Twilight Fan Fiction / Twilight Fan Fiction ❯ A New half breed ❯ The Journal part one ( Chapter 7 )

As you notice there this is part one and that means instead of disappearing for a long time or before I disappear for a long time I'm going to have a few journal entries by my favorite Cullen. Edward Cullen. Btw I went to the mall by my hometown and I was followed by the cullens. I went to six different stores, Best Buy, Debs, our Japanese Store, FYE, gamestop, and passed Hot Topic and I was chased by Bella and Edward most of the time. They were in a lot of the store shops windows including the Japanese store for reasons I don't know. And when I went into Debs I found t-shirts that say My Boyfriends A Vampire and I Suck Vampires on them and I was creeped out by the second one. Then I went into FYE to try to find Persona 3 because it was supposably a good game so I wanted to try that one before I tried persona 4 I went to the anime section to look for death note the second live action movie after I found the game and as I turned the corner I walked into a cardboard figure because I was reading a piece of paper I found and I knocked it over and it fell on it's face and when I picked it up it was James. I laughed at him like I usually do during Decode because Edward got his revenge and said “Nope! You're not robbing me of my blood, wanna know why James? Edward killed your Ass!” Then I found Jacob and I gave up and walked out of the store without death note after I payed for my Persona game and I left the mall completely grumbling and my mom laughed lol. Anyway sorry I had to share that. Now's here's the chapter. BTW the Cullen family crest is epic. I found it as a pillow in FYE and I wanted it lol but I ran out of money after I bought persona 3.

 

The Journal Part 1

(Luna's POV)

 

It was a Saturday and I was sitting in Jasper's study. His study was filled with war text books but I expected that. After all, he fought in the civil war before he was turned so the inner soldier was always going to be there. Hell, I'd bet he's actually rather intreguied with the current war with Irag. I couldn't do anything this weekend because the others have went hunting in Canada while I stayed behind on my own and Inari's family was movie onto the reseveration after finding out Jacob and the other Quillette families lived in La Push. So I raided the house after Emmett's Playstation and 360 got boaring since I had legal usage of them for the next three months because Emmett was grounded from them after his sexist moment at the arcade last week.

 

So, during my bordom I came across Jasper's normally locked study. Mostly it was locked because he was in there reading or Alice was with him in here. I soon learned that the three “teenage” couples couldn't keep their hands off each other. Carlisle and Esme at least waited until I was 100% asleep before doing anything and Nessie and Jacob wasn't in that kind of a relationship yet. Mostly because Nessie didn't want to be and Edward didn't want her to be and Jacob respected that.

 

Anyways, I searched his libaray trying to find a decent novel but I couldn't find one until I found a red, stealbound, notebook/binder looking book and I pulled it off the shelve and I saw fancy writing in black sharpie on the front.

The Journal Of Edward Anthony Masen Cullen

1919-2015

From what I understood Edward “died” in 1918 so that meant that this journal had contained his Vampire past.

 

Many of the pages Edward had written turned yellow and I was so scared to turn them because I didn't want to tear or ruin the pages but I was curious about my older brother's past. All I knew was that he was the First Cullen to be changed by Carlisle and the last besides, Nessie and me to fall in love. Edward speant 107 years of his life without a partner. Carlisle went a lot longer since I knew he was changed around the 1600's and Esme was changed by Carlisle second.

 

I sat on Jasper's couch with the huge binder and I carefully read the first page of Edward's Journal

 

18 June 1919

It's been a year since I've been turned into a monster and what I thought was meant to be a bad bedtime story became a reality. I, Edward Anthony Masen was turned into a vampire by my doctor Carlisle Cullen who was a vampire the entire time he treated me.

 

According to Carlisle before he turned me my mother found out what he was and she didn't want me to suffer from the Spanish Influeza that She and I were dying from and my Dad died from and asked him to “save me”. Don't get me wrong I love the woman, after all she's my mother and I still greave over her death but did she know that by asking Carlisle to “save me” that meant that my humanity would be stripped away? After I became what is known to the vampire world as a newborn Carlisle explained everything to me and told me that there was no way for me to change my fate. After all, I can't commit suicide it's impossible with this body of mine. Carlisle and I both tried after we were turned.

 

My body completely changed. My body is harder than stone, my vision is a lot clearer sicne I can actually see the spectrums of light, my hearing is extremely inhanced and I can run at a speed of around 150 miles an hour. My heart doesn't beat, I drink blood, however Carlisle figured out we don't need human blood but we can survie perfectly fine on animal blood. My skin is paler than a white sheet and my eyes are golden in color instead of the green they were since they were red when I started out being a newborn a year ago. I can't sleep, eat normal food, nor do I need to breathe either but I fake breathing in order to smell the surroundings for food.

 

Then there are two things that surprise me though. I can hear the thoughts of anyone around me as if they were speaking out loud. And I can't remember most of my human life. I can barely remember my parent's faces let alone any memories of them. I do have a photo album I managed to find in my old home with them in it so I'll never truly forget their faces but I'll forget the memories eventually according to Carlisle. I'll live forever and alone. I'll never allow anyone to live like me. I'll never allow anyone to be…damned to this existence, to my fate. At least not by my own hands or teeth as it were the case.

