Romance Fan Fiction / Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ A letter for you ❯ Letter ( Chapter 1 )

To the kind heart I fell in love with.

Falling in love with you was slow and easy. It felt like a warm summer night, a gentle touch, a beautiful melody. Although it was never certain and never steady. 

Sometimes it felt like playing with fire other times like an ocean full of ice. You are a mystery nobody ever got to solve and sometimes you were an open book ready to be read. 

There was always this fight inside of you about wanting me and not being ready to be in a relationship.

I would lie if I said this didn’t hurt my feelings, because it did. Even more it broke my heart, because I couldn’t understand what I have done to make you feel this way. It was only a few years later I began to understand that I wasn’t a part of this fight. There was no place for me to participate or ease the storm that ruled inside of you. 

Although you played the cat-and-mouse game very well, I can’t be angry with you. I came to terms with the situation. I forgive you for playing hide and seek, for breaking my heart, for every time you found a way back into my life without wanting to stay. 

Even more I am thankful for the time we shared. Thank you for letting me love you and for loving me back. Even if it was only for the shortest of times.

You are a good person with a heart in the right place. You are beautiful inside and out. 

However, I can finally say I’m not in love with you anymore. Nonetheless, I wish you all the best life has to offer. I hope that some day we both find someone who loves us in all the ways we need to be loved and we can love this person in all the ways they need to be loved.

- From the heart that stopped falling for you.