Realism Fan Fiction / Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ T N T ❯ 2 ( Chapter 2 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I want to change.

But it's easier said than done.
To stare at yourself for hours on end, scrutinizing every little
blemsih.
Every single thing that you wished you could change, wipe away
to create a clean slate.
Draw on the features that you want, so that when you smile, people will
look.
People will see you, notice you, hear you. Laugh when you laugh, cry when you
cry.
To peel off the wallpaper that has for so many years, clung to you like a second skin. A
shield.
Hiding you behind a crowd of other people, living the life you so desperatley hope to one day
achieve.
Throwing away the jealousy, pushing aside the shell that I once hid in.
Can I become someone new?
And if I did, who would notice?