Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ A Love at Stake ❯ Chapter 13 ( Chapter 13 )
When Lily’s eyes finally fluttered open, the first thing she noticed wasn’t what she saw—but what she didn’t feel.
No pain.
No noise.
No weight.
Just… light.
Soft, warm, and endless, it wrapped around her like a mother’s embrace—gentler than anything she’d ever known. It wasn’t sunlight, exactly. It didn’t burn or blind. It just was. A quiet, comforting glow that blurred every sharp edge.
She blinked again, slowly, as though waking from a long, dreamless sleep. Her lashes fluttered, and she became aware of the ground beneath her. Smooth. Cool. Almost like polished glass—but not cold. She couldn’t quite describe the texture, only that it felt solid enough to stand on and soft enough to reassure her that she wouldn’t fall.
Where…?
Lily slowly pushed herself to her feet. Her legs felt lighter than they should have—there was no ache in her joints, no tension in her muscles. She stood, turned in place, and tried to make sense of her surroundings. The world around her stretched on in all directions—a pure white expanse, unmarred and infinite, like freshly fallen snow before the first footprint.
But it wasn’t cold.
There was no breeze. No sound. Just stillness. A silence so thick and perfect it made her ears ring. For a moment, it felt suffocating, yet strangely… soothing. The ache that had sat in her chest for months—fear for Harry, grief, anxiety, and guilt—had dulled to a quiet murmur beneath the surface. Not gone, but buried under something else.
Am I dreaming?
She turned again. Slowly. Taking in the whiteness. The silence. The feeling that she had somehow slipped out of time itself.
And then—movement.
A silhouette.
Far off in the distance, almost too far to see. A man. Alone. Standing as still as a statue against the glowing horizon.
Her heart stuttered. Something about him tugged at her memory. Not his shape, not his face—she couldn’t see any of that—but the presence. There was something familiar in the way he stood. Something heavy and ancient and unshakably real.
Without thinking, she moved. Her bare feet made no sound as they brushed the ground, but she could feel herself gaining speed—first a walk, then a brisker pace, pulled forward by some invisible thread of instinct.
Who are you? She wanted to shout, but her voice stuck in her throat. Was she afraid? Not exactly. But the not-knowing made her chest tighten.
As she drew closer, his figure sharpened into focus—an elderly man, draped in black, wearing a worn suit that looked as though it had seen decades pass. A fedora shadowed most of his face, but even in the muted light, she could make out the curve of a thin, weathered mouth. His posture was rigid, almost regal.
She stopped just a few feet from him, breath shallow. Her fingers fidgeted with the hem of her sleeve—nervous energy she hadn’t even realised she still had.
He turned to her.
“Lily,” he said gently.
His voice startled her. It wasn’t cold. It wasn’t booming. It was deep and soft—like a velvet curtain drawn across a dark room. Firm, but kind.
She stared at him, something about the way he said her name pressing against her ribs like a memory she couldn’t place.
“Do I know you?” she asked quietly.
A small smile curled the corners of his mouth—though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You may not know me by sight,” he said, “but you know what I am.”
She swallowed. The answer came without thinking.
“…Death?”
He didn’t laugh. Just nodded, slowly, as if that truth didn’t require ceremony.
“Indeed,” he said.
Her stomach twisted. Death. The word echoed in her mind, bouncing through fog. Her heart, which moments ago had felt still and calm, now pounded with rising panic.
“So I’m… I’m dead?” Her voice broke on the word. She took a shaky step back. “No. No, I can’t be. Not yet. Not like this—”
“You are,” Death said, and his tone wasn’t cruel. Just final. Unchangeable. “But your son is not. Not yet.”
Her mouth fell open.
“Harry,” she whispered, the name like glass in her throat. “Where is he? Where’s my son? I need to see him—he needs me—”
“He’s safe,” Death said. “For now. He still belongs to the world of the living.”
Lily pressed a hand to her chest. Her lungs felt tight. The image of Harry, eyes wide with fear, calling out to her, flashed behind her eyelids. The vision. The one that had haunted her for days. The dream—no, the warning—of Harry bleeding, dying…
She shook her head slowly.
“I saw it,” she whispered. “I saw him dying. But it wasn’t him. It was me.”
