Neon Genesis Evangelion Fan Fiction ❯ The One I Love Is...Mst ❯ Chapter 2 ( Chapter 3 )

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HELLO AGAIN ALL!! how ya been?
Me? ok I guess, I take it that mostly English majors read my
work as I get alot, and let me repeat, ALOT of comments on
grammer and spelling. Ok, listen to me, I do this for fun
I don't expect a grade, and for those that say use a
word processor with grammer and spell check, I would if I
could find one that saves with .txt format, its a pain in the ass
to switch it, so all of this is NON-CHECKED sorry about it
but if you get the idea, great thats the point, anyway with the
rate of speed that I read, little things like that don't even
appear in my field of vision, so enough of me bitching, (Felt good :) )
on with the show...... (oh i don't think i need say it by now but I will
I don't own a thing of evangelion aside from fan stuff, and I DIDN'T
write the original story)

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Sitting around the table after eating breakfast.

Asuka: What happend last night, my head is killing me.

Touji: Rei and Shinji were locked in a closet for about ten minutes.

Shinji: It was part of the game.

Asuka: WHO MADE THAT DARE!!!

Hikari: 'In the meekest voice possible' I....did..

Rei: And I thank you for that representative Hokari.

Kensuke: So that saki didn't agree with ya?

Asuka: 'Still glaring daggers at her 'friend'' No it didn't.

Kensuke: Alright, I know my dare when it's my turn.

Shinji: Are we finished here? want to start the next movie?

Rei: You were not in such a hurry last night Ikari-kun.

Touji and Kensuke exchange glances: Um...Hikari?

Hikari: Get your heads out of the garbage you two, I was their to let them out
and nothing happend.

Rei: Yes, nothing happend. 'Looks at Shinji and winks'

Asuka: I swear to all things holy I will get revenge.

Shinji or the red tomato that used to be Shinji has now fleed to the living room
putting the next installment in the player.

Asuka: I will get her ....'to herself' and him.

Hikari: I put the dishes in the washer so lets go.

Asuka: Hikari, you sit on the couch.

Hikari: But I..

Asuka: DO IT!

Hikari: Ok.

They all pile into the living room with Shinji on the couch, Rei being intercepted by
Asuka and Hikari for a seat on the couch sits on the floor while Touji and Kensuke
take the two chairs.

Touji: So ken, what would you say that last part was, point for me or you?

Kensuke: It's kind of a grey area, lets take a vote. 'looks at the group.'

Rei+Kensuke: Me/Rei.

Touji+Hikari+Asuka: Asuka/Me.

Touji: So Shin-man, is it a tie or do I get a point?

Shinji: I..um..I can't tell.

Rei looks at the floor shaking her head, expecting that answer Touji cheers his point while
Asuka glares at the meek Third child, and finaly Kensuke simply complained that
they should force Shinji to answer.

Touji: Alright 2-1, my odds are looking better.

Asuka: Shinji, why couldn't you just say it was me, you gave ME candy.

Rei: In the movie, only in the movie.

Asuka: Oh you be silent.

Hikari: It's starting.

(Ok the standared Mst procedure, look for da >>> k?)



The One I Love Is...
Chapter 2 - Shinji belongs to me!

>>>Touji: I smell penguin

>>>Kensuke: So do I, who's are happy crazy girl, Ice or Fire?

>>>Rei whips an ice cube at Touji while Asuka sets Kensuke's pants on fire.

>>>Shinji: Now I'm scared.

Written by Alain Gravel <rakna@globetrotter.qc.ca>
Based on characters created by and copyright GAINAX

http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Teahouse/2236/

(*) See translations notes for details
(number) See the author's notes for details on a specific subject

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Chapter 2 - Shinji belongs to me!

It was past 18:00 when Misato got back from NERV Headquarters. When
she entered the apartment, I had her meal ready and finished all
necessary preparations for her improvised party. While Misato would have
called it a feat, I didn't deserve that much credit. Her parties were
quite straightforward and easy to prepare. All that was needed was beer,
sake, chips and other snacks, sodas for the younger participants like
myself, and more beer. The hardest task was to clean up the apartment.
Fortunately, I was on cleaning duty on Saturdays and Sundays so there
wasn't much to do, unlike on Thursdays since Misato "cleaned" on
Wednesdays. How that woman could be so messy was beyond me.

>>>Asuka: Why Misato and I even clean is pointless, should make you
>>> do it all the time.

>>>Hikari: Is that all you realy need for a party?

>>>Shinji: Yeah its the standared list, but thats abridged, it should have added
>>> Vodka, Jack Daniel's, Tequila, keg, case, sixer, and about any other
>>> contair size you can think of.


Quite frankly, I was glad when Misato showed up. Asuka had decided
to come out of hiding when she recognized the aroma of cooking and since
then, we had shared an awkward silence. At times, she appeared as though
she wanted to say something, but the words kept getting lost between her
brain and mouth. I couldn't blame her, for I felt the same way.

>>>Touji: You feel like a brain dead, self centered "SLAM"..

>>>Shinji: Told you she was stronger than you Touji.

>>>Asuka: DO I REALY COME OFF THAT WAY???

>>>Rei: Yes

>>>Everybody else :No Ma'am.

So we just started to eat in silence and tried not to stare at each
other. Because if we did, we just ended up looking away, hoping the
other didn't notice the blush on our cheeks.

>>>Hikari: See, thats sweet.

>>>Touji: Na. iz just fear.

>>>Kensuke: Touji, your gauze is slipping.

With Misato back, things returned to the way they used to be. We
talked about nothing and everything. Asuka even managed some pretty
convincing lie about how school had been so boring and how Misato had
screwed up her day. I felt the unspoken target of those words, and they
hurt. I think Asuka must have noticed it, because she gave me an
apologetic look. I know Misato had been aware of the silent exchange
between Asuka and me, but she chose not to mention it. I was really
thankful for that. The three of us having suddenly nothing else to say,
we just kept silent. Asuka finally decided to leave and keep Pen-Pen
company in front of the TV.

>>>Touji: The last day of Pen-Pen.

>>>Shinji: I'll do his biography, "Saved by Misato, Killed by Sake."

>>>Kensuke: Or a Shinji obsessed woman.

"Anything you want to tell me, Shinji-kun?"
Sometimes, I would surprise myself in thinking that Misato was
probably the closest person I had to a mother. This was one of those
rare moments. She was giving me a genuine concerned, caring look. I
almost told her what was on my mind. Almost.
"Maybe later Misato-san".

>>>Rei: What escape was that?

>>>Shinji: Number one.

I stood up and joined Asuka. I didn't feel comfortable in her
company, but at the moment, it was safer than having to confront Misato.

* * *

Touji and Kensuke arrived early. Probably to have more time to drool
over Misato, although Touji was more serious than usual. I guess he was
a bit worried about me. I considered myself lucky. Touji was a nice guy
and a greater friend. Probably the first true friend I ever had, along
with Kensuke. I owed them a lot, so I tried extra hard to look cheerful.
They didn't have to worry about my problems.

>>>Shinji: Yes, my best friend greeted my with a punch to the face.

>>>Touji: Could have been a kick to the groin.

Hikari followed shortly after. She said "Hi" to everyone, then
literally dragged Asuka into her room. From what I could guess, Hikari
seemed intent on having a discussion with Asuka similar as the one she
had at school with me. While I appreciated Hikari's intentions, I felt
sorry for Asuka; Hikari could be so bossy at times.

>>>Kensuke: I..

>>>Hikari: AHEM!, Mr. Aida you were saying?

>>>Kensuke: Nothing Ma'am.

