Fan Fiction ❯ Poetry section ❯ Stop Pretending ( Chapter 28 )

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Stop Pretending
 
Don't close your eyes
Try to block it all out
Push it away
Into the depths of your mind
Keep it all in your heart
Not a word to another soul
It's just a different form
Of emotional suicide
You can't bear it all alone
You've got not yourself to blame
It's not your fault
And it's not only your pain
She may not leave a bruise
Or a bloodied lip
But she's hurting you
The kind that never goes away
It resides with you every where
The scars deep inside your body
Are the ones that will never fade
You wish
That it was nothing deeper
But then again
All you are
Is someone to cease pain for others
An old and ragged doll
Lugged around
Merely to clutch onto
When fears strike a heart
And tossed
When life is shown
Don't let yourself
Become one of the unknown
I don't see what I want
To see
I see what
You don't want to see
Don't be afraid
She's only trying to understand
Why you
Are what she
Couldn't
Ever begin to
Be
Nothing is ever
What we want or
Imagine
It