Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Everbody Breaks ❯ Points of View Four ( Chapter 12 )

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If you ever wondered what the other pilots felt when everything was happening in Everybody Breaks, now is your chance. Hope you like this. Okay, this took a while, I know and I'm sorry but real life is more like a real pain, if you know what I mean.

Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 03.15.2006 | Pages: 5 | Words: 7.2K | Visits: 1.0K | Status: Work In Progress

Points of View : Part Four

Companion piece to Everybody Breaks written

from the other pilot's POVs.

By Kai

Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own Gundam Wing - and trust me - the boys are VERY thankful for that fact. I mean, could you imagine owning the G-boys? *GRINS*

Ratings: NC-17 (sexual content, bondage, yaoi, and language.)

Warnings: Yaoi, 1x2x5x3x4 and variations thereof.

SPECIAL THANKS TO (drum roll please).... Z, for being my new and wonderful beta-reader!!!

Summary: If you ever wondered what the other pilots felt when everything was happening in Everybody Breaks, now is your chance. Hope you like this. Okay, this took a while, I know and I'm sorry but real life is more like a real pain, if you know what I mean.

Points of View: Part Four

By Kai

I was half-asleep when I heard the bedroom door open. I recognized the footsteps almost immediately. Most people didn't realize that someone's walk was almost as good as a fingerprint to identify them. Wufei's walk was confident and measured but light - like a dancer or gymnast. His walk was almost a mix of Trowa's and Heero's with a smidgeon of the gaiety that characterized Quatre's normally springy steps.

The edge of the bed dipped a little as he sat down next to me. He lightly brushed my bangs from my face. I used the opportunity to pull him hard against me and roll over so that he was under me. Oh, I wasn't stupid, I knew that I was playing with a sharp sword that could gut me if he wanted to, but I believed it was worth the risk. He seemed a bit unsure and I found that keeping my lips from his was something a far stronger man would have had difficulty accomplishing. I groaned as his tongue warred with my own, fighting for control of the kiss. I enjoyed having Heero's submission, Quatre's dominance, and Trowa's sweetness but with Wufei there was only nerve-burning, mind-scorching passion.

I pulled back, a crooked grin twisting my lips and a pleasant heat spreading through my body. "I could really get used to waking up this way."

He pushed his hips upwards into mine and I gasped at the sensation. The roughness of his jeans caused delicious friction through the loose fabric of my boxers. "Me, too."

I groaned as I rubbed our hips together even harder. "I need to have a shower, want to join me?" As he nodded I pulled him off the bed and into the ajoining washroom.

I'd wanted him so badly that it took very little time for me to get his clothes off. His neck curved to the side as I trailed my lips over his skin, doing my best to make sure the temperature of the water didn't boil or freeze us without actually looking down at what I was doing.

Pulling back I looked at him as he started to cover himself, but I caught his wrists and pushed him back enough so I could see all of him. "Wufei, don't do that. Don't shield your body from me. I want to see you - all of you. I've wanted to see you since the first time I met you in person. The vid screen only ever showed a gorgeous face but in person - in person you are very much like a dragon."

"I'm scaly?"

I couldn't help but smirk as I ran my hands up and down his chest roughly. "No, not scaly. I didn't mean you looked like a dragon Fei. I meant that your presence, your determination, your convictions, your honor, and everything that makes you, you radiates outward with your every movement drawing the eye to you as surely as if you were a Dragon among thousands of people. Do you know that I can find you in any crowded party that Relena or those other political headliners throws within seconds of arriving? You pull me to you Fei."

His black eyes were locked on mine. "When I see you that's what I feel as well, but you're more like a Griffin. Pride in every angle of your body - in every move you make. So much has happened in your life and yet you seem to continuously dare the world to throw more at you. You're not ashamed or uncertain of who you are. You embrace yourself and celebrate every moment of life as you do."

Cupping his cheek gently I found myself asking him something that I'd wanted to ask him during the war. "What do you want Wufei? Ask, and I'll give you anything I can."

"To feel you in me."