"Don't worry Touji, one day you'll be the one she'll drag into a
bedroom." teased Kensuke.
Touji blushed and tried to convince us he didn't care whether or not
he'd share time alone with the Class Rep. Misato and Kensuke cracked up
in laughter, followed by me. Needless to say we didn't believe him one
bit.
Since the adults had yet to show up and Hikari was out of sight,
Misato decided to keep teasing Touji, harassing him with embarrassing
questions about him and his "girlfriend" while offering him a good look
at her ample and lightly covered bosom. Kensuke and I just kept laughing
at poor Touji, until Misato decided we should be her next target. But
the sudden arrival of Maya and Ritsuko saved us, while exposing Misato
in a compromising position that would have aroused most men.

>>>Touji/Kensuke: NO! BRING BACK THE LIGHTLY COVERED BOSOM!!!

>>>Shinji didn't say a word but silently agreed, but he knew better.

>>>After their outburst another followed, one of Hikari slapping Touji.

"Now hitting on kids. How shameless of you..."
It was Misato's turn now to be teased by the good Dr. Akagi. But one
thing I have to hand to Misato is her ability to turn any disadvantage
into an advantage.
"A girl can't pass all her nights alone. And you shouldn't
underestimate these boys. They may look young, but they have anything a
real man needs... and a woman."
"Misato!"

>>>Kensuke: TAKE IT OFF!

>>>Rei: You are not worth of effort of hitting.

Ritsuko fumed, while Maya's face went red. The NERV computer
operator seemed quite easily embarrassed.
"But why use those poor kids to satisfy your urges when a man, like
me, is available for the job".
Misato went white. It seemed nobody had noticed Kaji at the
doorstep.

>>>Asuke: How can you not notice that man, he just drips with cool.

>>>Shinji mutters a bit and continues to watch the screen.

>>>Touji: Hey, check it out, Shin-man's jealous.

>>>Rei: Silence.

I don't know if the girls had been listening to our conversations,
but Asuka chose that moment to burst out of her room and throw herself
into Kaji's open arms, meant for Misato, of course.
It wasn't the first time I had seen Asuka act like this. I knew of
her infatuation with Kaji. But for the first time ever, I was
overwhelmed by a very strong emotion I had never really felt before.
Jealousy. I barely registered the fact that Misato had the same look
that probably showed on my face. Hikari and Touji had probably noticed.
I'm not sure, but I think they asked me if they could see Pen-Pen's
fridge. I didn't pay attention. I guess that's what they said, because
that was where they took me.
Once I had calmed down and managed rational thoughts, I tried to
think about what had just happened. I had felt jealous. And had not
managed to actually hide that fact. Did that mean I really cared about
Asuka? More then I cared about an ordinary friend?. What was Asuka to
me?

>>>Asuka/Touji: YES!

>>>Rei/Kensuke: NO!

>>>Shinji: Jealous....


"You okay, Shinji?"
"I'm not sure. I guess so. Thanks, Touji."
"Any time, pal."
Soon, Hyuga and Aoba arrived, so everyone gathered in the living
room. Misato chose that time to ask for a beer. Since she obviously
lacked any social skills, I asked everybody else if they wanted a drink.
Everyone happily said "yes". I was about to get them the beverages when
I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to reveal Rei. Right on time,
20:00. I wasn't surprised.
"Hi Rei."
"Hello... Ikari-kun."

>>>Asuke: "I've come to say, I hate you. Oh and give those chocolates to
>>> the Commander."

>>>Rei: He gets a card.

>>> They all stare at her before blocking that fact from memory and returning
>>> to they film.


That was strange. She seemed uneasy. But then again, she had already
behaved unusually today.
"Come in!"
For an instant, she seemed about to say something, but she simply
nodded and stepped in. I took her to the living room where I asked her
to sit next to Touji, whom I looked in the eyes. He nodded,
understanding I wanted him to look after Rei, and see if he could manage
to calm inevitable hostilities between her and Asuka. Hikari seemed to
understand as well, for she doubled her effort to draw away Asuka's
attention.

>>>Kensuke: I think they need to get tounge extenders, whats with all this, almost
>>> talked but didn't crap?

>>>Rei: Its called realism.

>>>Shinji about to agree but stops.

>>>Rei: See.

I returned to my duties in the kitchen and quickly came back with
four beers and two glasses of white wine requested by Maya and her
Sempai. I looked at my friends. Good. No property damage yet.
Back in the kitchen, I was suddenly faced with a dilemma. I had
forgotten to ask Rei if she wanted anything, and I didn't really want to
ask the question just under Asuka's nose. She could very well overreact.
Again.

>>>Rei: What am I doing lying underneath her?

>>>Touji: Yeah, that's Shinji's job.

>>>Asuka, who at this time has a nerve about the size of her head: IT'S AN
>>> EXPRESSION!!!


Finally deciding to bring something for Rei, I then had to guess
what she would like to drink. Somehow, I doubted she'd be interested in
some soda. I didn't think she would be interested in some sugared drink.
Water? Too simple. Coffee? No, definitively a bad idea. I didn't think
she would like coffee; and I didn't need a caffeine boosted Rei,
although I did wonder whether it could actually have any effect on her.
Better not to know. I finally settled my choice on a simple cup of tea.
It would take some time to prepare, which was fine by me. I could be
away from the party a bit longer.

>>>Hikari: Um, Shinji, Tea has more caffeine than coffee. (At least green tea)

>>>Shinji: Maybe its decaffeinated?


When I finally came back, I was shocked by what I saw. Rei was
actually discussing with Kensuke. More then that, she was talking and
Kensuke, along with the others, was listening. I gave everyone their
drinks and realized that Rei was relating our first mission together,
the battle against the Fifth Angel. While Rei still had her subdued tone
of voice, I could definitely pick up a faint trace of excitement.
"How cool, Rei!" exclaimed Kensuke once Rei had finished her story.
I wasn't surprised by Kensuke's comment. He'd just go wild with
anything related to the EVAs and the battles against the Angels. After
every fight, he would ask me questions and every time I would tell him I
didn't want to talk about it. I hated fighting the Angels. The last
thing I wanted was to be reminded of those fights. But I realized... I
didn't mind hearing Rei recounting those stories.

>>>Rei: Maybe I should tell you other stories.

>>>Kensuke: I'd like to hear 'um.

>>>Asuka: Yeah, lets hear your story Wondergirl.

>>>Rei: Not now.

>>>Shinji: Its actually neat to hear stories about this, if your not involved.

"Humf! I don't see how that was so cool? Shinji killed it, not her!"
Why wasn't I surprised to hear those words from Asuka?
"Not cool?! She was great! Using her own EVA to protect Shinji's at
the risk of her life! Only heroes do that! If you ask me, it was way
better then being used as overgrown fish bait!"
I shook my head. That was a very stupid thing to say.

>>>Hikari: Who agree's with that statement.

>>>A full house of hands are raised.


"DIE!"
Realizing his blunder, Kensuke ran, followed by an angry Asuka.
I took that opportunity to offer Rei her cup of tea. She look
surprised and blushed a bit, but accepted the tea. Then the chase
between Asuka and Kensuke caught her attention.
Since the apartment offered little place to run and even less to
hide, Asuka soon caught him and tried to ram her fist through his skull.
Kensuke would have probably lost consciousness without Kaji's
intervention, which consisted of asking Asuka about the eighth Angel
mission, her first, and only, solo success. Asuka quickly lost interest
in Kensuke, jumping on a chance to try to impress Kaji. I knew she would
of course avoid mentioning how I was forced to jump into the volcano in
the nick of time to save her. But I didn't mind. Unlike her, I wasn't
interested in being a glorious EVA pilot.
After Touji dragged Kensuke back in our little group, Shigeru took
his guitar and started playing his best compositions. I was impressed,
he was very good! I could feel the emotions he tried to express through
his music. They were almost melancholic.
Then, he played a song I quickly recognized. I believe it was called
"Fly me to the moon".

