InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Forgive Me ❯ Forgive Me ( Chapter 1 )

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Forgive Me
By Inu Hanyou Nikkie
 
 
I was blinded by my own greed
I never thought of you
In my ignorance I took
~ your companionship
~ your loneliness
~ your yearning for human touch
~ your innocence
and twisted it to suit my need
 
 
I called it love, but not the truth
I whispered promises, I could not keep
 
Forgive me.
 
I honestly did not want you to weep
 
 
Forgive me my Greed
Forgive me my using you
Forgive me my Deceptions
Forgive me my Sacrificing of you
 
A part of you I couldn't love
A part of you I couldn't stand
A part of you I had to cleanse from you
 
For us to be together
I was willing to make you
Into something I wanted
That suited me
 
To be a normal woman I would have
Sacrificed anything
 
To shirk off my duties I would have
Killed you
 
I know now the Truths from the Illusions
It took my Soul being Reborn
To teach me this
Now it's Her Soul
And I am thankful
 
To Her I will entrust your fragile Inner Child
To Her I will approve of your need to Love and Be Loved
To Her I will offer up my Endless Blessings
To Her I will finally have Your Forgiveness
 
Forgive me
 
Forgive me
 
Forgive me
 
For I cannot forgive myself