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Better to worse

When I used to look into your eyes.

I saw me reflecting back I'd jump back in surprise.

I thought it was love care and hope for me.

Man how wrong could anyone be.

When I was small I was daddy lil girl.

As I got older I was his precious pearl.

Time went by he claimed he loved me.

As I got to be a teen his love was gone and he was just mean.

I was lost into the daydream world.

Gone for three years.

How could he do this to his precious angel?

He pushed me to the edge to the world of no one cares.

Every one say I've changed.

Those who knew me say I've gone cold in side.

Well maybe I'm hiding what's left of my pride.

Some say put an act on around my family.

Pretending! To be happy and carefree.

It's not my fault if they can't see.

The pain deep inside.

The depression and suffering that has become me.

They haven't even noticed.

How distance and different I've become.

That I've changed so dramatically.

For the worsted.

Tracey Robertson.

20th/Augest/2002.