>>>Shinji: "Fly Me To The Moon?" what the hell is that?

>>>Asuka/Hikari/Touji/Rei: Never heard of it.

>>>Kensuke: You uncultered bumkins, its a classic song from America Why
>>> a Japanese man would know it, or like it, thats the real mystery.

It was rather popular. I could almost hear the
words... No. I did hear the words.

>>> Touji: He's gone insane, hearing songs in his head.

>>>Kensuke: All the stress from the girls got to him...know what that means?

>>>Touji/Kensuke: WE GET THEM ALL!!! "insert a scene from any action film here"

>>>Hikari: Maybe Asuka was right about you stooges.

Very softly, almost whispered. I
stared at Rei, a look of disbelief on my face. Her red eyes met mine.
Her voice gained some intensity, as if the words were destined for me.

>>>Hikari: I'm sorry but the words: Rei and intensity don't seem to mesh.

>>>Kensuke: So she's almost speaking in a whisper?

>>>Rei attempting to speak loud but fails: I don't speak that softly..

>>>Shinji: Um..Ayanami that didn't help you.

"...Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore

>>>Asuka: "Quote the Raven, NEVERMORE"

You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true!
In other words, I love you!..."

>>>Kensuke: So does penguin taste good?

>>>Shinji: A bbq never hurts.

"Wow, you're good, Rei." said Hikari, visibly impressed.
"Good? That's nothing! I'll show you good! In fact, I'll show you
what a great voice is!"

>>>Touji: I'll sing, I kick ass at singing.

>>>The rest: Do it and die.

True to her words, Asuka herself started to sing, obviously trying
to cover Rei's voice with her own. While Rei's voice had a relaxing
quality, Asuka's was pure and rich, full of energy. But both were very
beautiful.

>>>Asuka: Was their a doubt?

>>>Shinji blushing: You both sing so well. 'And the subject...'

>>>Kensuke: I'd ask who you liked better but we know your answer.

>>>Touji: Cop out Cop out.

"...Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what Spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand!
In other words, darling, kiss me..."

Then, the slightly drunken Misato came to life.
"That's the spirit Asuka! Let's do a karaoke! Shin-chan, go get the
karaoke machine!"
"We don't have a karaoke machine Misato-san..."
She gave me a disoriented look.
"We don't?"
I shook my head.
"Then get me another beer!"

>>>Rei: At this point I am convinced that she has no liver.

>>>Shinji: You're right, it fell into the toilet, needed a plunger.

When I came back from the fridge, Misato was now singing, going on
with her idea of an improvised karaoke.
I suddenly realized I was feeling good. So far, things had gone
right. Well almost. But no worries.
I actually started to enjoy this party...

>>>Hikari: And if thats not a set-up what is?

>>>Shinji: Saying I'm happy or I like something.

* * *

After a few hours, Shigeru got tired of playing the guitar, so Kaji
decided to provide the background music. Soon, the little apartment was
filled with the sound of an old American song. I didn't knew what most
of the words meant, but I had to agree that the melody was nice.

>>>Kensuke: WAIT! you understood Frank Senatra but no other English music?

>>>Shinji: Yeah so?

>>>Touji: We all understood the first but not the second...odd.

>>>Asuka: I understood it all, I'm fluent in Japanese, German, and English.

>>>Kensuke: Well Hello miss fancy pants. (Sorry but i love the Evil dead movies)

With the exception of Kensuke, everyone was still here.

>>>Kensuke: WHAT what did they do to me?

>>>Rei: Giving the people what they want.

>>>Asuka: One less stooge won't hurt a thing.

I watched with interest what was happening before my eyes.
Touji and Hikari stole glances at each other when the other wasn't
looking. But neither of them seemed to have the courage to make a move.
While Hikari's feelings for my friend were quite obvious to everyone,
except him, he on the other hand seemed to have mixed feelings about
her. Sometimes I couldn't quite tell what was on his mind.

>>>Asuka: Let me guess, women, dirty thoughts, food, basketball, and sleep.

>>>Touji: Close, beating you is in their too.

>>>Shinji: He'll never learn 'pauses movie while Hikari gets ice for Touji's jaw'


Asuka was trying hard to get a dance from Kaji. But Kaji's attention
was only focused on the slightly drunken major, who was also the object
of the attention of a resigned Makoto.
Maya was intensely watching Dr. Akagi, while herself being observed
by Shigeru. This all went unnoticed by a Ritsuko completely lost in
thought.

>>>Kensuke: ALRIGHT hot lesbian action, GET IT ON.

>>>Touji: YEAH, GET DRUNK AND GET THE FUNK ON.

>>>Shinji: Are you two realy watching this? I mean where do you get that?

>>>Rei: Ikari-kun, are YOU watching?

>>>Asuka: Realy.

Rei was watching everyone, probably with the same interest as me,
even if it didn't show on her face. Lately, I had learnt not to trust
anymore her emotionless look.

>>>Rei: A quick learner.

>>>Asuka: Or a bored one.

>>>Hikari: How can you read a blank wall?

>>>Touji: Write on it.

I yawned. It was getting late and this had been quite a hectic day.
I leaned against a wall and closed my eyes, letting myself be relaxed by
the music. I would probably have quickly fallen asleep if I hadn't
suddenly felt someone leaning against me. My eyes opened, but I didn't
dare move. While I was surprised, I guess I was relieved to see it was
Rei. She looked at me, then closed her eyes and leaned her head against
my shoulder. I was shocked! I wasn't sure how to react. Part of me
wanted to get up and run from her. But another part of me seemed to be
in control; another Shinji, who convinced me to relax and enjoy the
shared intimacy.

>>>Touji: Did I hear intimacy? Mega-Playboy power!!

>>>Hikari: Touji-chan, if you ruin this kawaii scene..I'll break your legs.

>>>Asuka: Traitor.

>>>Rei: I am in agreement, It is a lovely scene. 'To bad I cannot mimic it.'

>>>Asuka on the other hand could and did, resulting in a shocked group and a
>>> very nervous but happy Shinji.

>>>Shinji: 'Maybe this movie thing isn't so bad, I'm actually getting some
>>> attention.'

I looked at her again and was amazed by what I saw. She wasn't
smiling, but I couldn't see her usual expression either. She looked
peaceful, almost angelic.

>>>Asuka: See See she's evil, angels are what we fight so we have to kill
>>> Rei.

>>>Hikari: Asuka, I can't see how you can say Rei's an angel.

>>>Rei:....

>>>Touji: Maybe she's right Hikari, I mean if their are demon's like her, why not
>>> angels.

Seeing her like this washed away my remaining
fears. I closed my eyes again, and let myself be lost in the moment. I
felt... amazingly good. At peace, a kind of peace I had never felt
before. I felt like nothing bad could happen to me. I felt safe. The
moment was almost magical. But moments such as these were not meant to
last. It started with a giggle. Then the drunken Misato said a few
words. But those had a tremendous impact.
"Oooh... what... what a cute couple!"

>>>Kensuke: Just give me the money now Touji, I'm going to win.

>>>Touji: Not yet, Hikari said its about both, so sit your ass down.

"Oh my god!"
I think it was Ritsuko. I didn't know for sure, I was still feeling
a bit detached from reality.
"Way to go Shinji!"
"Suzuhara-kun!"
That was enough to snap me back to the real world. I soon realized
that nine pairs of eyes were directed toward Rei and me.
Misato, in her drunken state, was still giggling.
Kaji had a smile on his face.

>>>Kensuke: If I was their I'd have taped it, damn it all.

