Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Impressions: Convergence ❯ Part 1: Collision ( Chapter 1 )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: Kagemihari 
Between love and hate there is a very fine line...and sometimes, it's hard to tell the difference.
A confrontation which could be set sometime in the early part of the series.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.03.2004 | Updated On: 02.04.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 721 | Visits: 352 | Status: Work In Progress
Between love and hate there is a very fine line...and sometimes, it's hard to tell the difference.
A confrontation which could be set sometime in the early part of the series.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.03.2004 | Updated On: 02.04.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 721 | Visits: 352 | Status: Work In Progress
This is my first GW fic. I call it a fic, and it is going to follow a definite storyline, of sorts. But each 'chapter' will consist of one of these "Impressions" (for lack of a better word), rather than narrative. An abstract version of an arc, sort of. *shrug* I don't know what else to call it...
Title: Impressions: Convergence
Author: Kagemihari
Warnings: abstractness, yaoi (no, ya think?), angst
Pairing: 1+2+1, eventual 1x2
Notes: Abstract! Abstract in the extreme. Also strange. I don't know where this came from...I've been working on some longer GW fics that aren't ready to put up anywhere yet, but this just kind of happened. I'm not even sure I'd call it poetry; it's an s.o.c-ish thing, an Impressionistic capture of a moment in time. I can't draw for shit, but I kind of enjoy using words to do the same thing. Like the Impressionist style of painting, it gives more the impression of events, rather than describing it clearly. POVs and other fixed points change at random, and it's meant to be slightly confusing and unclear. Sort of...blurry. ^^; 1+2+1, in case you were wondering.
Stuff in italics is thoughts, speech, or emotions, and just to further confuse you, you probably won't always be able to tell which is which, or who it belongs to. Sometimes, it could be either, or both. ^^
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Part 1: Collision
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Collision
blue on blue
gazes meet and spark
heated enough to leave a mark
upon the facing visage
anger flares, maybe fear...?
and deeper, something else
collision
heart to heart
hidden longing watches
bittersweet joy of confrontation
angry words, blessed with heat
passion of a different kind
disguised
conflict fed by hidden fire
hidden desire
collide
blue darkness shines
annoyance gleams
frustration with cold perfection
see a glare of fierce deep blue
promise death to Death
again
safe lies form a barrier
to dangerous, double bladed Truth
power to hurt, power to heal
the truth can set you free
or kill you
colliding emotions
truth and lies
layers of denial, deception
fuel counterattack and defensive
anger, fear, aggression
masking
what do you want, really?
truth shines, a single instant
shown in speaking eyes
and vanished
effaced before answering flame could glow
soul to soul
and collide
if it existed, but no--
no chance
turn, wrenching heat from heat
heart from heart
and bleed
turn and walk away...
hopeless, helpless
stand and watch
unfurled Wing as angel leaves
hope dies (again)
and bleed
longing, aching, wanting
in frustration and despair
flash of an instant
not enough
to prove of truth or illusion
maybe an answering spark
desire
answering heart
maybe not
definite anger, even hate
preventing reaching out
or soul meeting soul
or touching at all
except in
collision
maybe next time
the masks will fall just far enough
enough to be sure, to see
was truth undercover
or hope an illusion
maybe next time
to see
more than a flash of truth--
collision
-tbc-
Kagi's note: I've written the next couple chapters, and it will continue after that, depending on what kind of reaction I get, possibly up to 15-18 parts. I know it's a strange format, but it was so much fun to write! I'd like to hear what you all think. Any and all comments or criticism welcome!
Title: Impressions: Convergence
Author: Kagemihari
Warnings: abstractness, yaoi (no, ya think?), angst
Pairing: 1+2+1, eventual 1x2
Notes: Abstract! Abstract in the extreme. Also strange. I don't know where this came from...I've been working on some longer GW fics that aren't ready to put up anywhere yet, but this just kind of happened. I'm not even sure I'd call it poetry; it's an s.o.c-ish thing, an Impressionistic capture of a moment in time. I can't draw for shit, but I kind of enjoy using words to do the same thing. Like the Impressionist style of painting, it gives more the impression of events, rather than describing it clearly. POVs and other fixed points change at random, and it's meant to be slightly confusing and unclear. Sort of...blurry. ^^; 1+2+1, in case you were wondering.
Stuff in italics is thoughts, speech, or emotions, and just to further confuse you, you probably won't always be able to tell which is which, or who it belongs to. Sometimes, it could be either, or both. ^^
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Part 1: Collision
----------------------
Collision
blue on blue
gazes meet and spark
heated enough to leave a mark
upon the facing visage
anger flares, maybe fear...?
and deeper, something else
collision
heart to heart
hidden longing watches
bittersweet joy of confrontation
angry words, blessed with heat
passion of a different kind
disguised
conflict fed by hidden fire
hidden desire
collide
blue darkness shines
annoyance gleams
frustration with cold perfection
see a glare of fierce deep blue
promise death to Death
again
safe lies form a barrier
to dangerous, double bladed Truth
power to hurt, power to heal
the truth can set you free
or kill you
colliding emotions
truth and lies
layers of denial, deception
fuel counterattack and defensive
anger, fear, aggression
masking
what do you want, really?
truth shines, a single instant
shown in speaking eyes
and vanished
effaced before answering flame could glow
soul to soul
and collide
if it existed, but no--
no chance
turn, wrenching heat from heat
heart from heart
and bleed
turn and walk away...
hopeless, helpless
stand and watch
unfurled Wing as angel leaves
hope dies (again)
and bleed
longing, aching, wanting
in frustration and despair
flash of an instant
not enough
to prove of truth or illusion
maybe an answering spark
desire
answering heart
maybe not
definite anger, even hate
preventing reaching out
or soul meeting soul
or touching at all
except in
collision
maybe next time
the masks will fall just far enough
enough to be sure, to see
was truth undercover
or hope an illusion
maybe next time
to see
more than a flash of truth--
collision
-tbc-
Kagi's note: I've written the next couple chapters, and it will continue after that, depending on what kind of reaction I get, possibly up to 15-18 parts. I know it's a strange format, but it was so much fun to write! I'd like to hear what you all think. Any and all comments or criticism welcome!