My mouth went dry and any available blood went straight 'down under'. If he had any idea what his voice in combination with those words did to me... My hands moved over his skin in a blind attempt to touch him everywhere I could. Carefully I lifted him into the shower, but he didn't seem to notice until I knelt in front of him and took his erection into my mouth.

My hands were wrapped around his thighs and I could feel his muscles quivering in an attempt to keep from moving, which I appreciated, I had plans for the moment and none of them involved choking on a cock. And the sounds. Oh god the sounds! Even if he didn't touch me I would still climax as long as he didn't stop making those sounds. The best part of it was when I discovered he'd make different ones if I did a variety of little things. My favorite was the sound he made when I caressed the backs of his knees. I was going to have to tell the others about his knees, who knew Fei would have erogenous zones hidden there?

I pulled away as I fumbled with the bottle of body lotion and I had to laugh at the expression Wufei wore when I chanced looking up at him. "One of Quatre's sisters left it here a few weeks ago... we've been putting it to good use ever since." As I spoke I propped my leg on the edge of the tub and lifted his leg to rest on top of mine. Our erections came into full contact and it was difficult to keep myself from trying to thrust into him. I was almost certain he was a virgin to anal sex and there was no way I was going to do anything that might turn him off of it. It was a miracle I managed to slide a finger into him with all of that running through my head, but I did. When I added a second finger I felt him tense up so I wrapped my free hand around his erection which made him look at me. "It feels weird at first but I promise you it'll feel better."

He relaxed slightly and I thanked fate that I was ambidextrous as I moved my left hand over his erection while moving my right fingers in and out of his ass. I even added a third finger while his attention was focused elsewhere.

Wufei would probably kill me very slowly for thinking it but with his mouth open, chest moving with his panting, body quivering in pleasure, and his head thrown back in abandon, he was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen.

I removed my fingers, unable to wait any longer and lifted him against the tiled wall. He wasn't that heavy but it was a strain to hold him there with one arm as I positioned myself so that the tip of my erection was inside him. Then, using both arms, I slowly lowered Wufei onto my twitching cock. It was torture, but it was a sweet and hot torture. I was more than thankful that Wufei had found the bar that Heero had installed above the showerhead specifically for situations like the one we were in.

My hips moved on their own, thrusting slightly on instinct. One of Wufei's hands slipped shortly after I'd begun thrusting harder and his body tightened around me. I groaned as the last of my control shattered and I began thrusting wildly into Wufei's body. He was pushing down as I thrust up, taking my entire erection into his hot, tight ass. When he came, the sound he made and the pulsing of his body around me pushed me over the edge to follow him into bliss.

Somehow I found the energy to settle us on the bottom of the tub. Wufei was completely limp, and I took the opportunity to lazily play with his hair under the guise of washing it.

He did the same for me once he recovered. I had to fight down the urge to ravish him again as he massaged my scalp.

When we dried off I gave him an amused grin. "You know, if we hurry, we can make the circus before the show starts, help Trowa set up, and then watch the acts."

I was happy to see the longing that passed over Wufei's face as he spoke. "I'd like that. I'll get dressed and meet you downstairs."

"You got it, we'll take my motorcycle - it'll be quicker than one of the cars or a taxi." He turned to leave after nodding in agreement but he wasn't getting away that easily. I reached out and pulled him into a kiss where I did my best to make love to his lips, tongue, and mouth. Once we separated I ran a finger lightly over his beautifully swollen lips. "I love you Chang Wufei."

He looked like an OZ solider who was in the way of a rampaging Gundam and mumbled, "Same to you Duo." Before he made a hasty retreat.

Well damn. If I'd had to guess what Wufei would have had a bigger problem with, the physical part of our relationship or the words involved, I would have said the physical, but it looked like he was the opposite of Heero. Heero had been difficult to get used to the 'touching' but the words - once he understood what he'd been feeling - had come easy. I wondered if the other guys had any idea what we were in for.