>>>Asuka: And I'd have to make you eat it.

Touji was in pain, his ear being grabbed by a fuming Hikari.
Ritsuko was very pale, a look of disbelief on her face.
Maya, Makoto and Shigeru were speechless.
Asuka was angry. Again.

>>>Kensuke: We see alot of your emotions don't we, rage and anger.

>>>Touji: She sang though.

>>>Shinji: True, and she was nice at the dinner scene.

>>>Asuka taking the oportunity grabs Shinji's arm: Ah.. your sticking up for me
>>> how nice.

>>>Hikari: 'Yeah you don't like him at all do you.'

I suddenly stood up, forgetting about Rei and almost throwing her
aside.
"It's not what you think!"

>>>Asuka: Now run to me and tell me you love me.

>>>Shinji: Um..Asuka calm down a bit, its a movie.

>>>Touji: Want a side bet ken?

>>>Kensuke: What that she'll cause him to pass out soon?

Quickly, I tried to think about something to say. Something that
would make sense. I thought about saying "sorry" but realized how stupid
it would sound.
Then, Rei, who was also back on her feet, grabbed my arm with hers
and gave everyone a sweet smile.
Ritsuko fainted.
Kaji's smile widened.
Misato choked on her beer.

>>>Shinji: Thats a first, Misato actually wasting beer.

Then, if it was possible, Asuka became even angrier. She literally
pushed away Kaji, whom she was still clinging on to, who ended up
colliding with Misato in a very embarrassing position, and threw a punch
at Rei. To everyone's surprise, Rei actually caught Asuka's fist in her
free hand.

>>>Crew: WHAT THE....

>>>Asuka: Thats not possible!

>>>Rei in a soft tone: Wow.

>>>Touji/Kensuke: Pan back to Misato!


I was quite impressed. I did not know Rei had such quick reflexes.
But then, I didn't know much about her, did I? She could very well be a
master in martial arts, although that was doubtful. But since she had
been at NERV for a long time, it was quite possible that Father had
imposed on her a degree of hand-to-hand training. Just to make her a
more efficient pilot. Or maybe she just had good natural reflexes.

>>>Asuka: Or maybe this is just a bad dream.

>>>Shinji: How long have you been at NERV?

>>>Rei: I'd rather not say.

>>>Touji: Why?

>>>Rei: Then I'd have to kill all of you.

Bodily harm not working, Asuka reverted to verbal abuse.
"Du... du Hure! (*) Leave my Shinji alone!"

>>>Touji: See Kensuke, I may still win, and with the money a tiny coffin.

I wasn't sure what "hure" exactly meant, but I could take a few good
guesses.

>>>Shinji: Food?

>>>Touji: Death?

>>>Kensuke: FUNK

>>>Hikari: Um...think you three.

Rei didn't react one bit. I somehow expected it.
"Ikari-kun is not yours."
There were no trace of anger in her soft voice. This was bound to
drive Asuka crazy.
"Yes he is! Shinji belongs to me!"

>>>Asuka: I have the bill right here SEE "ONE IKARI-SHINJI 10.00."

>>>Shinji: Is that all I'm worth?

>>>The rest: Yes.

This discussion was so unreal. I must have been dreaming. That was
what I tried to tell myself. Just a dream. Just a damn stupid dream.
"Ikari-kun doesn't belong to anyone. And if he did, then he would
belong to me. He owes me his life."
Dream or not, I immediately understood what she meant. Our first
mission together. The Fifth Angel. Rei had almost lost her life
protecting Unit-01 from the Angel's blast. I had always thought she had
done it for my father. For the mission. But now... Hearing her
mentioning this tonight. In those circumstances... I wondered...

>>>Asuka: If you could throw her out the window?

>>>Touji: If you could get them both in bed with you?

>>>Shinji: If I'm going to die?

>>>Rei: First it was for the commander, but that changed.

"Back off!"
This time, Asuka pushed Rei with all her body weight. It seemed to
work, as Rei released her hold on my arm.
"I don't know what your little game is, Wonder Girl, but forget
about him! He's mine, mine!"
"This is not a game. And he will never be yours. I will not allow
it."
"What? Are you trying to say he's yours?"
"I was the first. I was the one who had his attention before you
came. But your influence will cease. You are only an outsider, with no
real purpose here. Your only goal is to be the best. To satisfy your
shattered ego. But soon Ikari-kun will be better than you. Then what
will you have to offer? What will be your worth?"

>>>Asuka: YOU BITCH HOW DARE YOU!!!

>>>About this time it took just about everybody to restrain her.

>>>Shinji: Asuka its fake, a script, calm down.

>>>Rei: I will need rember this exchange.

I couldn't help but to gasp at Rei's words. This was probably true.
But it was also very cruel. By the reaction on Asuka's face, I could
tell she was hurt. Badly.
"So you think you're better! Of us all you're the worst pilot! What
can a lifeless doll like you offer that I can't?"

>>>Asuka: DAWM RIGHT! I'M A GODDESS COMPARED TO YOU!

>>>Rei: I have other abilities aside piloting.

>>>Shinji: This could get bad.

>>>Hikari chanting a mantra for peace.

"My life. My body. My soul."
Asuka's face froze. Obviously she didn't expect such an answer. And
I must admit, neither did I. Quite frankly, I was very seriously
pondering whether or not I was awake. This had to be a dream. Or a
nightmare. I wasn't quite sure which one.
"Your life? Are you saying you would die for him?"
"Yes."
"Are you stupid?"
"No. My life always had a unique purpose. But now I have found a
higher purpose. To protect Ikari-kun from harm. To make him smile. To
make him happy."

>>>Hikari now looking at screen with stary eyes: Its so sweet.

>>>Rei: Smile.

>>>Asuka: Buy him a new sdat and call it even.

>>>Rei: Hikari, next installment, that is MY seat.

>>>Hikari: EEP!

>>>Touji: Man Shin-man is about to pass out, look at him.

>>>Kensuke: Ah let him have his harem, both on screen and off, all freaks.

>>>Shinji: And you're one to talk?

Everybody went silent, trying to understand what Rei had just said.
Me most of all. That was, after all, a LOT of words coming from Rei. She
clarified it for us.
"I am still unsure of what love is. But, I believe I love Ikari-
kun."
Asuka felt to her knees, as if she had been hit by a fist. She
raised her head. Her eyes were in tears. She gave me a pleading look.
"Tell me Shinji... you said you liked me... tell me you don't love
her... tell me you love me!"

>>>Asuka: Yeah, do it now, 'as she tightens her grip on him.'

>>>Shinji: I.....can't......breath....

I kept silent. I didn't know what to say. I was still very much in
shock by what both of them had said.
"Don't tell me I'm losing to HER!"

>>>Kensuke: I didn't even know they were playing a game, when that start?

I wanted to speak but found myself unable to do so.
"Say anything! Say that you hate me! Say that you love me! Say you
don't care!"
I just... stared at her.
"Say something!"

>>>Shinji: I'm a little tea-pot.

It had came out as a strangled cry. She looked so fragile. So
vulnerable. Like a hurt animal. I wanted to take her in my arm, comfort
her, tell her what she wanted to hear...

>>>Asuka is now stary eyed: I knew you cared.

>>>Touji: YEAH ANOTHER POINT FOR ME!

>>>Kensuke: Lucky bastard.

But I didn't do anything.
Such a coward I was. I hated myself.
Seeing what she probably considered a refusal to answer, Asuka stood
up and stormed into her room.
"Fine! Have fun with your doll!"
She closed her door hard, then I could hear her put on the lock she
had recently convinced Misato to install, under the pretence that
perverts like me would try to peep on her.

>>>Shinji: I'd never risk the bodily harm.