Understanding dawned with cruel clarity.
“I took his place.”
Death didn’t speak at first. Just nodded, as if her realisation was expected.
“I gave you the choice,” he said, reaching into the folds of his coat. “And you made it.”
He pulled something out—a dagger. Small. Elegant. The silver blade gleamed in the strange light. Runes spiralled along the hilt, pulsing with a quiet blue glow. It shimmered like moonlight on water, and yet… it made her stomach twist to look at it.
“This dagger,” he said quietly, “is one of the few things that can truly end a life. Not just kill, but erase. Strip away magic. End bloodlines. I’ve searched for it for centuries. And tonight—at last—it was used.”
Lily stared at the weapon, her voice cracking under the weight of the moment. “Why now? Why show me my son’s death, only for me to stop it?”
“Because Bellatrix has torn a hole in fate,” Death replied, and his expression darkened. “She forced my hand. In the moment she acted, futures collided. I saw a path where your son would fall. A path drenched in sorrow.”
He looked at her.
“And I gave you a glimpse. Just one. To see what choice you would make.”
Lily blinked, stunned by the enormity of it. “So… it was up to me?”
“Yes.”
She looked down. Her hands were trembling now. She clenched them into fists.
“Do you regret it?” he asked, his tone unreadable.
She didn’t hesitate.
“No,” she said, her voice rising with unexpected strength. “I don’t. If I had to do it again, I would. I don’t regret saving my son. I’m grateful I got to love him—to protect him, even once more.”
Death held her gaze a moment longer, then inclined his head in a slow nod.
“Then you understand.”
His words settled into her like a final puzzle piece falling into place. There was no sudden peace. No warm burst of light. But something inside her loosened.
Understanding. That was all it was. She understood.
“I don’t know what happens now,” she said softly.
“Few do.”
“Will I see him again?”
Death didn’t answer. But somehow, Lily knew.
And still, doubt lingered.
Even as the light continued to glow. Even as the stillness surrounded her once more. Even as she stood in that white space, forever caught between moments—her sacrifice made, her son alive—Lily felt the fear creep back in.
But she stood taller now.
Because understanding, no matter how painful, was still better than not knowing.
And her love for Harry… that would echo long after even Death had gone quiet.
Her gaze met Death’s—those strange, distant eyes filled with something almost like kindness. Something ancient. “But… what about me?” Her voice cracked. “What now?”
The question hung in the air like mist. It wasn’t really meant for him—it was for herself. For whatever was left of her. A mother without a child. A woman without a life. Her heart ached with the hollowness of it all.
Death didn’t speak right away. But something shifted. The sadness in him—a sadness that seemed to stretch back through time—eased just a little.
“You’re searching for your place in all of this,” he said softly, his voice like the wind through dry leaves. “That’s what it means to be human—to seek purpose even in the face of loss. You lost yourself in the act of love. But in doing so… you became part of something greater than yourself.”
Lily swallowed hard. The weight of his words settled deep in her chest. Greater than myself. That felt too big. Too far away. But still, something inside her stirred. The dreams—the visions—they hadn’t just been fear. There’d been warnings. Messages. Maybe even gifts. Life had always been fragile. She just hadn’t wanted to see how fragile it truly was.
And then it hit her. Her choice—her sacrifice—it hadn’t been just about stopping Voldemort. It was about Harry. About giving him something he could carry, even if she couldn’t be there. Her spine straightened.
“I did what I had to do,” she said, louder now, her voice edged with fire. “No matter how much it hurt. I couldn’t let him suffer. I couldn’t let him die.”
Death nodded, his eyes creasing with something that almost looked like a smile. “You showed great strength through compassion,” he said. “That is a rare thing in this world… and the next.”
Lily’s chest tightened, her breath catching. That word again—strength. People had always called her strong, but she’d never really felt it. Not like James did. Not like Professor Dumbledore. But now?
Now, that fear crept in again.
“But I’m gone,” she said, her voice breaking. Her heart cracked open at the thought. “I’m gone, and he’s alone. He’ll never know what I gave up for him. He’ll never remember me…”
Death’s voice was low and sure, cutting through the storm in her mind. “Not in the way you imagine. Love doesn’t end with death. A parent’s love—your love—is a force that lingers. It becomes part of him, a light in the dark.”
