Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Fallen Angel ❯ Fallen Angel ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Fireash here! I don't normally do Sailor Moon fanfics but first time for everything right. Be
warned. Very angsty. Takes place during the breakup but is a/u. Using the English names.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of its characters.

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Fallen Angel


How did it all come to this? I never wanted any part of this. I never asked to be Sailor
Moon, the reincarnation of Princess Serenity. I never wanted to fight youmas, save the world, or
be the leader of the senshi. All I ever wanted was to be a normal girl with normal problems. The
only battle I should had to have fought was with my math homework. Now I stand atop Tokyo
Tower, the place where our past lives were revealed and my destiny was forever changed, and
think of what has happened these last few weeks.

The strange pink haired girl that fell from the sky, who is she? Why is she here? Why do
you love her more? Darien, you promised me we would be together from now on. You are
distant now. You say you don't love me anymore and shouldn't be forced to be with me because
our previous selves were lovers. I tried to ask you why but you just turned from me shaking with
disgust. I promised I would change and even study more. Your voice went dull and flat and you
ordered me to leave.

My dreams are haunted at night. I see a vision of us being happily wed and suddenly we
are torn apart. A stranger informs me that we must never be together.

Perhaps I have been selfish. I had always said I didn't want to be a soldier like my past
self was and that I could never be as strong and graceful as she. Maybe your feelings had
changed as well. It just hurts so much to let go. The only thing that has kept me fighting has
been my friends but mostly my love for you. If you were beside me I could overcome anything.
Without you my cowardice has consumed me. I am afraid. I am stupid, a clutz, and too young. I
am weak and have to rely on my friends to get me out of trouble. Rei was right. She should have
been leader. I am just a meatball head. *sigh* You don't even call me that anymore.

Rubeus has ordered that we hand over Rini and the silver imperium crystal. Although she
is a brat and one of the reasons you won't talk to me anymore, I can't let her be taken. I will go
an give him the crystal and hope he is satisfied with that.

I wipe the tears from my eyes and run toward his ship. I tell him that I will give him the
crystal. To my surprise Rini has appeared behind me. My hopes of saving her has went down
the drain. In his ship I battle Rubeus as Rini tries to free the senshi. He strikes me down with
gravity far greater than earth's. I inhale sharply as his blasts cause gashes all over my body. The
uniform offers no protection. My knees buckle under the pressure and I think I have many
broken ribs already. Oh well I have been through worse, I think. Fear grips my throat and it is
hard to pretend to be brave for Rini. I hope Rubeus doesn't hear the false cheer in my voice.
Strangely enough Rini has managed to destroy the black crystal and enable me to strike Rubeus
down. I whisper a prayer to the Luna Pen. No one knows I do this after every battle except
Luna who has sworn to secrecy. The Luna pen puts an illusion around me. It appears that I am
unharmed. Beneath the illusion lies the broken, cowardly girl named Serena, but all they see is
brave Sailormoon unscathed once again by shear luck. Pasting a false smile on my face I grab
my friends hands and teleport back to earth.

The shock of the battle has worn off now and the pain is throbbing full force. Promising
to cook pancakes I lead Rini home. I glance forlornly at Tuxedo Mask as I past him. He merely
turns away.

I gaze now on the sleeping child. We were supposed to lead normal lives. But ever since
you fell out of the sky it has been one battle after another. The fault isn't entirely yours. It is my
destiny. One I didn't choose but one I can't escape. My weary soul longs for peace. I slip
quietly out my window and lower myself to the ground. The cool night air calms my spirit. The
moon is full tonight I see. It's beauty only brings back painful memories. A sob shakes my
body. I cannot contain my despair anymore. With no one to hide it from I let my emotions
overtake me. My feet keep moving. They take me back to the tower. Darien had told me there
of his tragic childhood. I longed then to never leave him alone. We also found out we're past
lovers. I prayed we would never part again. And now I am back to the place of false hope and
shattered dreams.

The elevator takes me higher and higher. All the battles I have fought come back to me.
I am ashamed to recall how weak I was. No wonder Mars wanted to be the leader. I never did
get to dress my wounds from the battle with Rubeus. Even now I feel the blood leaking from the
gashes. I take a deep breath to calm my nerves. The doors slide open. In vain hope, I wished he
would have been waiting on the other side. Despair returned. I slowly walk to the edge of the
tower. The city looks so beautiful with its glittering lights. I take down my hair. The silky
tresses caress my calves. I look up again to the full moon. ‘Mother, I'm sorry. I have failed you,
my friends, my love, and even myself.'

I take the silver imperium crystal out of my locket. ‘This is my last wish. I pray that the
evil will be destroyed and everyone will be happy.'

Her nightgown disappeared and she transformed into her princess form. The crystal
disappeared. Holding her arms out as if to embrace the earth she dove over the edge. The fear
left her as the wind rushed by her. Her weary soul let out one last cry before separating from her
body. Those who happened to see swore they saw a falling angel.

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Fireash: Hmmm did you like it? Sorry I couldn't help it. I know they show sailormoon
withstanding all odds in the story and manga but I always saw deep despair in her during the
breakup. This story was a what if story.