I gave an apologetic look to the other people around me. The party
was over.
"I'm sorry."
Everyone seemed to understand.
Rei offered me an angelic smile.

>>>Hikari: Don't you know you ruined the party?

>>>Rei: Do I care?

>>>Hikari: Point taken.

* * *

After taking care of carrying Misato to her room, I decided to
escort Rei to her apartment. It was late and even with the Secret
Services watching over us, I didn't feel comfortable with the idea of
her walking home alone.

>>>Kensuke: So they shipped U.S. agents to Japan?

>>>Shinji: Spared no expense.

But the truth was... I was only looking for a reason to leave the
apartment.
To run away from the sobbing I could hear through Asuka's door.

>>>Shinji: They realy have me figured out don't they.

* * *

It was dark in the empty streets of Tokyo-3. Due to the recent
Angels attacks, parts of Tokyo-3 electric system tended to suddenly
crash. It seemed the lights on this part of the city had suffered from
one of those problems. And furthermore, the sky was filled with black
clouds, hiding the moon. It would probably rain soon. I would have liked
to push Rei to move faster, but I was reluctant to do so. Speeding up
our walk also meant returning sooner to the apartment... and Asuka's
sobbing. Besides, It actually felt good taking a night walk. A walk
alone with Rei.

>>>Touji: Which is like walking alone.

>>>Shinji: You can hear her walking.

>>>Asuka: If you listen realy close.

>>>Rei: Pointless talk wastes energy.

When I looked at her, I couldn't help but to stare. Her pale skin
stood out in the dim light, giving her an almost eerie look. She looked
like a china doll, beautiful yet fragile. No, actually this was a bad
description I realized, fascinated by the delicate lines of her face.
She was beyond beautiful.

>>>Touji: If you keep staring like that, you'll get smacked.

>>>Rei: I will not, if he finds me beutiful let him stare, I can show more,
>>>but he's seen it.

>>>Shinji again blushing: I didn't mean to, please don't make it
>>> sound like that.

>>>Rei:....

She turned her head and our eyes locked. Her red eyes almost seemed
to shine, like dots of fire in the dark. A man could get lost in those
eyes.

>>>Asuka: Do you see a man anywhere?

>>>Touji: After what I've seen in this thing, nope.

>>>Shinji: HEY!

"What's the matter Ikari-kun?"
As usual, her voice was calm and impenetrable, but I could see the
faintest trace of worry in her features.
"You... you're beautiful..." I whispered.
Her eyes went wide. Did I just say what I thought I had said.
Yes, I did. I had meant it. And she had heard me.
I didn't know what came over me, but I felt the need to repeat those
words.
"You're very beautiful tonight, Ayanami."

>>>Kensuke: Mega-Playboy action, form of smooth talk.

>>>Touji: If it works, another helpless woman in M-P's harem.

The initial surprise past, her cheeks went red. She turned her head
away and looked at the ground, probably too embarrassed to look at me.
For a second, I wondered if I should have kept my mouth shut.
But she looked at me again with that angelic smile of hers.
"Thank you."
We gazed at each other for quite some time. Then upon some unspoken
accord, we went on our way.

* * *

My heart was racing. I couldn't believe what had happened tonight.
Rei had said she loved me. Now I was taking her home and on the way, I
had told her she was beautiful. My mind was almost on overload.

>>>Kensuke: Lucky for you that certain actions only require animal instict.

>>>Asuka grabs the remote from Shinji and pegs Kensuke in the head.

Then, my heart sunk. When I though about what Rei had said, I
couldn't help thinking about the fight she just had with Asuka. And how
the German girl had been devastated by both Rei and I.
"You shouldn't have said that."
Rei stopped walking and looked at me.
"Said what?"
"You were really mean to Asuka tonight."

>>>Asuka: At least you have your head out of your ass now and realize the better
>>> of us.

>>>Shinji: Asuka, I think you broke a finger stealing the remote.

>>>Rei: Yes he does know.

"I only spoke the truth."
That was true, I knew it. Yet... it just didn't feel right.
"Some truths can hurt if a person is not ready to hear them. I...
well... just be more cautious about what you say. Asuka can be dealt
with without the need of crushing her."

>>>Rei: But unit-00 needs to be tested, and red is a good colour to target.

"Very well."
Rei seemed about to resume her way to her home when she looked at me
again.
"Do you care for her?"
"I'm not sure", I admitted. "I think I do. I don't have many
friends. Her, Touji, Kensuke, Hikari at some extent. Misato-san. And
you. I don't want my friends to get hurt. Especially over silly me."
Rei seemed satisfied by this answer.
"You are not silly, Ikari-kun."

>>>Touji: Your a wuss.

>>>Kensuke: A pilot.

>>>Hikari: A stooge.

>>>Asuka: Baka.

>>>Rei: Commander's son.

>>>Shinji: Wanting to leave.

Then she turned and walked away. I quickly followed.

* * *

It had taken twenty minutes to, finally, reach her apartment. But to
me, it had seemed to have taken much longer. Every time I began to enjoy
walking Rei home, Asuka's face would flood into my mind. That tearful
look. That single mental image kept ruining what should have been an
enjoyable moment for me.
We got there just in time as it started to rain.
I had almost forgotten the appalling conditions in which Rei lived.
A dirty building that looked uninhabited. A large amount of trash piling
up right next to her door. I wouldn't have been surprised if I had seen
a rat nearby. And that never ending noise. How Rei could accept such
living quarters, I couldn't figure.

>>>Touji/Kensuke: DAWM!

>>>Hikari: What a dump.

>>>Rei: No, the dump is behind the building, and the pounding sound is
>>> from there as well.

The interior of her apartment was like the exterior: a mess. It was
much like what I recalled. A floor that needed badly to be cleaned. A
thick layer of dusts everywhere. Wrinkled bed sheets. Bloody bandages
lying everywhere except in the trashcan. Even some dirty underwear here
and there.

>>>Kensuke: Man, and I thought I was a pig, I at least clean my underwear.

>>>Rei: It is easier to buy new ones.

>>>Asuka/Hikari: EWWW, THATS NASTY.

"Is there something wrong?"
Rei had probably noticed the look of disapproval that very likely
showed on my face.
"How can you live in such a mess? Doesn't it bother you?"
"No. It doesn't. Should it?"
I frowned.
"Of course it should! It's not healthful! Besides, your living space
is a reflection of yourself. If you don't respect it and take care of
it, then I can't see how you can respect yourself. And you can hardly
expect anybody to respect you."
"But you respect me, don't you?"
Damn! She had a point there.
"Yes, I do."
"Then your logic is flawed."

>>>Asuka: Dawm Greek! stupid socratic meathod.

>>>Rei: You said it yourself, philosopher.

I took some moment to think.
"I've learned to know you better. But at first I thought you were
weird."
It was the truth. I didn't think it was the best thing to say, but
it was the only thing that had crossed my mind.
"I wouldn't live in such a mess." I added, determined to win my
point. I didn't after all do Misato's cleaning just for the fun of it.

>>>Hikari: Do they have a disorder for people like that?

>>>Touji: Yeah, but lets call him a neat-freak to save time.

At that comment, Rei took a look around, an embarrassed expression
slowly appearing on her face.
"I see. Please show me what I should do."

>>>Kensuke: You...

>>>Rei interupting him: Don't add your advise.

I was surprised.
"It'll be my pleasure."

* * *

Rei only had a limited amount of cleaning products and accessories,
not surprisingly untouched, but we still managed to make her apartment
sparkle. Well, almost. There wasn't much that could be done for the
ceiling at that time. Still, it was much better and we were rewarded by
a pleasurable light lemon scent.

>>>Shinji: Why lemon? I like other cleaning smells better.