Lily pressed a hand to her chest, as if trying to keep her heart from breaking apart. The ache of leaving Harry was unbearable. But that idea—that her love could stay with him—it sparked something inside her. A fire, soft but steady.
“Then I’ll protect him,” she breathed, her eyes fierce now. “Even from here. I’ll find a way.”
Death’s eyes gleamed like stars in the void. “You already have,” he said gently. “Your love is a shield around his heart. It will guide him when he’s lost. Strengthen him when he’s afraid. That… is your legacy.”
Lily closed her eyes. The silence between them wasn’t cold anymore—it felt like peace. The shadows no longer frightened her. They moved gently now, like the flickering of old memories.
Time no longer made sense. It drifted, stretched, and folded into itself. But she began to understand. She wasn’t truly lost. Her bond with Harry—it would always be there. Even death couldn’t touch that.
As she looked into Death’s eyes one last time, something passed between them. Not fear. Not sorrow.
Hope.
He reached out his hand. She took it without hesitation, her grip steady. Wherever she was going, she knew one thing for certain: her love for Harry would never fade. Not here. Not anywhere.
Together, they stepped forward—into the unknown. But Lily no longer feared the dark.
Because love… love would follow.
The ache of losing her wrapped around Harry like a storm cloud, suffocating and endless. He stood motionless in the middle of the living room, every part of him frozen, as if moving would somehow confirm what had happened. Morning sunlight streamed through the windows, soft and golden, lighting up the room in that familiar, gentle way. But it didn’t touch him. It couldn’t. Inside, all he felt was cold.
He clutched his mother’s bag in one hand—a simple, worn tote the colour of old parchment, the straps thinning at the seams. It smelt faintly of her, a mixture of lavender, ink, and something sweet he could never name but always recognised. The bag was stuffed with odds and ends: half-finished notes scribbled in her hurried scrawl, folded lists, and the beginnings of conversations she would never finish.
In the other hand, he held her glasses. Small and round, the lenses still caught the light just right, like they always had when she looked up from a book or a crossword puzzle. But one lens was cracked now—a thin, crooked line cutting through the glass like a scar. It shouldn’t have been enough to make his breath catch, but it did. The crack felt like a cruel joke, like the world was trying to remind him how easily things could break. How easily she had been taken.
He dropped to his knees before he realised he was moving. The bag slipped from his grip and landed with a dull thump on the floor. He cradled her glasses in both hands, staring at them like they might explain something. The crack blurred his reflection, and with it, everything else.
“Mum?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out. His voice trembled and broke in the stillness. “Can you hear me?”
There was no answer. Just the hush of the house, too quiet, too still. It rang in his ears like a scream.
His mind clawed at memories, desperate for something to hold onto. And then it hit him—that conversation. The one from just yesterday. He had almost forgotten it, brushing it off at the time. But now it slammed into him with the weight of something important. Something final.
He had asked her, “Mum, what are you trying to tell me?” because something in her eyes had unsettled him. Not fear, exactly, but… something close. Something shadowed.
“I had a vision,” she had said slowly. “A dream. Maybe a warning; I don’t know. But I saw today—this moment. Not exactly. The drink spilt. You got a small cut. My papers fell to the ground. It didn’t make sense then. But now…”
Back then, he hadn’t thought much of it. She was always a little mystical like that, always sensing things before they happened. She never talked about it unless it slipped out, like this time. She’d hidden it behind smiles and soft words, pretending everything was fine.
But it hadn’t been fine. She had known, in some way, hadn’t she?
Harry shut his eyes tightly. He thought if he just stayed like that long enough—if he cried hard enough or breathed a little differently—it might all rewind. Maybe he’d open his eyes and she’d be there again.
But she didn’t come.
The weight of it hit him all over again.
She would never come back. That part of his life—the soft, everyday magic of her—was over.
He bent over, forehead pressed to the floor, her glasses still in his hands, and let himself fall apart. Not quietly. Not neatly. Just broken. Just lost.
Harry sat quietly on the edge of Lily’s bed, the mattress sinking slightly beneath his weight. He watched the animated portraits on the walls move gently in their frames, smiling and dancing like they had their own lives. It felt peaceful here. Safe.
