Crossover With Non-anime Series Fan Fiction / Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction / Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Sometimes you just... ❯ The Artist's Dilemma ( Chapter 61 )

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Haven't seen anything from me in a while, have you? 'Tori-chan returns!

Sometimes I wish that I didn't feel as much as I do... Sure, it's why I can write so well, but at what cost?

Anime/Manga: Crossover With Non-anime Series Fan Fiction / Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction / Fruits Basket Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Psychological | Type: Poetry | Uploaded On: 05.23.2009 | Pages: 1 | Words: 407 | Visits: 261 | Status: Work In Progress

A/N: I love writing poetry and it's a great outlet, but I really hate the depressions that usually lead to the best ones. I'm so sick of feeling so helpless and lonely. I would give up my ability to write poetry to never feel this way ever again…

The Artist's Dilemma

I hate this, these wretched feelings

I hate this sorrow, the sense of uselessness

I need to reach out

I need to hear “everything's ok”

But I need the sadness

I need the pain

I need to have something to write on

I need to soak up all of this

I need to suffer alone to make my art

…But what if I don't want to suffer anymore?

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I'm sure others have been through this before, but I'm not going professional. I don't need to continue making my art. Is it wrong to want to give up a talent to rid oneself of suffering?

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