>>>Touji: Cleaning the ceiling, why, want to put a mirror up?

>>>Asuka: If they did, I'd drop it on your head.

Quite frankly, I had been surprised by Rei's lack of ability in
housekeeping chores. She knew how to wash a floor, since like any other
students she was on regular cleaning duties at school, but that was it.
In fact, I think she honestly didn't know how to dust furniture, wash
the toilet or shower, or even the kitchen sink. She didn't even seem to
know how to make a bed. I wasn't sure why, but I believed it was all my
father's fault.

>>>Shinji: Dawm asshole.

>>>Asuka: Yeah, blaim him for her mistakes, how can he keep her from
>>> learning how to clean?

>>>Rei: Keeping me in a jar until I'm 13.

>>>Hikari: Um...Rei she ment possible answers.

>>>Rei:....



Someday, I would have to ask Rei about her past.
"Nice change don't you think?"
"Yes. It is... nice."
Rei was somehow still in awe of the changes made to her apartment. I
didn't think she ever imagined it could look... clean.
"I guess all that is left now are those bed sheets. Do you have a
washing machine?
"Yes." (1)

>>>Kensuke: Why wash them when your going to dirty them?

>>>Shinji punches Kensuke in the stomach: Would you quit with the sexual inuendos.


I pondered the question a bit. It was getting rather late and
washing her sheets would take some time.
"I guess I could show you how to wash them tomorrow if you want."
"Yes! Please come!"
I was startled by Rei's sudden outburst of emotions. She looked...
happy. She had a cute smile on her face and her eyes were burning with
life.

>>>Touji: I thought it best to dowse burning things with water.

>>>Rei: If you point water at me I will harm you.

"Thank you, Ikari-kun."
"I was happy to help, Ayanami."
Like a while ago, our gazes locked into one another. I tried to say
or do something, but my brain wouldn't function properly.

>>>Hikari/Asuka: Whats new?

"Ikari..."
I barely registered the sound of my name.
"What am I to you?"

>>>Asuka: A freak.

>>>Touji/Kensuke: My slave.

>>>Shinji: Um...a person?


She came closer, her body almost against mine. I took a step back.
"Do you care about me?"
I knew she was waiting for an answer. I could see it in her eyes. I
also knew I couldn't escape. I had to answer.
"I... I care about you. I... I like you, Ayanami. You're one of my
only friends."
Why did those words sound awfully familiar?
"Am I just a friend to you?"
Again, she took a step forward. I couldn't help but gaze at those
lips almost against mine.

>>>Touji/Kensuke: MEGA-PLAYBOY IN ACTION, SLIP HER THE TOUNGE!


"Am I?" It had been only a whisper in my ear, but I could swear it
had more impact then any scream or yell I could have heard.

>>>Hikari: But thats her normal speaking voice.

>>>Rei: I have a way with words.

I took a step back. Part of my brain registered the fact that I was
now relatively close to the door of her apartment.
"I... well... I'm not sure... I don't think so..."
"Maybe I should help you think about it."

>>>Kensuke: Whow! Ayanami's seducing Shinji.

>>>All the girls: Shut your eyes, all of you.

>>>The men comply due to the intention of using physical force to insure it.

I froze when I noticed she was removing the ribbon of her school
uniform.
"What... what are you...?"
"Ikari. Do you want to become one with me?"

>>>Touji: Whats going on, what does that mean?

>>>Asuka: I don't want to know.

This had to be a dream. One of those wild fantasies... Yeah, I was
dreaming!
But, if I had been dreaming, why was Rei looking so nervous? And why
did I feel overwhelmed by panic when she started to unbutton her shirt?
"Unite body and soul?"

>>>Kensuke: Ew! that means alot of heat and two liquified bodies,
>>> the smell along can kill ya.

>>>Hikari blushing at the screen: I don't think she means it that way.

Oh, God! This wasn't a dream! I was there, in a small apartment,
alone with my friend and fellow pilot, a very beautiful girl, who was
stripping off her clothes and asking me if I wanted to have sex with
her!

>>>Touji/Kensuke: Tell us, whats happening.

>>>Shinji: Is it over? 'Opens his eyes' HOLY SHIT!

>>>Rei now sporting a light blush: Ikari-kun, please shut your eyes.

OH GOD!

>>>Shinji nods dumbly and recieves a light smack to the head for not compling
>>> soon enough.

I could now clearly see her bra. My mind just went off and my
instincts took over.
I ran.

>>>Hikari: You can now open your eyes.

>>>Touji: Next time, I'm keeping 'um open, Ken and I need something for watching.

>>>Asuka: Their better not be a next time.

I slipped on the wet pavement and fell into a heap of rubbish near
the entrance to the apartment block. But it didn't matter. I was out.

>>>Kensuke: Man, that looks pathetic.

>>>Asuka: Fitting, shit in a pile of garbage.

>>>Shinji: But I didn't do anything.

>>>Asuka: I guess...

I just let the rain poor on my face and tried to slow down the
pounding of my heart. The thought that I had done something really dumb
then occurred to me. Rei was probably angry now. I would be lucky if she
didn't hate me.
She came outside. She was back to her calm, controlled self. She
stared at me.
"I'm... I'm sorry..."
Instead of beating the crap out of me like I thought she would, her
face softened. I guess, I had forgotten I wasn't dealing with Asuka...

>>>Hikari: He's overreacting right Asuka?

>>>Asuka: Well...

>>>Shinji: I'd be lucky to have my teeth if that happend with Asuka and me.

"Do not be."
She leaned over me and planted a light kiss on my forehead. Then she
gave me a gentle smile. Incredibly, the rain just seemed to make her
even more beautiful.
"Once you are ready, you can tell me..."

>>>Touji: Ready to what?

>>>Shinji: Um..learn origami.

>>>Rei: Learn to strech.

>>>Shinji blushed while Hikari and Asuka just looked at her in amasement.

Then she disappeared.

>>>Kensuke: And for her next trick, she'll make this elephant dissappear.

>>>Touji: Then escape from a straight-jacket.

For a moment, I touched the place where her lips had met my skin.
She didn't hate me. I felt taken over by a rush of relief. Then I
smiled. This day had not been so bad after all.
If only I could take out of my head the picture of a certain crying
redhead...

>>>Kensuke: I didn't know you had any anime Shinji, "Slayers"?

>>>Shinji: No its "NG Knight Kiesir Fire 40." (yes Asuka's also a voice actress
>>> in that show, and get this also a redhead that acts like Asuka :) )
* * *

When I finally came back home, Misato was sitting in the kitchen,
coffee cup in hand, talking on the phone. Apparently, she had already
overcome the effects of all the beer she had drunk. She had a very
serious look on her face, the same she usually had when in command of
NERV operations. I knew right away that I should feel worried. And I
did.
"He's been gone for almost two hours now. I'm getting worried."
Had I been gone for so long?
"I know, Ritsuko. But what can we do? Just tell them how they should
feel?"

>>>Touji: I feel hot.

>>>Asuka: I feel like hurting some people.

>>>Shinji: I feel confused.

>>>Rei: I feel nothing.

>>>Asuka: Thats a shocker.

They were obviously discussing the 'incident' earlier. I wasn't
really surprised.
"Well, Rei appeared serious enough. And Asuka did cry for an hour
before falling asleep, so I guess, she is serious about it as well. But
it's all really up to Shinji."
An hour... Asuka had cried... for an hour...
"I won't be the one to tell him not to pursue a relationship if he
wants to. They're human beings before being pilots, damn it!"

>>>Hikari (Bones): Damn it! I'm a tactical commander not a shrink.

>>>Kensuke: You watch that old U.S. show? I love you.

>>>Touji: Back off nerd.