But under that calm, something fluttered in his chest—a nervous energy he couldn’t quite name.
He slipped his hand into his pocket, fingers closing around the cool metal of the pocket watch Lily had given him the night before. It was old, delicate, and strange—like it had lived many lives. In the morning light, the silver gleamed, and for a moment, Harry just stared at it, as if it might speak.
He opened it carefully.
The faces inside smiled up at him—tiny moving portraits of the people he loved. His grandparents, Lily and James, and he. They were frozen in time, captured in that quiet world behind the glass. But then something else caught his eye.
There, tucked behind one of the photographs, was a small key.
Harry blinked.
A key?
He nudged the photo aside and pulled it out gently. The key was delicate but solid, catching the light in a way that made it seem almost magical.
Why hadn’t his mum told him about this? Was it part of the gift, or had she meant to keep it hidden?
His brow furrowed. He turned the watch over in his hands, examining every edge, every groove, as if there might be a note or a symbol hidden somewhere. But all he found were the pictures. Nothing else.
His curiosity was starting to outweigh his confusion. He felt like something was waiting—just out of reach, just beyond what he understood.
He stood slowly, casting one last glance at the watch before slipping it back into his pocket. His eyes drifted around the room, now glowing with soft sunlight and dust motes. There had to be something else here. A connection. A clue.
He moved to the dresser, opening each drawer one by one.
Nothing on the top. Just a scattering of trinkets and old quills. The next held books, ink pots, and a stack of parchment. Still nothing.
But in the bottom drawer—
His breath caught.
There, half-buried under folded clothes, was a small wooden chest.
Harry reached in slowly, his fingers brushing against the smooth, dark surface. It was heavier than it looked. Cold. Solid. As if it had been waiting a long time for someone to find it.
He sat back down on the bed, placing the chest on his lap. The lock was old—worn, almost forgotten—but it matched the key perfectly.
His heart was racing now, louder than before.
He held the key for a second longer, staring at it, wondering what he was about to find. Then he took a deep breath, slid it into the lock, and turned.
Click.
The sound echoed in the quiet room. It felt final somehow. Or maybe it was the beginning.
He lifted the lid.
Inside, the velvet lining cradled what looked like a lifetime.
Photographs—faded and bent at the corners, black-and-white snapshots of a baby with messy dark hair and impossibly green eyes.
Him.
A lump rose in Harry’s throat. He picked one up, his hands trembling slightly. His mum was in it too, laughing as she held him close. His dad stood just behind, arms around them both.
Harry had never seen this photo before. Or any of these.
He could barely breathe.
Beneath the pictures was a bundle of letters, tied together with a piece of pale blue ribbon.
His name was written on the top one in James’s careful handwriting. It didn’t look familiar.
To Harry.
His fingers hesitated over the envelope, and he held it gently, like it might fall apart in his hands.
And for the first time in a long time, he felt like he wasn’t just piecing together the past.
He was being given it.
Harry’s eyes hungrily scanned the contents. The handwriting inside stirred forgotten memories, whispering secrets of a past he never knew he had.
“Son,” it began, and Harry felt the weight of those three simple letters, heavier than any spell. He could almost hear his father’s voice echo in his mind, infused with warmth and sincerity. James had always been more than just a name shrouded in legend; he was a father in every sense of the word—even if Harry had only experienced that love through stories and scraps of parchment.
“I’m writing this because we could never have this conversation in person. From the start, you were always the bright spark in my life. It was so much easier to hug you and to let you know how proud of you I was. Coming in the door and getting a hug from you was like a breath of life for me at the end of a long day. We could sit and play or read, and it was so easy to be together. Sometimes I won’t always know just what it means to be a father, but I promise to try my best.”
Harry could almost picture his father sitting at a desk by the window, sunlight filtering in, allowing his ink to glide across the surface of the letter.
“I wish it were easy to tell you what being a man entails.”
Harry’s heart ached at the reality of it. It was tough figuring out who he wanted to be. The pressure of expectations weighed on him, but through it, he felt his father’s silent encouragement.
“All I can say is that for most of your life, you will battle between who you think you want to be and who you truly are. I imagine you will be more compassionate and caring when you grow up. I have no doubt that you will be a man who is filled with a quiet strength that can only be born from a deep, confident concern for the world. Never lose that.”
