Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Sad Death, Love Found ❯ Malfoys secret ( Chapter 3 )

So here goes with the third chapter…I hope it’s good
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry potter…we all know this


For the next week I pretty much just go thru the motions of life, slipping back into my pit of loneliness. Harry avoids me, but I don’t care. I don’t care about anything right now, that’s a lie…I care about the fact that Malfoy doesn’t bother me anymore. Since I caught him and Harry he hasn’t said a word to me…hasn’t mocked me or anything. It actually really bothers me…it’s not like him. Sometimes I see him and Harry together…in an empty classroom, or in the tower. I always leave before Harry sees me, but Malfoy…I looks at me and smirks. It bothers me…why does he look at me like that.
“Ron…earth to Ron,” I look up at Hermione in shock. I didn’t even know she was sitting beside me. For that matter I didn’t even know I was eating eggs in the great hall. I look across from me and see that I was staring at Malfoy for who knows how long. I look back at Hermione and see a small look of wonder on her face.
“um…sorry, I didn’t see you there,” I tell her, going back to eating my eggs…I don’t even like eggs. I sort of listen to her talk about some potion she learned, I don’t know why she thinks I care. I look back over at Malfoy, watching him talk to his friends. What is it about him that bugs me so much? Because he was kissing my best friend? Maybe…I like Harry…but it hasn’t been long since Cedric…I don’t know. I look back at Hermione.
“Where’s Harry?” I interrupt her. She doesn’t look pleased with me.
“He’s in the library if you must know,” she snaps back.
“Thanks,” I shout out as I take off towards the library. I get to the entrance then stop. What am I doing? Am I gonna just run in there and tell him what I’m thinking…or even worse, kiss him. So I stand there…in the doorway looking like a bloody idiot for about twenty minutes.
“You ok Ron?” I jump at the voice and turn to see Fred and George standing there. Great just what I need, these two fucking with me.
“I’m fine, just remembered can’t read so being here is useless,” I hear them laugh at my stupid joke as I take off thru the halls. What was I thinking? Just running into the library with no idea what I wanted to tell Harry.
I run to the only place I can think of as being safe…yup the astronomy tower. Maybe I’ll just jump out of the window this time and save myself from all the stupid things in my head. I get to the tower and pause when I hear noises inside, oh great…Harry and Malfoy again I guess…but then I hear something different…MY name. This doesn’t make sense, I’m pretty sure I’m not in there. Do I dare peek in and see what’s going on in there? Might as well…right?
So I tip toe over and look around the corner, and wow do I get an eye full. I was wrong…just Malfoy…moaning MY name, not Harry’s. I know I should look away, watching someone wank isn’t really a pastime of mine. Then again…maybe he wanted someone to see, he is in a kinda public place, why not do this in your room. So I stand there for what feels like forever and just watch him, and oddly enough, it’s really hot. I bite my lip feeling my pants getting a little tighter in the crotch. I need to leave before he sees me, but my legs won’t work. And I keep thinking about the fact that he’s wanking well thinking about me.
I watch Malfoy until he’s done, then I run like hell before he sees me. The whole time I run my mind keeps playing that last scene. His back arching…his lips moaning my name as his climax hits. I’m so lost in that thought I don’t even notice Harry until I run right into him, knocking us both to the ground. I groan lightly and grab my head which I had smacked into Harry’s head. I look at him and blush lightly remembering what I just witnessed.
“You in a hurry or something Ron?” Harry chuckles out, rubbing his own bruised forehead. I slowly get up from my spot on the ground, not really sure how to form words without blurting out what I just saw and heard his boyfriend doing. So I do the only logical thing that comes to mind….yes ladies and gentleman, I ran away like some mental case. I just ran until I was sure he didn’t follow me, and I ended up in an older abandoned part of the school. With a sigh I lean on the wall and slide down it, curling my legs to my chest and burying my face in them and started crying.
I don’t know how long I sat like this. I was so lost, and feeling things I shouldn’t be feeling. Seeing Malfoy like that should have not made me so worked up. I love Cedric….even though he’s gone it doesn’t mean I can just jump on the next guy who looks at me. Everything was simpler when I had Cedric, I knew who were friends and I knew me and Cedric would be together forever….But little did I know that forever would end so soon.
Its right then that I get the feeling I’m being watched, I sigh and look up to glare at whoever has found me. I yelp in shock when I open my eyes though, seeing Malfoy’s face an inch from mine. He’s crouched in front of me watching me.
