InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ my life my thoughts my story ❯ explanations and new begginings ( Chapter 4 )

~~~~~THAT NIGHT~~~
we reached the cave just as the sun was setting. we talked about random stuff untill it was time to put the kids to bed at dark
now sitting infront of tha campfire i sing to them on my own (hedley)
stayed awake all night toss and turnin'
now my blood shot eyes are burnin'
workin' out why this ain't workin'
fight after fight after fight
and now it's killin' me
you were too busy to believe in
all the run away dreams i was dreamin'
time to pack up and go i'm leavin'
fight after fight after fight

and now i gotta be
on my own
and living in a world alone
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home
i'm gonna make it on my own
i'll always take the harder road
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home

how'd you end up oh so jaded?
cynical and so sedated
can't live in this world you created
day after day after day

and now i gotta be
on my own
and living in a world alone
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home
i'm gonna make it on my own
i'll always take the harder road
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home

you will always be the lonely one
you will always try to swallow the sun
just remember you could never make it rain on everyone

on my own
and living in a world alone
gets better every day
cause i don't have to say
and now you're killin' me

on my own
and living in a world alone
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home
i'm gonna make it on my own
i'll always take the harder road
gets better every day
that i don't have to say i'm sorry i'm coming home
i'll make it on my own
i'm sorry i won't be coming home
i'll make it on my own
i'm sorry i won't be coming home
i'll make it on my own
i'm sorry i won't be coming home
i'll make it on my own
i'm sorry i won't be coming home

hey do youguys want to meet my pet monkey?
"monkey?........ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" screamed kagome, songo, shippou and miroku at the same time
well he is on his way here right now so while we wait i might as well tell you about myself.

"okay so it all began with my mother midoriko... i waited for a reaction. they all looked at me like i had grown another head.
anyway my mom was not a miko. she was a shapeshifter and a seer. because of her seer powers, whenever she changed to another form she had her powers and the powers of what she changed into plus the additional powers of her mate aka my dad(outo-san). my father was a great inu-yokai who was more powerfull than the great inunotashio himself." as i said thhis i looked at inuyasha who had curious but defensive golden pools looking back at me.
"after my mom was sealed in the jewl when i was 2 i lived with my outo-san. when i was 3 years old me and my father were kidnaped. they forced me to watch as kinky-hoe aka kikyo raped and purified my father. she let me go a week later after she torured me and told me that it was all my fault. after that i left to go train with my brother and sister who left the castel before i was born. my sister has 6 kids, that currently travel with me. after the sixth kid she died of childbirth complications. my brother continued to train me. by the time i was 13 i could kill over 1000 demons with one lash of my whip. my brother died protecting me from naraku. naraku tried to rape me and take my powers but i escaped using my seer powers. as i traveled looking for kinky-hoe to get my revenge i met other children that were orphaned or abandoned and took them in. kouga had killed my cousin, rin, who is now in the care of fluffy aka ice prince or sesshomaru. naraku used some of my seer powers that he did manage to get from me to make kanna so she is technically my daughter. right now i am on my way to kill kinky-hoe even though she is already sort of dead...damn naraku...he got to her first..."
"wait are you telling me that kinky-hoe is ... kikyo?" InuYasha asked with a furious look on his face.
"as a matter of fact yes but you never truly loved her and she never truly loved you, she wanted you human so she could live a normal life and get rid of the burden that was keeping her away from such life, and you were lonely and did not have me to guide you, besides if you truly loved her and vice versa then why didn't you fully trust each other?"
After i said that nobody said anything. InuYasha stomped off into the forest and into a tree so that you couldn't see him but he could hear and see you.
"You never did explain how you knew inuyasha" kagome said with curiosity.
" well as i said when my father was alive he was best friends with inunotashio, inuyasha's father and i met him when i was 3. he was only 5 and his brother fluffy used to babysit me when my father went to meetings and stuff. i think i was the only one that i remember that actually used to want to play with him but he would always refuse saying mean stuff because of what others used to say. after my father died i hadnt seen him after that and i am surprised he didnt at least remember my scent considering i was always around him and bugging him. he hasnt changed much, just a little taller and a deeper voice. i still love his ears. when i was little i cried once so hard because someone was icking on me that the only way he could comfort me was to let me scratch his ears all i remember after that was him purring and then falling asleap on his lap...
in that instant my monkey george came rolling to my feet in a liittle ball.
"wow that didnt take you long, i thought you would be a little bit later than this" i said with a smile as he jumped onto my shoulder
" well...a demon started chasing me so i ran for the hills and you know i run faster when i am being chased by something big and scarry" george said with an exasperated cute voice.
"well george this is kagome, songo, miroku, kirara and shippou. inuyasha is sulking in that tree over there you can meet him later when he is done whining." i said ith a smirk
"i'm not WHINING!!!!!" yelled inuyasha
"by the way did u see deamon, he has some explaining to do as to why he left the kids all alone by the time i got here?"
"...nope...i havnt seen him since i left." said george
"ok"
ok kiddies time for bed. i laughed when they all groaned. dont make me put you on the sleeping spell again, i'm sure you remember what happened. i laughed once again as they all cringed.
"whats the sleeping spell, and what happened" asked a curious kagome
" well they didnt want to go to bed so i put them under a spell that makes you sleep but you dont get any rest and then when the woke up in the morning they were all tired and i made them stay up the whole day walking towards another camping area. now bed !" i said while laughing
"fine but can you sing us a lullaby?" asked tia, one of my sisters kids. she was a full inuyokai
"ok fine but get into your cots first
somebodys watching over me (hillary duff)
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

when i finaly opened my eyes it was only inuyasha and i awake
"how did you like it" i asked
"it was ok... i guesse, whatever i am going outside i am going to keep watch."
"you can sleep, you look like you havnt slept in a long time"
"thanks but no thanks. i don't trust you"
"if you don't trust me then why don't you gowake your friends and leave. i can gaurantee that you will see me in about a week" i said with a smirk on my face
"no they would skin me alive if i woke them up at this hour."
"then i guesse you have no choice but to trust me . i know why you dont trust me and its not the fact that you could trus nobody when you were younger. it is becausei know so much about you yet you know so little about yourself.
at that moment tamia, the baby woke up and started to whine.