Harry found himself smiling at that thought. Being compassionate and caring—it felt like an insurmountable task, yet the hope in his father’s words sparked something in him.
With a sigh, Harry leaned back against his bed, the letter still open in his lap. A single tear escaped, tracing through the smudge of ink on the paper.
“Never give up the sillies, my son.”
“Never give up the sillies,” he read again, chuckling softly. His father had known, didn’t he? He had understood the delicate balance of being a boy and of growing up amidst shadows of bravery and laughter.
“Never stop laughing your laugh. Do not ever let life convince you of its seriousness, and always find a way to laugh and make others laugh.”
Outside, the wind rustled through the trees, and the sunlight seeped through the curtains. Harry remembered the joy that came from silly pranks with his friends and the laughter shared—a stark contrast to the serious facade the world demanded of them. Maybe he didn’t have to choose; perhaps he could embrace both the laughter and the challenges ahead.
“Always remember that you are loved beyond words. I have said a lot in all my letters to you, but I will never be able to say enough that will express the love I have for you. Remember this above all things: you are so deeply loved in this world. Not just by me, your mother, and your friends, but by the universe itself.”
Those words burnt brightly in his heart. He felt it then—a pulse of warmth, a tether pulling him away from despair. It was not just love he received from his parents but something potent that encouraged him to recognise his worth. Could it be that the universe loved him too? The thought was liberating, like breathing fresh air after being trapped in a dark room.
And then came the part that struck him hardest:
“My secret wish is that you should throw all my advice away, crumple it up, leave it sitting on your bedroom floor, and go live. Go live a life that is true for you…”
Harry blinked back tears, overwhelmed by the weight of those words. His father understood the essence of finding one’s path. He knew that guidance was necessary, but exploration was crucial.
“And in many years—as you go out and live your life, as you go out and become your own man, as you find a partner, as you have children, as you become a success—you come home one day and find that old ball of advice still there. And you carefully uncrumple it and read through it with a smile, realising that the wisdom stuck with you still, and you became every inch the man I tried to help you be. And even better, you became so much more…”
Harry’s thoughts drifted to the future. Would he find someone he loved like his parents loved each other? Would he one day write letters filled with advice for his own child? The ink of his father’s letter felt like a bridge connecting generations; one day, he would replicate that cycle of love, humour, and wisdom.
As the letter suggested, he would go out into the world, despite the fears that loomed on the horizon. He would laugh, live, and sometimes stumble. But didn’t every man before him? Every time he thought of wrestling with the complexities of growing up, Harry felt his father’s gentle hands guiding him—behind him, urging him forward.
“And you erase my name from the letter and sign it with your own. And you go back to your home and slide it under your son’s door because you will want the same thing for him that I always wanted for you. To be a light in this world that outshines all others…”
And as he lay there, Harry imagined what he would write—the letter addressed to his own son, next to a fireplace crackling with stories untold. “You are loved, and you are never, ever alone,” he envisioned penning with a flourish of ink, a continuation of a legacy that began long before he had ever understood what love could be.
I love you, buddy!
Dad
In that moment, Harry felt like he was dancing in the echoes of laughter that spanned generations, holding tight to the glimmer of hope and love that was undoubtedly eternal.
He reached for another piece of parchment, yearning for more of Lily’s wisdom and warmth. His fingers brushed over a second letter tucked beneath the first, revealing words that would pull him deeper into his mother’s heart.
“Dear Harry,” it began, the familiar loop of Lily’s handwriting wrapping around each word like an embrace.
“When you came into this world, you brought love into my heart that I had never before experienced. When you spoke your first word and walked your first steps, I was your biggest supporter and fan. With every developmental milestone you reached, I revelled in joy and celebration…”
The letter encapsulated years of laughter and tears, and as he read and reread each line, he could almost hear her reassuring tone—warm, enveloping.
He remembered those moments vividly—how his mother had cheered him on as he stumbled and fell, how her laughter had filled their home, banishing any lingering shadows.
“You taught me the meaning of love—true, unconditional love.”
Her words resonated deep within him. They were not just a reflection of their past; they were guiding him through the uncertainties of adolescence.
