Original Song Lyrics Fan Fiction ❯ It's Never Me ❯ It's Never Me ( Chapter 1 )

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It's Never Me
 
I sit here wasting away
Face fallen what can I say
Is there something about me
That makes me so unlucky
Memories of the past
Their never gonna last
My mind clouded with doubt
My trapped voice wants to shout
 
Chorus
I guess I should be used to it by now
Stop trying to figure out why or how
My chance is like a door with loose hinges
The doorframe of love the corner fringes
But a broken door is never gonna close
Once again it was the other guy she chose
I suffer under the pain no-one can see
This time too many I've found it's never me
 
The silence is choking
Cheeks burn red and soaking
From tears of a lonely heart
A tapestry of sad art
Some people never learn
The basis I've yet to learn
My arm is turning red
No blood has been drawn yet
 
Chorus
 
I'll get through the anguish
Doesn't mean I'll get my wish
A fortune in coins I've lost
Hoping for gain for my cost
Wishing wells and falling stars
Are no cures for my scars
A false hope for a false dream
Loneliness is my old theme
 
Chorus x 2
 
It's harder every time
I'm losing my mind
I cant leave it behind
For now I've lost sight of why
My eyes are never dry
And wonder when my soul will die
It's always “look at those two
I think they're perfect how `bout you?”
My answer is always “FUCK YOU!”
 
Chorus fade