Misato kept silent a few seconds.
"What can the Commander do? Lock them up? Brainwash them? He needs
them to pilot the EVAs. No doubt, he'll be angry with Rei, but he's not
stupid. He'll probably order her to stay away from Shinji, outside of
NERV. Whether or not she'll obey, it's entirely up to Rei."

>>>Shinji: Father does all of that, subliminal messages in the music.

>>>Kensuke: Realy?

>>>Rei: Yes, the elevator music is set to make us zombies.

>>>Touji: I guess 1 out of 3 isn't bad.


Could my father do that? Order Rei to avoid me? What would Rei do
then? She said she loved me. Would she actually refuse to follow an
order issued by my father?
Why did I shudder at the thought? Was I actually THAT afraid of
losing Rei?
"Do you think he'll actually do it?"
Misato gave me a startled look.
"He's here. We'll talk about this later."

>>>Asuka (misato): I have to act mad then hug him.

She turned off the phone, took a sip of coffee and gave me her full
attention.
"Shinji! You're back! Oh, my God! You're soaking wet from head to
toe!"

>>>Touji: And is that ALL water?

>>>Kensuke: Did they need to re-wash the sheets?

>>>Rei: They didn't wash the sheets in the first place yet.

>>>Shinji: Thats not what they ment.

>>>Hikari: Asuka, why doesn't she understand most of this?

>>>Asuka: You're asking me?

"You didn't answer me!"
I was surprised at my tone of voice. I had almost sounded angry. And
I was. But I was angry with my father. Misato didn't deserve to be the
target of that anger.
"I'm sorry."
"It's ok. I understand. And to answer you... I don't know. Quite
frankly, I don't know how your father's mind works. But he seems to have
some plans for Rei. And I doubt he'll be pleased when he learns that his
prized pilot has decided to completely give herself to you."

>>>Touji: Win your very own Ayanami Rei, just pay $10,000 and throw 3 balls
>>> in the drum.

>>>Kensuke: I bet you'd take a loan out, ne Shinji?


I nodded. That sounded just like Father.
"Go dry yourself and put on some fresh clothes. Then we can talk."
I nodded again. I quickly went into the bathroom to remove my wet
clothes, and I dried myself with a clean bath towel. Wearing just a
towel around my waist, I walked to my room to get changed. Then I was
back in the kitchen.
"So Shinji-kun. What will you do?"

>>>Touji: Drop the towel and get it on!

>>>Asuka: GO TO TOUJI'S FUNERAL!!

This discussion could be long, so I decided to sit down. I took some
time before answering. I needed to gather my thoughts. Misato patiently
waited for my answer.
"I don't know, Misato-san. This is so confusing. Until today, I have
always thought that Ayanami cared a bit about me, but never this much.
And I thought she cared, only because I was Father's... the Commander's
son. Well, I guess, I was way wrong."
Misato nodded.
"And as if things weren't complicated enough, Asuka goes totally
ballistic. She seemed to be jealous of Ayanami. But that's nothing new.
Asuka never liked Ayanami. And if she feels threatened by something,
she'll respond aggressively. But tonight... and this morning... she
cried. She cried, Misato-san! I had never seen her cry before. Well, at
least not when she was awake. Why did she cry? Does she feel something
for me?"

>>>Kensuke: No, she just doesn't like the story because she's not the
>>> star.

>>>Asuka: No its because its all so off the wall, I mean Wondergirl with
>>> emotions, how fake can you get.


"I don't know, Shinji-kun. Asuka is... difficult. It's hard to tell
what her feelings are. And you Shinji? What are your feelings?"

>>>Hikari: Hard to display.

>>>Touji: Fear.

>>>Kensuke: Nah...to easy.

>>>Shinji: Uncertain.

I was reluctant to answer. Sure, I lived with Misato. She was good
company, and I think I now considered her more a friend than a guardian.
But she also worked for NERV... and for Father.
"I won't tell anyone, if you worried about that."
Well, it seemed she had read my mind.
"I don't want you to write this in a some kind of report either."
Misato frowned.
"You're getting smart, Shinji-kun. Very well, I promise this
conversation won't be repeated anywhere, either in words or in writing."
She then smiled.

>>>Hikari: TOUJI! Stop drooling.

"So lover boy. Which one is the object of your affection?"
"Both."

>>>Rei/Asuka: HEY!

The major gasped at the answer.
"What did you say? Both? What kind of answer is that?"
"The only one I can give you."
The surprise on her features was replaced by curiosity.
"Elaborate."

>>>Rei/Asuka: I thought....

"Well. I like them both. And I can't tell which one I prefer. On the
outside, both of them are quite attractive. Asuka in a flashy way, and
Ayanami... in a mysterious sort of way. As for what they truly are...
When Ayanami is around... I feel comfortable and safe, as if nothing bad
could happen to me. She is calm. Her presence doesn't bother me. I don't
feel I have anything to hide from her. As for Asuka... Well, I admire
her energy, her willpower, her sheer determination to be the best and
that air of arrogance that emanates from her... Yet sometimes, very
rarely, she can appear so fragile... that I would just like to hold her
and keep her safe. And when she looked at Kaji-san tonight... I almost
wanted to grab her and keep her close to me... This must sound silly."

>>>Rei: Ikari-kun, do I realy?

>>>Asuka: Thats so sweet.

>>>Shinji: 'gulp' It..its true.

>>>Touji: Hot damn he admits it.

>>>Hikari: Ikari-kun...


Misato shook her head.
"No, Shinji-kun. I believe you truly care for both of them. But
surely there are things about them you don't like. Something that can
help you choose... the best one..."
I took some time to think.
"Well... Ayanami is cold. It's hard to know what she thinks. But
today, she was completely different. She smiled. She stated what was on
her mind. She even took part of the discussions we had during the party.
And Asuka... She just keeps insulting me and teasing me. But Hikari told
me it was because she cared about me. If it's true... Then those
problems may not be problems for long.

>>>Touji: Cold is an understatement, call it absolute zero.

>>>Kensuke: Isn't that masocism?

>>>Hikari: Give it a rest you two, you can't influence the outcome for your
>>> silly bet.

Misato took another drink out of her mug. From the face she made, it
seemed the coffee was now cold.
"There's more..."
I really didn't know if I should talk about that. But then again, if
I wanted Misato to help...
"Tonight.... Ayanami... wanted... wanted me... to... to sleep with
her."

>>>Touji: Another victory for Mega-playboy.

>>>Kensuke: Man, next time I'll lend you my camera, ok?

>>>Shinji: NO!!

>>>Kensuke: Ok how about a snap shot.

>>>Rei: SHUT UP. (ok it sounded more like normal conversation level, but from her its shouting)

I blurted the last part out.
"Did I hear you correctly?"
I nodded.
"And... did you two...?"
"NO! I... I ran away..."

>>>Touji: MAN! are you sure your not gay, realy realy sure?

>>>Kensuke: Realy, a babe wants to sleep with ya and you run.

>>>Asuke: He's saving himself for me.

>>>Shinji/Hikari: Asuka!

>>>Asuka: Did I say that outloud, son of a bitch!

Damn! This was embarrassing. Misato gave me a strange look. I could
guess that the professional woman in her was probably in conflict with
her careless side. She was probably struggling to decide whether to call
me an idiot or congratulate me on being a perfect gentleman.
"Well, I won't say it was the proper way to respond, but at least
you have managed to avoid a great deal of troubles. The last thing we
would need right now is a pregnant pilot."
I blushed deeply at the thought.
"Soooo... Let me see. Rei... has shown... an interest... in you. A
very intense interest. Asuka also appears to show some degree of
interest. And now, you're telling me that you're actually interested in
both of them, and don't know whom to choose, right?"
"Er.... Well.... Yes, I guess, that's a way to put it."
"Shinji..."
Misato's face was strangely serious.
"I can only give you one advice..."
I couldn't believe my luck! Misato would *actually* be of some help!

