Vampire Knight Fan Fiction ❯ Animal I have Become ❯ Animal I have become ( One-Shot )

Warning: Character Death. /Maybe/ slight oocness.

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight. I also do not own the song ‘Animal I have Become’ by Three Days Grace. I do, however, own the plot.

‘Thinking’
‘Animalistic Side’
‘Normal Side’
Lyrics


~~Animal I have Become~~

“What have I done..?” I whisper in horror, as I stare at the dead bodies around me. I choke down a strangled sob. I was born with an animalistic side, but..
‘You’ve never done so much damage before.. W-why now?’ I ask my other side mentally, in complete shock.
‘It’s your punishment.’

‘My.. Punishment… for what?! You killed all the ones I loved! You..’ I was cut off.
‘You never let me out, Yuki. For the whole 15 years of your fucking life, I’ve been chained!’ The other side of me sounded furious.
‘Damn you! That doesn’t mean you have to take it out on my family!’

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, it’s not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal, this animal)

‘It was your punishment!’ My other side hisses, before falling silent.
I hiss, annoyed. “Damn you..” I whisper, a tear running down my check. “Go to hell.”
I look around again, shaking my head, as I get up and run away from that place - the place I killed. The place I brought death upon my family. I shook my head, willing the thoughts to leave my head.

As I come to a place I recognized, I slow down, stopping at the edge of the cliff. ‘What are you going to do? Jumping off the cliff will kill us both, you know.’
‘I know.’ I merely say. ‘But.. That is not my intention.’ My other side is silent, probably thinking. Maybe plotting revenge. Maybe something else I don’t know of. I can’t be sure.

I look around, making sure no one is here, watching me, then reach down to my belt, and pull out the dagger Kaname gave me once. I look at its blood-covered form in disgust, remembering that I had taken Zero’s life with it. “No.. Not me. You.” I whisper, ‘you’ meaning my other side. ‘You..’ I think again with a sob. I start lifting the dagger to my chest, when I hear a short, fear-filled gasp from the other side of the clearing.

As I look up, my eyes meet with another’s - Kaname’s. I hold his stare for a bit, and then ignore him, raising the blade to my chest again, until it is poised over my heart. My other side, clearly figuring out what I was going to do, fought for control. I push it down, closing my eyes as tears leak out, knowing what I was about to do. ‘I deserve it…’ I think.

I sob, piecing the blade into my chest, thinking it again. ‘I deserve it!’
I let out a quiet, but strangled cry in pain, but I still push it further and further, until it is completely through my chest. I fall to the ground, almost reaching the darkness, before I let my other self take over.
“Come back to me, Yuki.” I hear a voice murmur from above me, assumingly from Kaname, before the darkness fully engulfs me, and I was no more.
“Come back to me…” He whispers again, his tears falling onto my cheek. “Yuki..”

~~Animal I have Become~~

-sniff-
I have a think for killing off my charries in oneshorts.. er.. or songfics. xD At the moment, anyway.

Ai: Yeah, first you kill of me, then Yuki! Poor Kaname. Did you ever consider his feelings? Huh? Did y-

Kaname: Calm down.. -mutters-

Me: Aww.. but.. Kaname gets a happy ending in-

Ai&Kaname&Yuki: HAPPY ENDING?!

Me: AS I WAS SAYING BEFORE 3 RUDE PEOPLE INTERUPTED!
He gets a happy ending in the next chapter or sequel… If the readers want one, anyway!

A&Y: Ohh. -nod- Wishwishwish!

Kaname: O.o; Ohkay..

Me: -pokes Vale- -pokepokepokeBLOOP-

Vale: Oww.. stoppit.. ohhhh. Alright. -ahem-
R&R.. or Fire shall send her armeh after you! NYAHAHAHA.

Kazu: -poofs in- Also check out Torn Love.

Vale&Ai: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?

Me: Umm.. again, R&R? -pushes the three into a different room- Cripes..