Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Only Time Will Tell ❯ Only Time Will Tell ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

I ask myself “Am I worth it?”

The little companionship I have.

Everyday I plaster on this fake smile.

Lying through my teeth.

So close yet so far from the one thing I want.

The world has no place for me.

Everyone else hates me.

Why don't they?

I'm different, annoying, unworthy.

My wish contradicts another.

My emotions are mixed.

I guess you really can't,

Have your cake,

And eat it too.

The few friends I have,

How long until I drive them away?

I cry not because of pain

Because of love.

My only reason

I'm collapsing inside.

Complexity.

Story of my life.

I step outside of myself

I'm different from who I used to be.

Have I changed?

Or just grown?

My heart

Opened once.

Been ripped apart.

Healed yet coarse

Thought it was impossible but…

It opened again.

But…

Will it happen again?

Will it become a pattern?

Only time will tell

If they leave.

If my heart will stop.

Only time will tell…