Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ XIAOLANG- little wolf ❯ Finding Xiaolang ( Chapter 1 )

XIAOLANG- little wolf

By Sujakata

Disclaimer: I don't own CCS

Dedicated to: Ro Ro and Nes Nes

AN/ hell, its taken me FOREVER! Ok, well reason for that is SCHOOL! Umm I have one week left and then ive finished until Uni starts. So hang in there people, then ill be updating on a regular basis. Thankyou all for your reviews, I love you all *sigh* your all so nice

Chapter one: Finding Xiaolang

Sakura…..er………Xan Lee or whatever she/he wanted to be called continued to walk around with the fat girl on her arm who Sakura decided must be you younger sister. Sakura was usually much, much more tolerable, but this girl was grating on her nerves in the worst possible way. Shuddering as the girl giddily gushed over a large pink stuffed animal that was in the window of some store, she stopped and pointed at it

"will you buy me that?" Sakura turned and raised an eyebrow

"no"

"you have to, ill tell mum" Sakura rolled her eyes

"I don't care, just-" Sakura was cut off from talking when her `name' was called out by a bunch of boys who seemed to be around the same age as her.

"don't talk to them Xan Lee, mum said your not aloud to anymore" Sakura sighed, what kind of guy was this? A mommas boy, hell she'd hit the bottom of the fish pool with this guys body.

"Ahh, Xan Lee, where's your mother?" a few chuckles were heard from the group of boys, Sakura glared, her fingers were itching to grab and rip at something `damn testosterone'

"what do you want?" she asked the boy who was speaking to her, she watched him closely, he had a fighters air about him, with dark burgundy hair that flopped over his yellow eyes, and he was tall, `Mei Lin would love him' she thought smirking. The boy who was still talking about who knows what stopped and glared at Sakura

"where's my money?" Sakura shrugged

"I don't know, have you lost it?" the boy growled in anger

"you have it and I want it back, I lent it to you over a month ago and you promised you would give it back"

Sakura sighed, as if her day couldn't get any worse, first she's killed, then she finds that she's in a boys body, who has an annoying sister, who hides behind his mum who doesn't have ANY magic and who owes someone some money `I hate you Cosette'

"how much?" the boy raised an eyebrow

"are you alright Xan? Don't you even remember me? Hell, you've probably been brainwashed by your mother, its me Trae, you once best friend" Sakura just had one of those `oh' looks about her and the red haired boy shook his head "I knew that devil woman did something to you"

"hey, don't go dissing our mum!" Sakura let out a frustrated sound and glared down at the girl

"WOULD YOU SHUT UP?" the girl looked startled and nodded her head meekly, Sakura sighed in relief and massaged her head. Trae looked at his `friend' with surprise

"are you all right?"

"NO I'M NOT ALRIGHT, I'M A GUY!" she screamed, the boy standing in front of her raised an eyebrow

"yes, you've been a male for the last nineteen years, unless I'm mistaken" Sakura growled

"don't get smart with me boy"

"what the hell has gotten into you Xan? Are you on some kind of medi-" he didn't finished his sentence because Sakura had run over to one of the shops and was staring into the window, there on the T.V was a report about the killings that was going on, and there was Xiaolang walking around the bodies, his expression blank, he turned over to where the T.V. crew was and snarled, then the transmition ended.

"where is that?" Sakura asked pointing to the now blank screen. Trae shrugged

"the next city over there saying were next in line for that crazy to come if someone doesn't stop him." Sakura glared at the boy when he said Xiaolang was crazy

"don't ever say that again about Xiaolang or I'll rip off your head and shove it where the sun don't shine, got it kid?" Trae sighed and placed his hand to her forehead

"I seriously think you should go home, your acting so weirdly"

"shut up" Sakura muttered before turning back to the blank T.V. `if were next then I have to find some way in which he will believe me….. oh how will this work if I don't even have any magic?….. what if I contacted the others? No……. that wouldn't work, there's nothing I can do, arg I hate them all, why the hell did I have to die???' Sakura then realised that the Trae guy had said something

"what?" the boy sighed

"I said, do you want me to take you home?"

"what about the money I owe you or whatever?" the boy shook his head

"ill get it another time, you obviously need some help" the other boys who were still standing around nodded their heads in agreement, Sakura just shook her head in disgust

"whatever"

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there was nothing there, sure he felt the twinge of feeling that somehow Sakura wasn't dead, but that was absurd, he was just loosing his mind, there was no way she could be, he'd seen her die, and he hadn't done a thing about it, and now look what he was doing, killing people `I'm such an idiot, but it help's it really does -oh yeah, well what would Sakura say about it if she say-` another part of his mind argued `shut up, she wont ever know because she's dead and its all my fault - yep, it is your fault, everything is your fault, your nothing, and that THING is using you, do you realise that?- shut up, SHUT UP SHUT UP'

"SHUT UP"

Shiienpo looked over at the boy that was talking to himself and smiled `excellent, he is turning out to be very good in deed'

"are you ready to move on boy?" the boy looked up and over at the THING and nodded his head, his eyes were wild looking and he ran a hand through his already messy hair, he stood up jerkily and began walking, ready to continue, the pain was coming back, that's what those voices were, when he was still and not doing anything then they came and argued, yelled told him that he could have done something, when he was killing they didn't come and so he needed to keep going, he couldn't handle the voices in his head, he just couldn't.

Then the picture of her came, just flashes really like flashes of lightning, so quick yet so bright that it hurt.

~when he first met her, how they had fought, how he despised her~

~of his teaching her, in the woods, by themselves,~

~holding her, when she was scared of the dark~

~their first kiss, oh how sweet it had been~

~of- "NO STOP IT, STOP IT! NO MORE"

he knew the THING was looking at him strangely but he didn't care, he didn't care about anything anymore, all he knew was that the THING wouldn't let him kill himself and he knew that the THING was holding something back, some kind of real power, he wasn't sure but he could feel it, some echo of what was really there underneath that black cloak of his.

He caught the feeling again, that she was somewhere close by and it was taunting him, he hated it and once he found out where the feeling was coming from he'd kill it, destroy it, whatever he had to do to get rid of it forever, he hated what he had become and he knew that he could never let anything of Sakura see what he had become, NEVER!

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Sorry its so damn late but yeah, I have my reasons, oh Guess what woohooo my art work got put into the paper (news paper that is), I'm so good hehehehehe woohoo go me :D oh and sorry its short but im supposed to be studying (you bad people are making me stop studying, you all should be punished) mwhahahahaha (oh dear, im going crazy aahhhhhhh)