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When we got to the circus, we found out from Cherry to look for Trowa at the elephant enclosure. I waited until Trowa locked the enclosure before I ran forward to give him a quick hug and kiss. He tasted of peppermint and cotton candy. I stepped back and looked over to see Wufei at war with himself, but then Trowa gave him a slight smile which seemed to shake Wufei into some sort of truce with himself because he moved quickly to kiss Trowa's cheek - almost as if he felt he had to move fast or he'd lose his nerve. A delightful blush spread over his nose and cheeks and he couldn't look at either of us. It was just too unbelievably cute.

I grinned at Trowa who looked just as amused by Fei's actions as I felt. "We came early to see if we could help you out a bit. So how about it Tro, need a few extra hands?"

"Well, I was on my way to check in with Catherine and the Ringmaster to see what else needed to be done..."

"Sounds good, right Wu?"

Wufei was able to meet my gaze when he nodded in answer, and I was relieved despite myself because a part of me was afraid to push too far and too fast. I didn't want to ruin everything for everyone by scaring Wufei off. There was no point dwelling on the 'what might happens' though, not when I'd long ago chosen to live in the present. I decided to take the spotlight entirely off Wufei, flashing him a quick grin before racing in front of them and springing into some spontaneous tumbling. It wasn't as much of a rush as a fight but it was the closest thing to piloting that I could get on a regular basis. I'd made the decision not to fight anymore but I did miss the rush and the danger. Quatre once told me I was an 'adrenaline junkie' and there was no denying it. It was one of the reasons why I actually requested him to tie me up during sex once in a while. I didn't like it very much but being helpless when Quatre was strong enough to do me some real damage was a 'rush' - not entirely good one, but it had it has moments and a part of me instinctively knew I could trust him or I wouldn't have been able to let him tie me up at all. I knew Q needed more than that but we both knew I couldn't give him that.

It didn't take us long to get to the Ringmaster's trailer. I reached it a few minutes before they did but didn't bother knocking on the door, choosing instead to lean against it and watch them walk up. If you're looking for a lover whom you like to watch as much as I do, you could do a hell of a lot worse than a gymnast or a martial artist. It was plain to my eyes that both Trowa and Wufei had been born to move. It was nice to watch the fabric of their pants tighten and loosen with every step in all the right places - though the view from the back might have been even better. I took my time as my eyes trailed up their trim waists to their shoulders and arms.

Trowa caught me looking and shook his head, smiling slightly as he moved in a slightly more exaggerated manner. He was really too sexy for his own good, and mine too for that matter. Unfortunately, our other lover was completely oblivious to my ogling and Trowa's 'show'. Pity, I would have enjoyed seeing him blush again.

I let the two of them enter the trailer before me and managed to run my fingers lightly over Trowa's ass. He pushed back against them briefly but it was difficult to keep from dragging him into a corner and doing a little more. Blame it on teenage hormones, I do.

Once we'd settled into the trailer and the situation the circus was in became clear, I strongly began to wish I had did a little more to Trowa, because I just knew I was going to have a headache by the end of the day. That conclusion became even more evident after the ringmaster found out that Trowa was already covering for acts and unable to cover the high-wire. Wufei spoke three little words that made my heart skip a few beats and not in a good way.

"I'll do it."

Of course, my heart damn near stopped altogether when Catherine compounded the situation with three more little words. "Without a net?"

"Yes." It was all I could do to keep my lips clamped shut. I threw out my old mantra and picked up a new one, 'Wufei is not glass. Treat him like glass and he'll kick your ass.' At least it rhymed.

When Catherine asked another question giving Wufei a chance to get out of the situation, I already knew what his answer would be but that didn't mean I had to like it. "You're sure you can do this?"

Wufei's words felt like knives. "Of course. I would not have suggested it otherwise. If you will find a costume that is at least a bit modest, I'll go and inspect the high-wire's set up. It's located in the Big Top I presume."

The Ringmaster nodded, "Yes, it is and thank you very much young man."

Wufei left the trailer before anyone could stop him. Instinctively, Trowa and I stared at each other and then excused ourselves at the exact time. We didn't run after him, it was too late for that, but we did follow him at a forcibly sedate pace.

I tried not to sound too upset but it didn't work. I'm usually pretty loud, but when I'm really shaken my voice goes quiet and hard. "Wufei, what the hell do you think you're doing? You've never even been on a high-wire before have you?"

