Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Things I'll Never Say ❯ Arguement ( Chapter 1 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
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I watch the sunset over the river, and pointedly don't look at Tyson and the Blade Breakers. It would be admitting that I was wrong, and Tyson would have won then. Max and Ray had been up to try and coax me back down, but I refused.<br><br>
Tyson was a jerk but he had gone too far this time. Maybe he didn't appreciate me? I never really thought about it. As the stars began to show and twilight began, I heard Kai announce that training was over. Tyson walked up the embankment and walked straight passed me without a single word. I winced, hoping that no one else noticed, I decided to walk along the river.<br><br>
That Tyson! He doesn't understand me at all! I'm just trying to help him get better after Ozuma let him win that battle. I mean, if he'd rather get his bit beast captured, I guess that's his business.<br><br>
"Hello Hilary," Max said. I jumped and smiled at him.<br><br>
"You look kinda sad," He remarked. I didn't reply, I didn't really know what to say. Part of me wanted to tell Max everything, part of my wanted to deny I even knew Tyson.<br><br>
"Tyson! Doesn't he realize that he hurts me sometimes?" I asked. Max frowned.<br><br>
"Have you ever told him?" Max replied. I shook my head.<br><br>
"There's your answer then! I've got to be home. I'll see you Hilary!" He jogged off. Yeah, that's right, just like everyone else does. Leave me...<br><br>
It was Tyson, why did I care so much? If it had been Ray or Kai, then it would have been allowed to hurt me, but Tyson? His words come and go, all that remains is his big mouth.<br><br>
"Listen, I can't see any reason why you hang around with us? That is unless you like one of us? In which case I can tell you, we all think you're ugly and evil!" Tyson then had proceeded to loose all his matches. Hilary sighed. Ugly, evil, not one of them, it all made sense. Tyson hated me, and I loved him, it was the classic scenario.<br><br>
I was going to go crazy though soon. I was hurting all the time. Why did I fight? Because it hid the way I really felt...<br><br>
I collapsed onto the ground, on all fours staring at the ground. I hadn't cried for years, but here I was, blubbering like a baby in full view of everyone.<br><br>
*<br><br>
I looked over the bridge. I hadn't gone home yet, not after everything that had happened. I watched Hilary for a while, she was walking along by herself, thinking.<br><br>
Perhaps I had been too harsh on her? Max and Ray certainly seemed to think so. But it was the truth, wasn't it?<br><br>
I wasn't so sure anymore. Ever since I'd upset her I'd felt empty, as though I was only a bystander in my body. My thoughts hadn't been with beyblading, but with her, stood behind me.<br><br>
She no longer would cheer me on, fight with me, tell me to give up eating all that junk food. I would have to do it all myself... Hilary...<br><br>
I watched her fall to her knees. It was then that I decided to talk to her. Running down the path I skidded to a halt in front of her, she looked up, and seeing it was me she quickly tried to hide her face.<br><br>
"Need a hand?" I asked. She shook her head, standing up by herself. I sighed, then did something that I'd never have done before. I wiped away her tears.<br><br>
"Cheer up! I didn't mean it, my temper got the better of me, that's all!" I scratched my nose. She didn't cheer up though. Instead she looked even gloomier.<br><br>
"C'mon, it's the summer holidays! Be happy! Smile! Laugh! Do something!" I pleaded. She looked up at me, her eyes watery.<br><br>
"I was doing something. I was helping people who I considered my closest friends. I was trying to help them do something, even though I knew little about it. I was trying so hard..." She trailed away. Now I felt really bad.<br><br>
"Hilary..." I didn't know what to say. I'd really hurt her. I tried to clear my thoughts.<br><br>
"I don't know what to say to you any more Tyson," She then ran pushed passed my shoulder, breaking into a run. I didn't dare look at her. I couldn't bear to see how much I'd hurt her.<br><br>
*<br><br>
I couldn't believe that I was more upset now than I had been before. When Tyson had realised... That look on his face... I couldn't bear to be there when the realization really hit him. Looking back I saw he was still stood there.<br><br>
I didn't know what to do, go back, comfort him, or carry on and leave him to sort himself out. My choice was made for me however, when I ran into Ray and Kai.<br><br>
"Hilary, whoa, what happened?" Ray asked, noticing my red eyes and flushed cheeks. I didn't reply, but looked at the floor.<br><br>
"Where's Tyson?" Kai asked. I swallowed.<br><br>
"Down by the bridge along the river," I said meekly. Kai folded his arms.<br><br>
"And?" He added. I opened and closed my mouth a few times.<br><br>
"I think he understands the impact of his words..." I whispered. Kai nodded and walked away. Ray looked at him, then at me, then towards the river. I laughed, though it sounded fake even to my own ears.<br><br>
"Go see Max?" I suggested. Ray smiled and walked to Max's house. I walked the familiar roads back to my house, but I wasn't there.<br><br>
Oh Tyson, why can't you know how much I like you? Do you think I'd be this upset if I didn't? I only want to be liked by you once. That's all... Just once could you pretend to love me?<br><br>
I didn't say a word to my mom, I just went upstairs to bed.<br><br>
*<br><br>
I don't know how long I stood there. Before I knew it, it was nearly eleven o'clock. I didn't know the exact time I have found Hilary, had it been about half-past nine? I was about to leave when I saw a figure walking towards me.<br><br>
"This should be a lesson to you Tyson. Don't under-value Hillary’s friendship," Kai warned as he walked towards me. I nodded, for once I understood. I enjoyed having Hilary around indirectly, of course there were times when she was annoying, but if it hadn't been for her, I would have lost Dragoon on that blasted Psychic Island place.<br><br>
"I won't ever ever ever again if she give me another chance," I replied. Kai smirked.<br><br>
"If she does give you a second chance," He said. It sank in. 'If'. I hated the word. My life was based around being sure of myself. But with Hilary I was unsure, maybe that's why I thought I hated her?<br><br>
"Go home Tyson," Kai said as he walked away. No doubt he was headed for Max's house. I walked home all the time thinking.<br><br>
If Hilary and I ever... Got it together... Would we really be happy? Wouldn't it make the rest of them's life complete and utter hell? Wait, it wasn't about them was it?<br><br>
I was so confused I didn't even say hi to my grandpa on the way in. Instead I ran upstairs and flopped down onto my bed. I wasn't even hungry.<br><br>
Oh Hilary, I'm so so sorry!<br><br>
(There you have it, my first TysonxHilary fic. Please review this chapter, the next one's coming soon!)