“Now you are older, and what an amazing person you’ve become! You have your own personality, your own thoughts and opinions, and your own sense of humour. You have your own interests, your own talents, and your own way of doing things.”
Harry had always been the quiet kid, the one who faded into the background while others sought the limelight. Yet, in his mother’s eyes, he was extraordinary.
“As you continue to grow and become an adult, you will live your own life. You will have times of happiness and times of disappointment. You will fall in love, and you will have your heart broken. Life has its ups and downs and is not always fair, but I know your strength and resilience will see you through. May you always know your worth and how incredibly precious you are! As your mother, it is my privilege to impart these important truths to you.”
As he absorbed the words, a pang of loneliness gripped him. His parents were no longer a part of his world, and it felt unfair. They had left too soon, taking with them the laughter, the hugs, and the constant reminders that he was cherished. He could still feel their presence in fleeting moments—a sudden whiff of his mother’s perfume, the rumble of his father’s laughter echoing in his mind. But those moments felt distant, ghostly almost, measured against the magnitude of absence that loomed over him.
“Always be true to yourself. Live your own dreams. Don’t take life so seriously. Love and accept yourself unconditionally. Don’t be afraid to take risks. And, last but certainly not least, know that I love you and will always be there for you.”
“I will always be there for you,” it promised. Though distance separated them now, he sensed an unbreakable bond anchored in love.
His gaze drifted to the corner of the room, where a framed photograph rested on the shelf—his parents beaming at his first birthday. The sight made a lump rise in his throat. The world had changed, but that snapshot of joyous certainty remained unwavering.
“No matter what, I’ve got your back. You are my son and always will be. There may be times when we don’t always see eye to eye, but I still love you and always will.”
Love,
Mom
Harry wiped his eyes, took a deep breath, and stood up straighter. For the first time all day, he felt a small spark of hope, a bit of strength pushing back against his fear. He would hold on to their love, keeping it close as he faced whatever came next.
He folded the letter and put it back in the chest. It wasn’t just a letter—it was a part of him, something solid to hold on to while everything else felt uncertain.
As the sun rose, Harry felt its warmth inside him. With that light—and the love of his parents—he felt ready to face whatever lay ahead.
Harry stood at the edge of the Burrow’s field, staring out at the early morning sky. The world was quiet, hushed in that strange in-between time when night hasn’t fully let go and day hasn’t quite begun. A soft chill clung to the air, and the grass was wet beneath his trainers. The sky stretched wide and open above him, painted in pale lavender and streaks of peach. It was beautiful—but it made his chest hurt.
Summer was ending. In just a few hours, he’d be on the train back to Hogwarts. And yet, instead of feeling excitement, all he could feel was… heavy. Like there was a stone lodged somewhere deep inside his chest. So much had changed in such a short time. So much had been lost. The pain of it clung to him, tighter than the morning mist.
He looked toward the horizon, searching for something—anything—that might help him breathe easier. But the light creeping into the sky only reminded him of how alone he sometimes felt, even when surrounded by people who cared.
The Burrow had been a refuge this summer. It always was. The jokes from Fred and George. Ginny’s quiet smiles. Ron’s usual complaints. Even Mrs. Weasley’s frantic breakfasts and scoldings had brought a strange sort of comfort. It was loud, chaotic, and real. It had felt like home in a way no place had before.
But underneath all that joy, there was always the absence. His parents. The ones who should’ve been here to share these moments. The ones who would never come back.
A sound behind him—soft footsteps on the wet grass—pulled him from his thoughts.
He didn’t have to turn to know who it was. Mr. Weasley. Harry could feel the calm, steady presence before the man even said a word.
“Harry,” Mr. Weasley said gently, his voice carrying the same warmth as the sun beginning to peek over the hills. “You’re up early.”
Harry nodded, keeping his eyes on the horizon. “Just thinking,” he mumbled. He tried to keep his voice even, but he knew it cracked a little.
Mr. Weasley came to stand beside him, not saying anything right away. He didn’t need to. That was one of the things Harry appreciated most about him—he never forced a conversation. He just… showed up. Quiet, kind, and solid.
Harry didn’t want to talk, not really. But something inside him broke loose anyway.
