InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ My Will ❯ My Will ( Chapter 1 )

My Will

[Song lyrics

English translation]

Kagome's POV (Point of View)

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[Sotto mezameru... hakanai omoi zutto donna toki demo negau anata ne todoku you ni to...

Quietly awakening... I always, always wish that these fleeting thoughts would reach you...]

I wish you could sense how I feel, Inuyasha. What about your youkai senses? Can't you sense how I feel toward you?

["ato sukoshi" to yuu kyori ga fumidasenakute itsumo me no mae wa tozasarete-ita no aitai aenai hibi wo kasaneru tabi ni tsuyoi tokimeki wa setsunasa ni naru yo

Unable to move forward "just a little more" distance. The way I see before me is always blocked. Everytime the days I want to see you but can't pile up, my strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak]

Everyday I try to say it, I try to say the three words I have longed to say for so long; why are they hard to say? Am I afraid of rejection? Am I afraid you will break my heart? I can't continue on like this. How hard could it be, to say the three magical words; "I love you"?

[moshimo eien to yuu mono ga aru nara toomawari shite demo shinjite mitai "bukiyou dakara kizutsuku koto mo aru" to wakatte mo tomaranai mou dare ni mo makenai

If there is such a thing as "eternity", I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way. Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone]

I wish to believe that you love me. I wish I could tell. Are you still in love with Kikyou? I won't give up, even if that is the truth. I may not be as good an archer, or as powerful a miko, but I won't stop. True love is never wrong.

[anata no koto wo omou sore dake de namida ga ima afuredashite kuru yo hakanai omoi zutto donna toki demo negau yo anata ni todoku you ni to...

I think of you and that alone is enough to make the tears start to flow now, I always, always wish that these fleeting thoughts would reach you...]

Why... why don't you say a thing? I think of you all the time, but with no response. What happened to your sharpened senses? Can't you read these desperate thoughts that haunt my mind?

[tsuyogaru koto dake shiri-sugite-ita watashi dakedo ano toki kara mayoi wa kieta yo

I've known all too well about pretending to be strong. But since then, my doubts have vanished]

I've tried my hardest, Inuyasha. I attempted to work hard to impress you. I tried to be strong, but I can't even protect myself from most dangers. You put yourself in danger for my safety. Now, when I think back, you are always helping me along, and become arrogant when you let something slip. Do you have feelings for me?

[misetai to omou mono ga kitto atte kikasetai kotoba mo takusan aru egao nakigao mo zenbu mite hoshikute matte-iru watashi wa yamete "chansu" wo tsukamu yo

There's definately things I want to show you, and so many words I want to hear. I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry, so I'll stop waiting and seize my "chance"]

I wish to show you my love for you, but am afraid. I want to hear three words from your mouth. Those three words will set me on fire. I want to see your emotions at all times, and not the false feelings you hide behind to salvage your pride. I must stop waiting, and seize my chance]

[anata no koto wo omou sore dake de kokoro ga tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru yo tookute koe ga todokanai dakedo itsuka wa kanarazu todoku you ni shinjite la la la la la la... shinjite la la la la la la... shinjite la la la la la la...

I think of you, and I feel like that alone is enough to make my heart grow stronger. My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday it definately will. Believe la la la la la la... Believe la la la la la la... Believe la la la la la la...]

I watch you sleep, and my heart grows stronger with your every movement. My doubts are leaving. I can't wake you, and tell you now, but my distant voice will reach you soon. Maybe tomorrow.

I slowly move over closer to Inuyasha. My hand grips the spirit command rosary around his neck. I pause as he stirs in his sleep. Slowly, I slip the rosary over his head. He looks different without it. But he is free now. Even if he chooses Kikyou over me, his choice is his own. I have done my part, but I hope my act does not go unnoticed.

He mutters something in his sleep, though I can not tell what it is. My heart grows stronger. I feel bolder. I cautiously lean over, and whisper in one of his cute doggy ears; "I love you, Inuyasha."

His ear twitches and a soft smile crosses his face. He has heard what I said! I am frozen in terror. His eyes open slightly, and his arm finds my hand. He pulls me down beside him, and slowly pulls me closer. What is he going to do? Is this a trick?

"Kagome... I love you."

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Aniu Hanyou: Please review. I want to know how bad this sucked. T_T

Demon: It wasn't too bad...

Aniu Hanyou: YOU HATE MY STORY!!! *runs off crying*

Demon: ...