Fan Fiction ❯ MY HEART ❯ MY HEART ( Chapter 1 )

I feel like my heart has a big hole and my soul had shattered all because of the one person only on that day I felt like I had fallen into a deep hole. When I opened my eyes all I saw was blackness. It was so dark pitch black. It was so cold I felt so cold. Then and there I decided to seal my heart closed from everyone and Love. When I was deciding this big change in my life the place I was in began to freeze. It has been two years and I still live my life the way I use to, but I don't talk to people I don't really know and trust and people don't talk to me because I always have this sad look on my face I sill have not my friends have left me. I've blocked everyone out of my mind. I know the people are around me because I can hear them but I just cant see them. I started to get sadder and sadder because I had no one until this one person saw me and for the longest time I could see someone as a kind person and not the ones that were mean and cruel to me when my heart was icy cold and my soul was shattered. He was the kindest person in the world to me but at the same time the weirdest one because he was the one in the longest time to melt my heart. I thought he was trying to be cruel by melting my heart and then butting a bigger hole in it them there already is so I tried to shove him away and to block him out but I kept only seeing him and only him and he kept on coming back to me that is when I knew he was trying to save me from my broken soul and pull me to of that dark icy cold hole. So I kept by him and one day after at least another year he had pulled me out of this sadness. He envy pulled me out of this dark black hole but when I was out of it the hole I was in for so long had finally closed I realized it was not a hole it was just my black icy heart that I had kept frozen for a long time. I looked at my now closed and healed black heart for the longest time until I decided to leave that one for good to where it had shattered in the first place and to have a new one replaced in its place filled with love by my one and only savior and it now and always be opened to him my love of mt life. Even though my soul did not completely heal it had and small piece that will always be shattered because f my first love

 

 

 

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