“I miss them,” he whispered, barely audible. The words surprised him even as he said them. He hadn’t meant to say it aloud. But once they were out, he couldn’t take them back—and he didn’t want to. Not really.
Mr. Weasley didn’t respond right away. He just looked out at the sunrise with him, hands folded in front of him, as if he were considering the weight of those three words.
“That makes two of us,” he finally said. His voice was low but steady. Kind. Understanding. “I think… missing someone is one of the hardest things a heart can do.”
Harry felt the sting of tears behind his eyes. He blinked hard, not wanting to let them fall, but he didn’t pull away from the moment either.
“It hurts,” Harry said softly.
“It does,” Mr. Weasley agreed. “Because they mattered. And when someone matters that much… their absence leaves a space nothing else can fill.”
There was silence between them for a while, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was the kind of silence that felt safe. Respectful. Like Mr. Weasley was giving him the space to feel whatever he needed to feel.
The sun broke through the mist, golden light slowly stretching across the field. It warmed Harry’s face, his hands, and the air around them. He breathed it in, letting it settle inside him.
“You know,” Mr. Weasley said, his voice thoughtful, “family isn’t always about blood. It’s about the people who choose you. The ones who stand by you, even when it’s hard. Even when you’re not sure you deserve it.”
Harry looked over at him then, his throat tight. Mr. Weasley’s eyes were kind but serious too. Honest.
“You have us, Harry. You always will. No matter what comes. You’re not alone.”
That broke something open inside him. Not in a painful way—but like a window opening after being shut for too long. Harry nodded, eyes burning now. He didn’t trust himself to speak. The lump in his throat was too big.
But he didn’t need words. Mr. Weasley understood.
He placed a hand on Harry’s shoulder, firm and reassuring.
“Life’s going to throw a lot at you,” he said quietly. “Some things you won’t be ready for. Some things you’ll think you can’t handle. But the love we carry with us—that’s what gets us through. Even when the people we love are gone… the love they gave us doesn’t leave. It stays. It becomes part of who we are.”
Harry closed his eyes for a moment and just listened to the wind, the quiet rustle of the trees, and the distant crow of a rooster somewhere behind the Burrow. And in that stillness, he could almost feel them—his mum and dad. Not close enough to touch, but near enough to carry with him.
He opened his eyes and looked back at the house. His home. His family. Ron would be waking up soon, grumbling. Ginny would roll her eyes at him. Mrs. Weasley would be shouting for everyone to come downstairs.
It wasn’t perfect. It never had been.
But it was love.
And that mattered more than anything.
“I’m glad I have you,” Harry said quietly, voice shaky but sincere.
Mr. Weasley smiled. “And we’re glad to have you, too.”
Harry stood there a while longer, letting the morning light soak into him. For the first time in weeks, the ache in his chest didn’t feel quite so sharp. He wasn’t whole. Not yet. Maybe never. But he wasn’t broken, either.
He was held. He was loved.
And that would be enough.
After Mr. Weasley quietly slipped back into the house, the garden seemed to exhale, sinking into a rare moment of peace. For a fleeting second, Harry allowed himself to breathe—really breathe—as if the sky had cracked open just wide enough to let him feel normal again.
That didn’t last long.
“Hey, mate. You alright?”
Harry didn’t need to look to know it was Ron. The familiar, awkward shuffle of feet and the unmistakable tone of someone trying to sound casual but failing miserably gave him away. Still, Harry glanced over, and there he was—Ron, ginger hair tousled by the wind, eyes squinting against the sun, and a look on his face that hovered somewhere between concern and cluelessness.
“I’m okay,” Harry said softly, inhaling through his nose, trying to keep his voice steady. “Just… the air’s nice. Peaceful.” A small, almost shy smile tugged at his lips—one that didn’t quite reach his eyes, but it was something.
Ron studied him for a second too long, the way friends do when they don’t know what to say but know they should say something. Then his expression shifted—lightening, softening—and a grin spread across his face like he was about to pull a rabbit out of a hat.
“Well, speaking of nice things…” he said, voice taking on a theatrical flair. “Ta-da!” With a dramatic flourish, he yanked a bulky, slightly wrinkled package from behind his back.
Harry blinked. “What the—?”