He looked at me, completely composed and then bowled me over with words. "Actually, I have."

"What?! When?!" I was doing my best to ignore the fact that those two words came out as squeaks.

He shrugged. Shrugged! As if we were discussing the weather! "It was part of my training when I was younger geared towards balance and maintaining your center and focus at all times. I doubt I'll be able to show the same level of skill that Trowa would on the high-wire but since I do not have training as a clown, a lion or elephant trainer, or a trapeze acrobat I can not replace him on any of those. However, what I am capable of is the high-wire and what I know should suffice."

I stared at him as my mind froze. Sighing I ran a hand roughly through my bangs, one of my mottos was 'what's done is done'. It was proven true time and time again with Wufei. "You are an altogether too stubborn and logical person. If you get yourself killed, I'll follow you to the grave and torment you for all eternity with a never-ending rendition of 'This is the Song That Never Ends'." I needed something to do before I started to fuss over Wufei like a cat with only one kitten so I went over to inspect the wires and ropes he'd already checked and began checking them myself. Better safe then sorry.

"Duo, I already checked those."

I smirked at him over my shoulder but my voice was quiet and hard again. "So?" Then I went back to what I was doing and tried not to think about why I was doing it.

Behind me I heard Trowa's soft voice and I couldn't help but hope that somehow Wufei might still change his mind. "Wufei?"

Wufei's reply was dangerously close to how he used to sound during the war. "Yes?"

I really should have expected Trowa's reply, especially since I knew he was right. "I trust you to know your own abilities, but please keep in mind that only a few days ago you weren't strong enough to get out of bed on your own. If your body feels weak or you feel light-headed or nauseous, cut the act short. It isn't worth your life, some things might be - I can understand that - but this isn't one of them."

There was a moment of silence followed by soft words that were back to sounding like the Wufei we'd gotten to know the last few days. "I will Trowa."

I didn't turn around but I found myself smiling at the sound of a kiss behind me.

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I was a little shocked when Wufei let me choose his music. I was even more surprised when he appeared to like it, but then again 'Breathe' by Michelle Branch was hardly what I typically listened to when I was around the guys. Wufei didn't practice on the high-wire but he did do some practicing on the ground, listening to the music constantly as he did, and I wasn't sure whether to be worried or not. After a while he sent me away - apparently I was a distraction.

When the show started I watched Trowa on the trapeze and tried not to think about Wufei being next or that he would be without a net. I'd chosen to stand at the entrance to the wing Wufei would come out of. I remained in the shadows, not wanting to distract either Trowa or Wufei, but needing to be close enough to at least attempt helping should they need it.

Then the music started and for the length of his routine I actually managed to push the danger he was into the back of my mind and marvel at how he could move; not just move but move. Then, at the end - at the very end he faltered and my heart stuttered painfully until he had both feet back on solid ground. I wanted to run after him and wrap him in my arms but I stopped myself from because I knew he wouldn't appreciate it.

When I finally did go after him, it took me a while to hunt him down. He looked far too unsteady for my liking. "There you are."

"So it would appear."

I frowned at that because he sounded exhausted.

"Quatre called to find out if we would be staying here or heading back to the house and to let us know that Heero and he were going to bed."

"What do you want to do Fei?"

"Well... I don't want to intrude on the circus but if given the option I think it might be best if we stayed the night here. I'm afraid I pushed myself harder then I'd realized today and I don't believe riding on the back of a motorcycle at this time would be wise."

I managed to keep my face calm but I wanted to jump up and down. He'd actually admitted to having a weakness to me and it was a giant step. "Alright, let's get you settled in Catherine and Trowa's trailer and I'll speak to Trowa later."

"I'll be fine until he's finished Duo."

Like hell he would. "No, you won't Wufei. You're so tired that you're almost falling off the chair. Now stop arguing and do what I tell you."

His lips twitched as he fought a smile. "Yes sir, Mr. Maxwell, sir."

I grinned. "Damn straight."

I practically had to carry him to the trailer, but since I go to watch him sleep for a few minutes after it was worth it.