurt now.
Mentally?
Of course, more than anything.
But physically too.
I should rid myslef.
Before I...
Light or night?
It doesn't matter.
I'm still dirty, still unclean.
A choice.
Should I, or shouldn't I?
God.
I wish I didn't have to do this.
I wish I didn't have to feel this way.
I wish you...
No.
Now I'm curling down on the bathroom floor.
Ashamed and naked.
Needing and wanting.
Hating and saddened.
Why do you do this to me?
Why?
I want you to...
Should I, shouldn't I?
I shouldn't.
It's wrong.
But I need...
I need.
Forgive me.
God.
I hope you never see me like this.
Touch.
Slow at first, ashamed and afraid.
Like this is my first time.
But then...
I close my eyes.
And I can almost feel...
Almost taste...
Gods!
So...close.
Ah!
Faster, harder.
Please...
Oh please...
Please!!!
One bright white hot heavenly moment of epiphany.
So close...
Almost...
Please!
You...
You never...
God!!!
I'm breathless and dizzy and done now.
You...love.
My love.
And I'm alone again.
Curling and caressing and cold down on the bathroom floor.
Where are you now?
Sleeping?
Angel, resting sweet sweet head.
Not knowing what I do to myself.
How I sit on this floor, night after night, agonizing.
Naked, ashamed, and spent.
Needing and wanting.
Teardrops escape me.
Drop after drop after drop.
I almost wish you knew what you do to me.
Because then...
Then you'd know that I need you.
I need you to...
Touch.
Me.
Please?
Wow. That was...fun. Please review. Please. Oh please, I'm begging you here.