Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Outside My Window ❯ Painful Thoughts ( Chapter 2 )

Many believe that they know what pain is,

Most do not.

They don't know what it is to feel

Feel true pain, true rejection

But I know.

I've felt it for as long as I can remember.

As long as I can remember,

What a strange thing to say,

However true it is.

Most of the painful memories have been blocked or forgotten

But the feelings haven't gone.

In the lingers of my mind,

I can remember the pain, fury, hurt, terror,

All of the emotions.

No child deserves to live in fear,

But I did.

No child deserves to be rejected,

But I was.

I refuse any company for fear that they'll one day leave me.

I hate being alone.

No one cares…

But…

I don't want to be alone anymore.