“A package came for you!” Ron announced, hoisting it like it was the crown jewels. “Couldn’t fit it through the window, so Mum had the owl drop it off in the kitchen. I’m just the delivery bloke.”
Harry took it with both hands, surprised at the weight. The paper was festive—bright red with tiny golden snitches flitting across it—and a card was attached, dancing slightly in the wind. His stomach flipped when he recognised the handwriting.
His mother’s.
He swallowed hard and opened the card, the paper soft and worn at the edges from its journey. He read aloud, his voice barely above a whisper.
Dear Harry,
I hope you had a wonderful birthday, my dear! This gift is coming to you a bit late, but I know it will be useful when you return to Hogwarts. The owner of the Quidditch Supplies shop told me it will take about a month to fully repair your father’s old broomstick. I was shocked to hear the extent of the damage! This broom was your dad’s most treasured possession, and he would have been thrilled to pass it down to you. Please take good care of it in his memory.
Your father and I love you so much, Harry. Cherish this gift as a reminder of our love. I can’t wait to see you again soon!
All my love,
Mum
The words blurred.
Harry bit the inside of his cheek, trying to keep the emotion from spilling over too fast. But the moment was already breaking him open from the inside. His fingers trembled around the letter. His mother’s words wrapped around him like a blanket—and suddenly he was five again, imagining what it would’ve been like to wake up to his mum’s singing happy birthday over breakfast.
He looked up at the sky, gold and blue and achingly wide.
“Thank you, Mum,” he whispered, voice catching. “Thank you, Dad. I… I love you too.”
Ron stayed quiet, which was rare but perfect. He stood nearby, not touching, not crowding—just being there. Harry appreciated that more than he could say.
After a moment, Ron finally broke the silence with a gentle nudge. “Your dad’s broomstick, huh?”
Harry nodded, still staring at the package like it might vanish if he blinked. “Yeah. Mum had it repaired. I didn’t even know she still had it.”
He paused, then added more quietly, “It means more than I can explain.”
Ron scratched the back of his head. “What’s it feel like? Having something that belonged to him?”
Harry hesitated, thinking. “It’s… like a piece of him is still here. Like when I fly on it, I won’t be flying alone. It’s stupid, but… I think he’d be proud. Like he’s watching.”
“That’s not stupid,” Ron said simply. “That’s… kind of brilliant.”
Harry gave him a grateful glance, and Ron brightened again with that classic Weasley grin. “Anyway, open it already, would you? I’m dying to see it.”
Harry peeled back the wrapping slowly, savouring the moment. Inside was a sleek, polished Comet 220, clearly upgraded and modified. The handle gleamed, reinforced with new bindings. A small pouch was attached near the base—likely for wand storage—and beside it was a custom servicing kit. His breath caught.
“It’s beautiful,” he whispered.
“Merlin’s beard,” Ron said, practically drooling. “That thing looks like it could outrun a Firebolt.”
Harry laughed—a real one this time. “It’s not about speed. It’s about connection.”
“Sure,” Ron said, eyeing it like it was treasure, “but if you just so happen to crush the competition, I’m not complaining.”
“You think I’ll crush them?”
“Mate,” Ron said, slapping him on the shoulder, “with that broom and my brilliant tactics, we’re going to make Gryffindor history.”
Harry smirked. “Just don’t start drawing up plays on your napkin again.”
“Oi, those napkin plays won us a match!” Ron protested.
“Nearly lost us the next one,” Harry countered, grinning.
They both laughed, and for a moment, everything felt right. Just two best mates, outside the Burrow, talking about Quidditch and brooms and making plans that sounded wonderfully ordinary.
Then Ron said, more softly, “Keep it safe, yeah? That broom’s not just wood and bristles. It’s… something more.”
Harry nodded, holding it close. “I will. I promise.”
And as they turned back toward the house, warm yellow light spilling through the windows and the smell of breakfast drifting on the breeze, Harry felt something shift inside him. A quiet resolve, steady and fierce.
This broom wasn’t just a gift.
It was a legacy.
It was proof that love could still reach him—even from the past.
And whatever Hogwarts threw at him next, Harry knew he wouldn’t face it alone. He would face them with courage, friendship, and the enduring spirit of family watching over him from the skies.
THE END