Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ I Drive Myself Crazy ❯ One-Shot

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
This is actually best read while the song is playing (IMO)
//music//


I Drive Myself Crazy
N'SYNC
February 2000


//Beginning music//
Hiei is trying to bandage himself. Kurama walks up to him.

//Lying in your arms,
So close together.
Didn't know just what I had.//
Hiei is sitting in Kurama's lap now as Kurama helps him bandage up.
Hiei allows himself to relax in the semi embrace.

/Now I toss and turn,
Cause I'm without you.
How I'm missing you so bad.//
Hiei tosses around restlessly in his bed back in the Makai.
"Get out of my head," he whispers fiercely. "Please..."

//Where was my head?
Where was my heart?//
One hand runs through his hair, the other grabs at his chest, just over the heart.

//Now I cry
Alone in the dark.//
A single tear gem falls onto his pillow.

//I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy.
Drive myself crazy.//
Continues to lie awake in his bed, studying the ceiling.

//Thinking of you.//
"Kurama."

//Made a mistake
When I let you go baby.//
He thinks how Kurama had reached out for him when he left.

//I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.
Wanting you the way that I do.//
His eyes threaten to tear up as he remembers what had happened earlier that day.

//I was such a fool.
I couldn't see it.//
Hiei ties the bandaged back around his third eye.

//Just how good you were to me./
Kurama hands him a cone of 'sweet snow' with his ever-present smile.

//You confessed your love.//
"Hiei, please stay with me."

//Undying devotion.//
"I - I love you."

//I confessed my need to be free.//
"I can't..." He flickers off.
"Hiei!"

//And now I'm left with all this pain.//
He turns his head and sees the dark tear gem.

//I only got myself to blame.//
"Watashi no baka."

//I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy.
Drive myself crazy.//
Hiei continues to stare at the tear gem.

//Thinking of you.//
Kurama's crying face overlaps it.

//Made a mistake
When I let you go baby.//
He gently picks the tear gem up.

//I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.
Wanting you the way that I do.//
He holds the gem to his chest.

//Why didn't I know it?
(How much I love you baby)//
"Why didn't I know?"
He gets dressed mechanically, the tear gem still held in his hand.

//Why didn't I show it?
(If I had only told you)//
"I could have..."
He opens the window.

//I had the chance.
Oh, I had the chance!//
"I had the chance!"
He leaps out.

//Music Intermission//
Scenes of forest pass him by.
He enters the Ningenkai and travels to a tree he is fond of.

//I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy.
Drive myself crazy.//
Hiei continues to toss and turn in the branches.

//Thinking of you.//
"Kitsune."

//Made a mistake
When I let you go baby.//
He opens his eyes and stares at the tear gem still clutched in his hand.

//I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.//
With a frustrated scream Hiei cocks a fist back to smash the tree.
He stops at the last moment. "He wouldn't like that."

//I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy.
Drive myself crazy.//
Kurama is lying awake in bed, tossing restlessly.

//Crazy,
Crazy,
Crazy yeah!//
He stands up and sits over by the opened window.
"Hiei?"

//Made a mistake//
Hiei holds his tear gem out to him.

//When I let you go baby.//
Kurama looks at Hiei in confusion. "I don't understand."

//I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.//
Hiei places the priceless jewel in Kurama's hand and pulls him into an embrace.

//Drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.//
"I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do." He kisses him.






Watashi no baka = I'm an idiot.
Kitsune = fox





As you can see, this was actually written quite some time ago. I'm still quite proud of it. =^^= Please give me your opinion.

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