>>>Shinji: A first time for everything.

"Date both of them, of course!"

>>>Shinji: Nevermind.

"WHAT?! What kind of stupid advice is that?"
Misato's fist hit the table hard.
"Watch your manners, young man!"
Seeing what was, no doubt, shame on my face, Misato's angry
expression was quickly replaced by a wide smile.
"Shin-chan, unless you make a choice now, how do you expect to make
a choice at all, if you don't even know them a bit more than you do now?
I can think of only one way to get to know them better, and that's to
date them... and not at the same time, if possible."
"Isn't that... dishonest?"
"Well... neither of them is your girlfriend yet..."

>>>Rei: That is still no excuse.

>>>Asuka: And I thought she was actually somewhat compitent.

"You're... you're right..."
"Of course I am! And if you're not sure, just ask Kaji what he would
do. I'm pretty sure I can already guess his answer..."

* * *

"Date both of them, of course!"

>>>Asuka: Et tu Kaji?

>>>Touji: Well what do you expect from Super-Playman?


Damn! Misato had been right after all. Well, if that's what Kaji
would do...
"Thanks, Kaji-san. Your advice is greatly appreciated"
"I am always glad to help, Shinji-kun. And I must confess, I am
greatly intrigued by this situation. I didn't think you were such a
Casanova. Two girls at once. You truly are an impressive young man. And
very honestly, if you keep Asuka busy, hitting on Misato will be much
easier."

>>>Hikari: Well I told you Asuka.

>>>Asuka: DAMN IT ALL TO HELL.


The eternally unshaven man had a big grin on his face.
"I don't know. While I'm interested in Ayanami and Asuka, the woman
I truly love is Misato. If I let you have Mi-chan, some nights are gonna
be quite lonely..."

>>>All eyes turn to Shinji.

>>>Rei: Ikari-kun.

>>>Asuka: How could you.

>>>Touji: YOU THE MAN.

>>>KENSUKE: DOG!


Kaji just froze there, mouth wide opened, unable to say a thing.
"Just kidding, Kaji-san."

>>>Shinji let out a sigh of relief.

An expression of relief washed over his face, followed by a smile.
"Young boy, you've been living with Misato and Asuka for far too
long..."
I just shrugged.
"I can't always be the one who gets teased, can I?"
"I must admit, there are time when you impress me Shinji-kun."
Coming from Kaji, those words meant a lot to me. But now was not the
time to get overly happy about a little praise. I had problems do deal
with.
"If... if I date them... what should I do?"
"First time?"

>>>Touji: Wine 'em, Dine 'em. and

>>>Rei: I stab you with a knife if you continue.

>>>Shinji: 'snickering' Myself I like dinner and a movie.

I nodded.
"Well, knowing Rei, anything would do. She's not much the 'going
out' type. A nice romantic dinner followed by a movie maybe.

>>>Kensuke: Damn, Shinji you realy are Mega-playboy.

Quite
simple, but in Rei's case it would probably be quite new and exciting.
And you're lucky. The Tokyo-3 movie center is showing a nice romantic
movie this weekend. That should give you plenty of opportunities to...
ahem... know her better."
I frowned.
"Hey! I don't want her to think I'm a pervert!"

>>>Rei: I wouldn't.

>>>Asuka: I wouldn't.

>>>Hikari: You two...

"Just teasing. Quite fair after the scare you gave me."
I mumbled an excuse.
"As for Asuka, I'd say the simpler the better. She may whine a bit,
call you childish, but in truth, Asuka despises boys who try to impress
her. Just make sure she has a nice time, and try to be more talkative
than you usually are."
"I see, thank you, Kaji-san."
I was really grateful to Kaji. In times like this, I wished he were
my father. Why couldn't Father be like him? Why couldn't Father at least
care enough to take the time to just talk with me.
"So, who will you begin with?"
I had already given the question some thought.
"Ayanami. It should be easier to break the ice with her. That way,
I'll have a better idea of what I'll be doing with Asuka."

>>>Asuka: Ah, using her as batting practice for the real thing.

>>>Rei: Maybe saving the worst for last.

>>>Touji: I say we set up the ring after this and let them have at it.

>>>Kensuke: I'll dig the pit.

Kaji seemed to approve.
"A wise choice. Although, there is a small problem."
I gave him an inquiring look.
"Remember, you'll be taking her on a date. Don't call her Ayanami."
I nodded in understanding.
"Rei..."




[To be continued...]



Next time:

The One I Love Is...
Chapter 3 - Breaking the ice

>>>Touji: Crap another one that we can't tell.

>>>Kensuke: Touji, don't give me that, its clearly a Rei one, she tried to
>>> sleep with him.

>>>Rei: True.

>>>Shinji: Looks like its 3:1

>>>Asuka: Well shit.

Omake:

"Say something!"
It came out as a strangled cry. She looked so fragile. So
vulnerable. Like a hurt animal. I wanted to take her in my arm, comfort
her, tell her what she wanted to hear...
But I didn't do anything.

>>>Asuka: But this scene is so touching.

Such a coward I was. I hated myself.
Seeing what she probably considered a refusal to answer, Asuka stood
up and gave me a look of absolute hate.
"SHINJI NO BAKA!" (*)
I'm not quite sure what happened next. Suddenly, Asuka had a wooden
mallet in her hands which ended up hitting me with enough strength not
only to hurt me like never before in my entire life, but also send me
through the roof and into Low Earth Orbit.
This was all Misato's fault! Didn't I tell her not to rent those
damned old Ranma 1/2 tapes?
Hope that I'll be at least lucky enough to land near a hospital. And
on something soft if possible...
"Kawaiikune..." (*)

>>>Sweat drops adorn all their heads.

>>>Hikari: Um....ok.


Author's notes:

(1) As mentioned in the Newtype 100% Collection Neon Genesis Evangelion
volume, there actually is a washing machine in Rei's apartment For those
curious, it's located on the left of her bed, right behind those dark
curtains.

The "Unite body and soul?" line. I know that kind of line is seen more
and more in fics. Not as much as the classic "I musn't run away", but
quite often anyway. I couldn't really resist... At least, I didn't use
"I musn't run away" (I know some people are sick of seeing that one).


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Translation notes:

Du... du Hure! : You... you bitch!

Kawaiikune : Uncute

Shinji no baka! : Shinji you idiot!



Alain Gravel
rakna@globetrotter.qc.ca
February 28th 1999

Started on February 20th 1999
First pre-reader draft finished on February 24th 1999
Second pre-reader draft finished on March 8th 1999
Final draft finished on March 22nd 1999
Revised on April 25th 1999
>>> MST Augest 30th 2001

(end mst comments)

Asuka: I feel like stomping you Hikari, I thought this would be good.

Hikari: It gets better it realy does.

Rei: I realy enjoy it.

Shinji: It is well made.

Kensuke: And you like being the center of attention don't ya Shin-man.

Shinji: Its nice.

Touji: Lets eat, that thing took long time.

Asuka: I'll cook this time.

Kensuke: Ok, how about we play a game of "dungeon's and dragons"?

Hikari: Um...do we have to?

Touji: We played your game its our turn.

Rei: I am interested.

Shinji: How do we play?

Kensuke passes out the sheets and they choose their charactrs and get ready to play.

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yeah i know i should put i on now, but i'm tired, its been a hectic few days
hope you like this one, i'll have the d&d session next time
and thanks to Chewie for making me feel like i'm doing good

and anybody else want to suggest a story, just email me

Zentrodie@secondimpact.com

ja-mata