 

I couldn't help but go “aww” at the last part of Edward's journal entry. I knew that Edward was a carring person but this proved it. Edward scraficed 15 years give or take of lonliness in order to make sure no one else suffers a vampire's fate. I skipped a section of entries and I saw a name that caught my eye. Esme's.

 

Like Edward and the others, minus Bella, Nessie, Emmett, and Jasper, I didn't know her background so I was curious again and I read mostly because she was my mom now.

 

July 23 1923*

Carlisle did it again, he condemned another person to this life. I know he's a doctor but he shouldn't use his venom as a way to “save lives”.

 

This time he defeated a person's attempt at a suicide.

 

Carlisle was working in the moarge lately at the hospital helping a doctor who was away by doing autopsies and did an autopsy on a woman who had jumped off a cliff and onto the jagged rocks below. Carlisle was just about ready to conduct the autopsy when he heard the heartbeat of the woman. What angered me is that they just left her there to die in the morge when she actually had an actual fighting change though Carlisle said she wouldn't have lived due to the bloodloss and the injuries but they could've tried. Carlisle decided that this woman would be a good addition to our “family” and he fell in love with her just by looking at her and so he bit her, condemning her to our life.

 

Changing takes three days more or less depending on the person so Carlisle brought her to our home and three days later the process was done.

 

The Woman's name was Esme Anne Everson and she lost it all within a few short months which caused her to jump off the cliffs. She was abandoned by her husband after they found out Esme was pregnant and then her world came crashing down nine months later after she gave birth to a stillborn baby. Thinking she had nothing left she cast herself away and wanted to die.

 

I've never felt so bad for anyone before but I approached Esme carfully since newborns often lost control easily and hugged her tight like I did to my mother. She hugged me back and I felt such a motherly embrace from Esme and I couldn't help but utter my thoughts.

 

“I've been a son before. If you'll let me I'll be one again to you.” I said.

 

Esme couldn't be happier. At that point anyway. Carlisle and Esme told each other that they fell for each other last month and Esme was only two months old and Esme gave me a new training partner because I was still learning how to reintroduce myself to the public. It was hard but with Carlisle and Esme's help I'd be able to handle it I think.

 

Edward sounded just like me in this one. Especially in the end. I wanted parents again. I was done with not being loved anymore. The Cullens gave me a lot of love, more than I could remember besides the few friends I had since my memories started.

 

I think it's time I trusted the Cullens.

 

“Luna? Where are you?” Jacob called.

 

“Damn it!” I thought.

 

Using vampire speed I put the journal back where I found it and ran downstairs to where Jacob was at the front door.

 

“The Culens want you to come to La Push and stay there. Alice saw Nomadic vampires coming through.”

 

“But I know about the treaty. I'm not breaking it now that I know about it. I'll be okay Jacob.”

 

“The treaty doesn't apply to you because your not a vampire. Not while you have a beating heart. Even if you are a Cullen.” Jacob explained.

 

I did learn to not doubt Alice so I nodded and Jacob walked outside and I followed but Jacob stopped me.

 

“Stay inside and turn around. I need to phase into my wolf form and I don't want you to see. “ Jacob called.

 

“I did as I told and I turned around when I heard a bark and I saw Jacob was pretty much like a bear but I knew he was a werewolf and it was easy to mix them up when I saw and Jacob pulled gently on my shirt.

 

“Now what Mr. Wolf?” I asked and he growled. I didn't understand him so I placed my hand on his nose. “Try that again I don't know if I'll understand you but try.”

 

“I said get on my back. Running to La Push is faster than my rabbit. Seth and Leah will meet us at the border.” Jacob thought.

 

“The border is three miles away or so isn't it?”

 

“I can run that in ten minutes.”

 

“Then let me run too.”

 

“The cast will get shredded from the turrain. We have to keep your façade up. So get on.” Jacob said. “Carlisle said to save your strength anyway just in case.” He added and I climbed on his back and grabbed a ton of his fur.

 

“Probably because I'm still human. I'm ready.” I added.

 

“Hang on tighter. Don't worry you won't hurt me.” He thought.

 

“Damn it.” I thought and adjusted my grip to make it as hard as I could and he jetted off once the grip was tight enough for his standards.

 

 

I'll be leaving this story for a while. I need to do my other ones really badly. So I think this will be on hitatus for a month or so. I'll still be writing it but I won't post it so I don't feel tempted to stick with this one. I gotta focus on my pokemon, Yugioh, Fullmetal Alchemist, and Ouran High School Host Club stories.

 

Also if Edward's handwriting is hard to read. Just copy and paste the chapter into a word document. The font is called Monotype Carsive or something like that and it's close to the way Edward writes in the twilight series since I can't find the actual font. If anyone knows where I can find the font type of both Edward and a good font type for Jasper I can put on a flashdrive to transver to my computer since one computer has internet but not word and the other computer can't support internet because my modem blew up but it has word I have to save things to a flashdrive to post so that takes a while please let me know. I only have one review for this story so please review it.

 

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