“What the hell Malfoy!” I shout trying to shove him away and out of my space. He moves to sit beside me, still watching me.
“I saw you crying, you sounded like you were in pain.” His voice is soft like he cares about me and why I’m crying. It must be a trick, cause Draco Malfoy does not give two shits about me. At least….I don’t think he does.
“It’s none of your business Malfoy,” I snap a little harshly and start getting up to leave. He doesn’t move or say anything until I’m halfway down the hall.
“I know Cedric dying hurt you….but he didn’t love you like you think he did. He wasn’t who you thought he was.” Malfoy’s voice is calm as he tells me this. I turn and look at him in anger, he’s standing now, facing me. I slowly move closer to him.
“Be very careful with what you say next Malfoy, I am not in the mood for your bullshit and I will hurt you.” My teeth are grinding with anger, waiting for him to open his stupid mouth so I can punch him. I stop right in front of him, fists clenched, looking right into his eyes. I wasn’t prepared for what I saw in his eyes, he looks sad, and almost hurt. Then I forget the look with what he says next.
“Cedric liked to play games….and you became his favorite game. He wanted to see how long he could have you tail after him. I never understood the reason for these games, but what I did understand was that you would end up hurt. You also weren’t the only one he was “dating” before he died.” Malfoy’s voice is sad and full of pain as he says all this, but I don’t let him finish. My fist connects with his mouth before he can get another word out. He staggers back a couple steps but doesn’t fight back, he just watches me.
“Cedric loved me! You don’t know anything! Why should I believe you word?! You just the schools little whore! You don’t think I haven’t heard?! You fucked half or more of the guys in this school!” I explode, punching him again and again. His face is bloody and so are my knuckles, I’m not thinking straight just punching blindly.
Someone’s screaming, and someone’s pulling me off Malfoy. That’s when I start seeing clear, Malfoy is out cold, his face is covered in his blood. I fall back on the floor, shacking and trying to come to my senses. I look around slowly, I see Harry kneeling over Malfoy, making sure he’s ok. I see Fred and George standing over me, looking at me in shock. They must have pulled me off of Malfoy. I look back at Harry, quick to look down in shame at the glare he is sending my way.
“He….was saying things, about Cedric….I lost it….he said Cedric didn’t love me,” I whisper, tears slipping from my eyes. I know it’s not an excuse, but I had to say something to give them reason as to why.
“Because he didn’t love you Ron! All you had to do was ask for proof, Draco could have shown it to you. When he told me about it and showed me I told him he should show you. I didn’t think you would beat the living hell out of him!” I look at Harry in shock, for yelling at me and for what he just said.
“There’s proof….what do you mean?” I can feel the tears on my face, this is all to much. I loved Cedric with everything I had, and I was positive he had loved me. Why would someone lie about love? I look down at Malfoy and see that he’s watching me again. I sigh in pain and look away, trying to wrap my head around everything. If Harry is saying it….then there must be proof, he would lie about this to me. I’m overwhelmed with pain, it all hurts so bad I feel like I’m going to die. I start to gasp and lose my ability to breath. I curl into a ball, it hurts so bad that I don’t notice anything around me. All I know is I can’t breath and that I’m going to die.
“Life isn’t ending, you’re going to be ok Ron,” it shocks me a little, the light caring voice whispering to me. The light touches as someone rubs my back. I just beat the shit out of Malfoy, and now here he is whispering calming words in my ear and showing me he cares. Slowly I open my eyes and peak out at him, my breathing coming back a little, but not enough to stop the hiccups. Malfoy is sitting beside me, covered in his blood, but his eyes are what catches my attention. They are connected with my eyes, and they are full of caring and sadness. He tilts his head slightly and the corner of his mouth twitches a little. He then whispers something I will never forget.
“You may be an annoying little prat, but from now on, you my annoying little prat.” He chuckles like it’s some grand joke only he gets. Then without another word he gets up and walks down the hall like nothing ever happened. I hear Harry chuckle and claim I’m doomed, as he helps me up and leads me back to the dorms.

Sorry it took so long to post this. I just stopped writing it for some reason. I think its becuz I have no plot planned out. I’m just writing what comes to mind as I write it. I’m totally lost so if anyone has any ideas or anything feel free to msg me, no promises that they will be used, but you never know.
Hope you all like this chapter, I hope to write the next one soon, but school is starting for me soon so I will be rather busy. Please review if you would like to see more!
~Lyndzai~