Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ collection of poems ❯ poems ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

Change? [Wrote in 5th grade]
Current mood: bleah
 
 
All those things
 
You want me to be
 
Are crumbleing
 
At your feet
 
You wanted me to be the perfect
 
Person
 
But i'm afraid
 
That's out of reach
 
 
Because I'm not going to change for you
 
 
How dare you ask me to?
 
I want to be who I want to be
 
And we'll see what will happen to me
 
Once you're gone
 
Ill be better of without you
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Another poem...
 
 
Some things that I don't understand
 
Like he said he wanted more
 
And the day,
 
I felt so great
 
And I felt like I could sore
 
He broke my heart
 
And threw down
 
It shattered on the floor
 
I felt like he had smashed me to
 
And then
 
I was no more
 
But then after a few days
 
We became friends
 
Once more
 
He knows
 
I'll always like his eyes
 
And he should know I'll always care
 
And hopefully
 
I've made it clear
 
That I'll always be there.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Late night rambling
Current mood: broken-hearted
 
 
Lying here
 
Broken hearted
 
I stare at the picture
 
The one we took that day
 
The day I decided
 
I loved you
 
I reach for it but it dissolves
 
As a touch your face
 
I find myself stuck
 
Stuck in the moment I lost you
 
Sadness strikes me
 
I fall into the dark
 
Waiting for you to cache me
 
But
 
Hit the ground
 
As I find myself
 
In a cold sweat
 
...
 
It was a dream
 
A forlorn memory
 
If I was dreaming
 
Why do I feel?
 
The heartache?
 
 
 
 
 
 
Novocain
Current mood: lonely
 
 
NOVACAINE
 
By Rachel Lindsey
 
 
 
 
 
What I need is
 
 
 
Novocain
 
 
 
Just enough to subside the
 
 
 
Pain
 
 
 
Find the place were pain resides
 
 
 
You'll find me
 
 
 
Tears in my eyes
 
 
 
Because I feel
 
 
 
Left out
 
 
 
But I'm really
 
 
 
Locked inside...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
friends...
Current mood: crushed
 
 
friends
 
by rachel lindsey
 
 
 
i felt safe in his arms
 
 
 
but in the end
 
 
 
my heart was harmed
 
 
 
i thought 'not now
 
 
 
not again
 
 
 
not another crule joke
 
 
 
not from him
 
 
 
i thought this was real
 
 
 
but i guess for him
 
 
 
it was no deal'
 
 
 
our relationsip has meet
 
 
 
its none-to-sweet end
 
 
 
becase he wanted
 
 
 
us to be just friends
 
 
 
can this realy be how it ends?...
 
 
 
 
self distruction
Current mood: hungry
 
 
i see your tears fall to the ground
 
no people seeing
 
even if there all around
 
they act like they cant see you there
 
so you figure
 
"no one cares"
 
a light gos on inside your head
 
"maybe"
 
you think
 
"i should be dead"
 
no longer is it worth it
 
no more you can pretend
 
cant keep up the phony smiles
 
and act like its ok
 
you decide this is the day
 
the day
 
the pain go's away
 
you say some last few words
 
and take your final breath
 
a peice of notebook paper
 
cluched tightly to your chest
 
writen theres a question
 
'what else is there but death'
 
 
Black poem [not about race]
Current mood: ....
 
Black is the cool metal frame work of a burned down house and
The shiver you get down your back
When you hear the door knob creak
The raven's cold caw
The single tear role down your cheek
Black as cold as death
Black is that feeling you have in the dark
That at any moment you could die
That no one would hear you scream
And no one would care
Black is the color of fear